True
North
Chapter
3
Pairing:
2x1
Category:
AU
Warning:
sap, OC kid
Disclaimer:
Gundam Wing is copyright Bandai, Sunrise and Sotsu
Agency.
"Eien no Rhapsody" is copyright Midori Saiha/Ringo
Zaidan.
Thanks
to Diamroyal for beta reading!
Moira
would have watched the storm outside, but she was
busy
playing Aqua Saga when it started, and unfortunately with
video
games,
she couldn't really stop herself once she got started. It was
always
either A) she was too tired or B) Dad showed up and told her
that
it was time for her to sleep already, and he expected her in
bed
Right
Now Or Else that finally got her to save and turn off the
gaming
system in the end.
In
this case, it was August, it was the weekend, and it was just
after
dinner, so either option would be out of the question for
another
five to seven hours.
She
heard the thunder booming underneath the game's peppy music, but
she
ignored it. Storm season was always during summer, and this
was
nothing
new. Besides, she needed to get her party up a few more
levels
before she could beat the next boss. After this, the Ellipsis
costume
spheres could be unlocked and that'd give the party a lot
of
upgrades.
And honestly, getting to see Aidan shirtless? Moira had to
get
them tonight.
Of
course, she thought, after seeing the post-battle experience
points
total up on the screen, she could probably go a little beyond
that,
because apparently, they didn't need so many level-ups
after
all.
"Sweet,"
she said, moving Aidan forward on the TV screen.
"Just
need to save here and we can really get started." The
Elysian
Fields
here had one save point under the baobab tree, and as Aidan
ran
closer, she saw the familiar spinning purple ball.
Just
as the window asking her to save popped up, there was
a
loud crash of thunder, following by a shrill breeeeep
as
everything
in the living room suddenly shut off, including the TV
screen
with the "YES" option highlighted on the save window. A
few
seconds
passed. The TV still didn't switch back on. A minute, and
still
nothing.
Frowning,
Moira took her cell phone out of her pocket, only
to
see a blank, dead screen. This meant that the cell towers had
power
cut off too.
"Fuck," she hissed. "Fuck a duck!"
This was the worst time to have a blackout. Ever.
"Uh-oh,"
Duo said, hearing Moira's screams. "That doesn't
sound
good."
Another
enraged howl issued from the living room. "NOW I
HAVE
TO GET THEM UP AGAIN! ANOTHER TWO HOURS OF GAMEPLAY! WHY,
GOD,
WHY!?"
"Honey,
it's only a game. When the power comes back on,
you
just catch up," Duo called out. He got up from the table to
look
for
candles. He knew there were some in the kitchen drawers.
Hopefully
there were a few left, and not those scented ones that he
got
from a colleague. He didn't want the house stinking of Ginger
Berry
Melon. Even Relena wrinkled her nose when he'd tried to pawn
them
off on her, primly stating that vanilla was the only
fragrance
allowed
in her house.
He
found some long red tapers, held one up to his nose, and
put
them on the counter with a satisfied nod. "Good, they only
smell
like
wax. Where you going?" he asked, seeing Moira run down the
foyer
toward the stairs. "I need you to get the matches...oh, you've
got them. Terrific," he said, noticing Heero placing them
next
to
the candles.
"I
think she went to go check on her stuff. You know, the
little
music player she always has..." Heero stopped, trying
to
remember
the word for it again.
"The Seashell."
"...yeah,
that. And her laptop." Heero glanced towards the
foyer.
"I'm not sure, but I think I saw her recharging them
earlier-
"
They heard Moira screeching in frustration upstairs.
"—and it turns out she was."
Duo
patted Heero on the back. "Well, that means she can
watch
the storm with us. Get on the porch, and I'll see if I can't
pull
her out of her room."
"What
if she wants to play the guitar up there?" Heero
asked.
"She could play the acoustic one without any trouble."
"Nah,
she likes watching storms too," Duo said, lighting a
candle
and going towards the stairs. "It's only a matter of getting
her
to watch them with us. Go on and set up, and we'll be down in
a
few."
Moira
groaned, sliding open the top desk drawer for the
light
crystals she always kept on hand for blackouts. She couldn't
see
too well, thanks to the rapidly darkening sky outside. Finally,
her
hands came across what seemed like a faceted point. She felt for
the
switch at the base.
"What
are you doing up here?" Dad asked, a lit candle in
his
hand.
She
let out a yelp, banging her knee on the desk's steel.
"I...I
was going to watch the storm outside," she answered, rubbing
the
injured part. Man, that was going to bruise. She switched the
crystal
on, throwing a bright aqua-tinged light in the room.
Dad
raised an eyebrow, pointing to the window. "You were
going
to watch the storm outside there? Out on the roof?"
"Umm..."
Moira shifted from foot to foot. "That was the
idea?"
She grinned sheepishly, twirling the crystal in her fingers.
Dad
exhaled loudly, and she winced. That hadn't been a good
answer.
"Moira,
there's a storm outside. What makes you think that
going
out onto a slippery area to watch it is a good idea?" he
asked
sternly.
That only made her fidget more; she wanted to hang out by
herself
and see the storm, but she didn't know how to say it.
"You
know what, I...really don't know. I guess I'll just
chill
in here and whip out the guitar or something," she
replied
nonchalantly.
Dad shook his head, taking her hand and pulling her
from
the desk.
"We're
watching the storm out on the porch. Come on," he
said,
wrapping an arm around her shoulders. "Papa's down there
right
now.
It'll be like old times, remember?"
Moira
nodded. The last time this had happened was when she
was
ten, right after she'd caught some fireflies in the front yard.
She
and Dad had watched the storm underneath the porch, with glasses
of
lemonade she'd made with Nana earlier that day. Even when the
storm
had passed, they'd spent the rest of the night pointing out
the
stars in the sky until she'd fallen asleep on Dad's lap.
She missed those days when it was just the two of them.
Really,
she was trying her best with Papa. They'd
celebrated
his birthday two days ago—he turned eighteen or eighty-
one,
depending on how anybody wanted to look at it—in a nice
restaurant
that they'd never really been to all that often. At first
she'd
suggested Zerzura, a place that was, to her, nice and laid-
back
at the same time. The look on Papa's face once she mentioned
the
karaoke shot that down pretty quick.
There
went Moira's birthday present; she'd intended to sing
a
song onstage dedicated to Papa. In the end she just settled
for
covering
some of the meal. Granted, her part-time job at the labs
wasn't
much, but Dad told her that it was all right, after all, she
was
just a student. When she tried to play it on her guitar after
they
got home, she wound up playing the wrong chords, and then forgot
one
of the verses. Papa didn't act upset about it, but she could
tell
he wasn't interested.
Dad,
Moira thought, was easier to please. Easier to
approach,
easier to talk to. They didn't spend much time together,
but
when they did he never made her feel like she was an obligation
or
something. They enjoyed their time with each other, and hell,
Moira
understood why Dad was busy. So was she. But it was okay.
With
Papa, she was having to try, she thought. That was
probably
it; she'd thought by now they'd be getting along famously,
and
well, they were getting there, hopefully.
She just had to try a little harder.
Heero
had just finished setting up the lawn chairs when Duo
strode
onto the porch, Moira in tow.
"Here
she is!" Duo crowed, pulling her closer. "Got her
just
in time."
Moira,
however, looked like she wanted nothing more than to
retreat
back upstairs and hide in her room. Heero could tell by how
she
was squirming, sliding a bare foot in and out of one of
her
sandals.
At
least it was better than knowing she was on the roof
watching
the storm.
"Did
we miss anything?" Duo asked, plopping down in a lawn
chair.
Heero shook his head, sitting down in his own. There had been
some
flashes in the sky, but no lightning bolts yet. The thunder,
though,
was booming while gales of wind whipped the tree branches
against
the house in an irregular rattle. It was only the awning on
the
porch that protected them.
Heero's
candle flickered momentarily. Moving it farther
back
from the wind and rain, he glanced at the doorway. Moira was
still
standing at the doorway, holding a small, glowing crystal point
in
her hands. He gestured at a lawn chair for her to sit.
She
tilted her head, twirling the crystal with her fingers
for
a few seconds as if considering the offer.
"Sit
down," he said, gesturing again. Moira shrugged her
shoulders,
the straps of her layered tank tops sliding down as she
did
so, and finally took a seat.
Afterwards,
not a word passed between them, except for an
occasional
gasp of awe from Moira when a lightning bolt appeared in
the
sky, and then Duo cheering at the resulting boom of thunder. It
was
just the three of them sitting on the porch, protected from
the
lashing
downpour outside with only a few candles and the crystal
for
light.
Except
for the crystal's bright turquoise glow, Heero felt
like
he was back in AC 196 again. He'd been here for at most two
months
and everything around him still felt alien. With the blackout,
all
that advanced technology had shut down, so now Heero could
pretend,
even if only for a little while.
He
and Duo had watched storms like this before. At first he'
d
liked doing it only because Duo wouldn't try to talk to him so
much
in those first attempts to pull him out of his shell; instead,
he
shut up and gave Heero some badly needed peace. Later, after
they
knew
each other better, Heero saw these outdoor sittings as a way to
relax
with Duo by his side. It was the two of them not
doing
anything: no sex, no hand-holding or cuddling, no watching
the
TV, and no conversation. As long as that storm lasted, they were
just
there in the simple act of being and enjoying each
other's
company.
When
Moira came along, it was easier to add her to the
storm
watches than Heero had originally thought. She'd been loud,
crying
when she was hungry, wet, and any time in between when she was
full
and dry. But on the first storm of that summer, they'd taken
the
squalling infant outdoors onto the porch, Heero bouncing her up
and
down to soothe her. He'd told Duo that it was a bad idea, that
if
they took her outside to watch, her cries would be heard within
at
least
a ten mile radius, but Duo had waved a hand dismissively,
dragging
out the lawn chairs anyway.
As
the first lightning bolt streaked across the sky,
though,
Moira had gone quiet. There had been none of the telltale
signs
of her starting to cry; instead, she stared wide-eyed,
enchanted
by what she'd seen. Except for some soft coos and gurgles,
she
lay quietly cradled in Heero's arms until the storm passed.
Then
she'd
fallen contentedly asleep.
The
storm seemed to have the same effects on her now as it
did
then. The crystal lay in her lap, forgotten, while she gazed at
the
sky while her hands were folded on her stomach, legs crossed at
the
knee.
She
and Duo were both quiet. It wasn't that Heero disliked
their
chatter—in fact, he'd grown to like the sound of their voices
even
more since his revival—but silence every now and then was
quite
welcome.
Especially when it was with family. If he wanted it to be
quiet,
there was plenty of time when neither of them were in the
house,
but then it was empty.
Heero
leaned back in his chair, hoping the storm wouldn't
end
too soon.
Duo
had forgotten how enjoyable a storm could be, even with
a
blackout.
Of
course, that happened when you were busy as hell. The
past
two months had been nothing but running around. The only things
he
did at home were eating and sleeping, it seemed like. The rest of
the
time was split between the labs and the hospital, writing
articles
for medical journals on his findings and checking on
his
patients.
Frankly,
it was a miracle he was still healthy, given that
he
was down to two meals a day, if he considered what they had in
the
lab
cafeteria a "meal." Running a thumb under his chin,
Duo
grimaced.
He needed a shave. Badly. The stubble was so much that he
wondered
why he didn't have any five o' clock shadow whenever he'd
been
able to catch a glimpse in the mirror. And if it hadn't been
for
Heero's pointed reminders, he probably would have forgotten to
shower
as well. Still, it was better than Professor G tossing a
soap
dispenser
on his desk and saying, "Just in case you've run out
at
home!"
His
patients, so far, were doing just fine. Once they'd
gotten
over the side effects of the gene therapy, there hadn't been
many
problems. He still planned to do monthly checkups until a year
had
passed, and then he'd go up to three month checkups, and then
six,
and then finally yearly.
The
only drawback was that the most face-time he'd had with
Heero
was during those checkups. Face-time when he was alert and/or
not
eating, that is. Luckily, Heero didn't seem to mind only getting
to
see Duo while being poked and prodded. Much to Duo's
satisfaction,
Heero was thriving. He'd gained weight and developed
an
appetite so big that it threatened to overshadow Moira's. Then
again,
physically, he was at the age where most boys had a final
growth
spurt, so he wouldn't be eye-to-eye with Moira much longer. It wasn't
too great, Duo thought, having a daughter that was taller than you,
even if it was only by a small amount.
While
that was good, he missed Heero. He'd waited fifteen
years
to see him again. Now that he was here, Duo didn't get to see
him
all that much, and it got so goddamned frustrating. The only
reason
Heero wasn't working with him side by side now was because he
needed
to retake certification, and the exams weren't going to be
until
April or so. That was a good thing; sixty-five years of
scientific
developments was going to be a lot to learn and absorb,
even
for Heero.
And
then there would be the chaos in the scientific
community
to deal with, once word got out that Heero Yuy, the
youngest
scientist in history to win the Nobel Prize, was now alive
and
well. They'd been as hush-hush as possible when Heero had
been
revived,
so that he could gain some strength back, but if he was
going
to return to work, his return couldn't be kept a secret
forever.
Duo
stole a glance at Heero, who was sitting on his left.
He
was visibly relaxed, legs stretched out in front of him. Duo
grinned
to himself; even with all this craziness around them, they
still
managed to find some peace.
The
storm was beginning to show signs of letting up, the
lightning
reduced to brief flashes in the dark gray sky. The thunder'
s
shattering boom shrank gradually into rolling grumbles. Soon
it'd
only
be raining, and when that reduced into a lazy drizzle, all they'
d
have to remember of the storm was the grass and leaves, a lush
green
with water in the moonlight.
But
Duo planned to sit out here all night and make this
night
last as long as he damn well could. He'd go back to work
whenever
the lights came back on, which wasn't now, and from the
looks
of things, probably wasn't going to be for a
while.
Fireflies
slowly appeared in the front yard, their bright
greenish
yellow lights lazily twinkling on and off in the cool
August
evening.
They
looked so much better when it was really dark outside.
The
street lamps didn't do much to make the sky any brighter, but
now
that they were off, the fireflies looked even more beautiful.
Of
course, if it was darker out, it meant that more stars
were
going be visible tonight. Moira had learned that fact each and
every
time they'd gone to the planetarium for field trips. She
switched
the crystal off, put it in the pocket of her capris, got up
and
walked onto the lawn.
It
had just stopped raining, and with the exceptions of a
random
torn branch or two, the grass was wet, furry and softer than
usual
brushing against her bare ankles. The clouds were
rapidly
disappearing
and in their wake, much to her delight, was a black
sky
filled with stars glittering down from above. She could
even
see
the Milky Way if she squinted a little bit.
The
air felt terrific too, especially after how muggy the
day
had been. It was so refreshing that Moira wanted to pour it into
a
glass and take a long drink. Screw Aqua Saga; she couldn't
remember
the last time she'd had any good stargazing.
"You're
not going to lie down in that, are you?" Papa's
voice
cut through her reverie. Moira realized that while she'd been
looking
at the sky, she'd knelt down in the wet grass. She
considered
saying, "Yeah, I am," and then promptly lying down
and
rolling
around in it, but it wasn't really worth the trouble.
Except,
of course, it was a lot more fun lying in the grass and
watching
the stars than on the porch, but she could get an okay
enough
view there anyway. She'd just be lying on concrete, but
stargazing
was stargazing.
Moira
got up, brushing stray blades of grass off the denim
of
her capris, and walked back to the porch. She kicked off her
sandals
and lay down, putting her arms behind her head for a
pillow.
"Better?" she asked, arching an eyebrow at Papa.
"Isn't
that uncomfortable?" he asked in turn. "Why can't
you
take your chair outside?"
"You
/have/ to lie down to see stars. It's the only way.
Help
me out here, Dad."
Dad
chuckled. "Gonna have to go with her on that one,
Heero.
Sorry." Moira heard a scraping sound as Dad moved his
chair
forward.
"How's it look tonight?"
She
grinned. "Terrific," she murmured. "What? You're
not
lying
down?"
"Naw,"
Dad drawled, his voice slow and smooth, "I don't
feel
like getting up right now." His chair creaked, probably
because
he
was stretching—Moira couldn't see—and he sighed in
contentment.
"God,
this breeze feels good. No, I don't think I want to get up.
Even
for those stars."
"You're
not moving from there, are you?" Papa asked. His
expression
wasn't very readable, except that it looked like he was
deep
in thought. Moira shook her head.
Suddenly
he got up from his chair. Before Moira could ask
what
he was doing, Papa knelt down, lifting her head up gently and
placing
it in his lap.
"Um...thanks,"
she said, taken aback by the gesture. She'd
expected
him to try and drag her upwards, or just look at her
disapprovingly
until she got up. It was so hard to tell.
Papa
snorted. "At least this way you'll be comfortable,"
he
said,
leaning back on his hands and peering outside. Up close,
Moira
noticed
that the dark stripes on his shirt weren't black like she'd
thought,
but instead an intense forest green. The thin cloth brushed
against
her cheek as she turned her head, trying to get herself
settled.
She hadn't seen Papa in a T-shirt unless he was sleeping;
other
than that, he tended to dress real preppy, except not so
rumpled
like her classmates; everything tended to be pressed with
him.
"Can you see the Big Dipper?" he asked.
Moira
laughed. "Of course I can! It's over there," she
said,
pointing a little off to the right. "If you go a little bit
down
and to the left...there's Polaris, and then that W-shaped thing
over
there is Cassiopeia." Her finger traced the shape out for
him.
"How
did you learn where all of these constellations are?"
One
of his hands had moved to her head, resting lightly on top of
her
bangs.
She
shrugged, feeling the straps of her tank top move a
little
more into place. "Dad pointed out Polaris for me once. But
the
rest I looked up on the Internet or on star charts in the
library.
I'm thinking about going into astrophysics at Blair."
"Why
not astronomy?" Papa's eyes shone a deep cloudy
sapphire
blue in the weak candlelight. He looked thoughtful, and
strangely
enough, Moira thought, very interested in what she had
to
say.
"Well,"
she said, pointing both index fingers up at him, "I
really
don't know. I guess with astrophysics, there's other stuff
you
can do. Like with zero point gravity, that's going to be the
next
big thing, you know? So after I do some work with the physics,
I
could
take breaks stargazing. It's closely related to astronomy,
anyway."
Her hands danced in the air as she spoke, dipping and
twirling.
"I
see," Papa said, his fingers running slowly through her
hair.
She felt them meandering toward her scar, like he was curious
about
it, but wasn't sure about asking—and therefore touching
it—
yet.
Moira
saw a flicker of movement up in the sky, just near
Altair.
"Oh!"
she gasped. "That's right, it's August, so it's
shooting
star season. Look over there," she said, pointing at the
falling
star. Another one began to move, this time around Arcturus.
Papa
didn't say anything, but just looked in the direction where she
was
pointing and nodded.
"It's
not exactly the middle of the month yet, but when it
is,
it's going to look a lot better than this," she continued.
"The
trouble
is that we probably won't be able to see it so well, thanks
to
the lights being on. That's a shame, because they're so
beautiful,
aren't they?"
Papa
didn't answer, but kept looking at the sky, as if he
was
trying to see something very far away. He was like that for a
long
time, gently stroking her bangs and smoothing them down from
her
temples.
"Papa?" she asked.
"Huh?"
"Aren't they pretty?"
It
was hard to tell, but she thought she saw the corners of his
mouth
turn
up slightly.
"Yeah. Yeah, they are," he replied, voice barely above a whisper.
"Out
like a light," commented Duo. Heero heard the
squeaking
of his lawn chair as the other man got up, and then the
soft
shuffle of flipflops as he came to sit down on the porch
itself.
Moira
had long since fallen asleep, her normally animated
hands
lying still on her stomach. Now that she wasn't talking,
smiling,
or frowning, her face had taken on an eerie, seraphic calm
in
the light provided by the moon and the dying candles. Heero's
hand
was still on her forehead, playing absentmindedly with her
bangs.
"I
wish this night would never end," Duo said, his
voice
low.
A firefly landed on one of his hands, blinking on and off a few
times
before finally drifting away.
"Why?"
"Because
I haven't felt this good in a long time," was the
indulgent
reply. Duo reached out and pulled Heero close, enveloping
him
in the familiar smell of coffee and soap. "Look, the power's
all
out,
so the world's standing still. And there's nothing like being
outside
just after a storm when that happens. It's finally cool
out,
with the fireflies and that."
Duo
swept an arm across the sky, still glittering with
stars.
"The real reason, though, is because for the next few hours
or
so, I don't have to run off to the labs, write manuscripts, or go
and
check on patients. All I have to do," he said, clasping
slightly
sticky
arms around Heero's shoulders, "is stay here. With you."
Heero
snorted. Duo's chin felt scratchy. "You haven't
shaved,"
he said. Duo rubbed his chin thoughtfully.
"Yeah,
I know. I guess I haven't had time. If it wasn't for
you,
showering would have gone right out the window."
"Duo,
it was either that or the couch," Heero grumbled. He
was
beginning to feel a little warm. Maybe he should have worn
shorts
today
like Duo had; he looked so comfortable with his bare calves
sticking
out of his worn denim cutoffs. Duo laughed. He sounded
relaxed
and carefree.
"I'm
sorry about that, Heero. But unless I'm doing your
checkup,
I'm either eating or sleeping when you're around. At least
now
I'm awake to hear you say that," he said. "I think I'm
going to
see
about getting a day off soon."
"Are
you overworking yourself?" Heero asked. Duo sighed
and
pushed back some wayward strands of hair.
"Sure
feels like it. I didn't think that it'd be this
hectic
after I found the cure, to tell you the truth, but now I'm up
to
my eyebrows in work. You know what that's like, right?"
Heero
nodded. If he'd been older than fourteen when he won
the
Nobel, the media would have probably been more insistent for
press
conferences and interviews. Even then, it didn't do much to
minimize
the workload he'd gotten. But then again, he hadn't minded
it
so much. He was a workaholic by nature. So was Duo, but apparently
he
had a different approach with it.
"I
miss seeing you," Duo blurted. "I know that sounds
real
stupid—because
you're here now—but ever since Moira's graduation, I
haven't
really been around to actually be with you except for
those
checkups, and those are only once a month." He held up
one
finger.
"I
hate that," he continued ranting, his hand balling into a
fist
for
a split second before reopening and waving crazily in the air.
"I
feel like I'm being taunted somehow; oops, not yet, not yet,
gotta
wait a little longer. I did this because I wanted to see
you,
and...and..."
he fumbled for the right words. Before he could, Heero
leaned
into Duo and placed his own hand on Duo's wrist, moving it
upwards
and interlacing their fingers.
Duo
gave up, falling silent. They sat like that, listening to
the
crickets
chirp in the dark for a long time. Finally, Heero pulled
Duo's
head close and whispered, "Bed?"
Duo
gazed at him thoughtfully for a few minutes, his eyes gleaming.
Then
the corners of his mouth turned up in a sly grin and he
nodded,
chuckling
slowly.
"Yeah...bed,"
he whispered back, kissing Heero full on the mouth.
"I'll
put Moira in her room. Just clean up and wait for me."
With
that, Duo scooped Moira into his arms, carrying her into the
house
and leaving Heero behind on the porch with a few dying candles.
