Well, that day Abi took Ginny out and got her hair dyed, and also bought her new clothes.
The clothes with a few alterantions could be trashy, she even had gotted a water bra, and Abi had
revealed to her that she herslef wears one.
That night after everyone was in bed, Ginny silently got up and looked at herself in the
mirror. She didn't like herself much with the blonde hair but thought to herself "Just because I
think it looks stupid doesn't mean everyone else does too. And it doesn't matter if I like it, it
matters what Devon thinks and other guys think."
Next she walked over to her closet and pulled down a strapless black dress, with a little
jacket to go over it. She tossed the jacket onto the closet floor, knowing she wasn't going to
wear it at Hogwarts. She wiggled into the tight black dress, which hugged her hips and made it
look as though she had curves, and the water bra did wonders for her also. She liked the way she
looked in her new clothes, but she hated how the clinged to her and pinched her body. She felt
uncomfortable showing so much skin, but she supposed she would grow use to that, or atleast she
hoped she would.Because even when she got with Devon she would have to keep this act up. This
couldn't be a act, this had to become the real her. Well, the her she showed the world. And it
would be hard to show the world this her, if she didn't convinvce herself this is what she wanted.
That this is what would be best for her, this is her. She knew that once she did get to Hogwarts
she would start her stravation diet, eating only one small meal a day. She couldn't any more than
that because she could possiably gain wait, and the other alternative would be gaging herself,
and she could never see herself doing that. Well, she couldn't see herself doing this either, but
she was, but she promised herself she would never gag herself.
As the days until Ginny went back to Hogwarts narrowed down she began to eat less, she
had to pratice to be able to eat little and not be tired or breakdown and eat a lot. She packed
her clothes along with her robes into her trunk. She hoped that no one would tell her mother of
the happenings at Hogwarts, but if they did she would tell her mother that she is simply
exploring a new style of clothes, and she thought her mother would understand, well hoped she
would anyway.
A week before school was to start Harry and Hermione came to visit. It would be hard to
hide her clothes, and plans from Hermione, but it would be good pratice when hiding the fact she
wasn't eating right to the world. Hermione was one of her best friends, and Ginny hated to lie to
her,but what choice did she have?
The Night Before The First Day Of School
Ginny had managed to hide everything from Hermione, atleast until now. She was rechecking
to make sure she had gotten everything, and she was bending over and she felt faint, the next
thing she knew she was on the floor,Hermione standing over her, fear in her eyes.
"Ginny, are you okay ?" HErmione managed to get out.
"Yea, I'm fine." Ginny said sitting up.
Hermione helped her onto her bed and said "Ginny, do you want me to get your parents"
"No,no. Really I'm fine." Ginny said looking down. SHe couldn't allow Hermione to get her
parents. For if she did her plan would fall to pieces, and she would never be able to get Devon
to love her.
"Gin, are you sure?" Hermione asked. A worried look covered her face.
"Yes, I'm just excited about going back to Hogwarts, thats all, and I haven't been able
to sleep much. You know getting all my homework finished, packing, checking and rechecking to
make sure I have everything." Ginny said praying HErmione would believe her.
"Okay, well its late and we better get to sleep, you especially." Hermione said begining
to change into her pajamas. Ginny did the same and they both went to bed. She was weak from lack
of food so she went strait to sleep HErmione on the other hand laid awake late into the night,
unable to sleep from worry about Ginny. She hoped to god that Ginny was okay, and it was just
stress, but she had never heard of Ginny fainting from stress, but there is a first time for
everything. A few hours later Hermione finally fell asleep.
That morning was hectic. They were all rushing to get dressed. Hermione decided to wear
her blue skirt, with a lavender shirt. Ginny on the other hand wore a shrot black mini skirt,
and a a sleeves less navyblue shirt. She looked in the mirror and told herself silently "If Devon
saw you now he'd be head over heels falling at your feet." She smiled then she thought "Oh, Ginny
quit dreaming, sure you look good, but not good enough for Devon. He needs a skinny girl, who
wears less clothes, and has a prettier face. She went to her bed and pulled out her makeup bag
and put on her makeup. She went to the mirror and could barely recongize herself. She shook her
head, a part of her knew what she was doing was stupid, but the other part was telling her this
is what you have to do to gain Devon's love, heck just his acknowledgement of your exsitence,
heck you have to do this to just get a tiny compliment out of any guy. If you wanted a guy's love
you'd have to do much more. Especially if it's Devon's love you want. Ginny shook her head and
lugged her trunk down stairs.
"Ginny, hon. You look , well different?" Molly said to her daughter.
"Is that a good thing or bad thing mum?" Ginny asked hoping atleast her mother would
acknowlede her beauty. Molly thought very careful about her next words she knew that Ginny for
some reason was going through a rough time with her selfesteem, and was trying to find a way to
fix it. She knew every teenage girl goes through something like this so she said "You, look very
beautiful, you look nice enough to go out with the prince of England"
"Thank you, mum." Ginny said lugging her trunk out the front door into the car. She knew
that her mother was stretching the truth, but it was nice someone thought she was pretty. She saw
Harry coming out the door as she was putting her trunk in the trunk of the car. His mouth dropped
open. He couldn't believe that this was Ginny Weasley standing infront of him. This was the
little girl, who was flat chested with no figure, last school year. Now she was, well there was
only one word he could get out of his mouth and that was "WOW!" She smiled and said "Good morning"
She was really flattered that Harry was paying her so much attention now, but she was also a
little bit disappointed. Lavender was right guys don't like you for your mind they like you for
your body. They like you for how you look. She wasn't going to let Harry know how much she was
enjoying the extra attention from him(he even opened the car door for her), Abi said it was bad
to let guys know you like them too. You have to keep them dreaming, imagining , and wanting what
they can't have." Ginny was going to take her advice to heartm because somehow she did manage to
get Devon. Even though she said she found it hard to breath in some of her clothes, she said it
was well worth it when you walked away from a guy and you dragged his heart right behind you. And
Ginny agreed with her. It felt good to get attention from a guy. Especially Harry. She had liked
Harry for so long and now he was noticing her for the first time. Though this pleased her, she
couldn't get side tracked from her main mission, and that was to gain Devon's admiration and in
the end Devon's unconditional love.