True
North
Chapter
6
Pairing:
2x1
Category:
AU
Warning:
OC kid, angst due to shit hitting the fan.
Gundam
Wing copyright Bandai, Sunrise, and Sotsu Agency. "Eien
no
Rhapsody"
copyright Midori Saiha/Ringo Zaidan.
Thanks to Diamroyal for beta reading!
The
clock on Moira's cell phone read 15:56. She closed her eyes
and
sighed.
Four more minutes and she was done with the lab, two more
hours
after that and she could go home.
Of
course, that was assuming Quatre, their TA, gave them the
all-clear
after his inspection of their lab areas. Usually that was
the
case, but there had been a few offenders that had left out a
few
rulers
or weights, depending on what the experiment was that day. One
of
the rules with Quatre's labs was that nobody could leave until
they
got
the all-clear, so any delays pissed Moira off a great deal.
She
froze as Quatre stopped at the station next to her. He reached
over
and picked something up off the lab counter, then turned to the
two
people there: Ben Stewart and Lily Tao.
"Were
you two planning on saving this for the next pair to clean up?"
he
asked in his usual mild tenor. As Lily stammered for an answer,
her
glossy
pink lips opening and closing wordlessly, Moira spotted a
washer
that her partner Ron Page failed to pick up. While Quatre had
his
back turned, she snuck it back into the plastic bag where
it
originally
belonged. She was lucky; Quatre's eyes were so sharp that
he'd
probably have spotted it before any of them did if it hadn't been
for
Ben and Lily.
"Since
this is the first time, I'll let you off easy. But if it
happens
again, I'll have to drop both of you from the class."
Even
though
his tone was still mild, the look in his blue-green eyes was
dead
serious. "I'm sorry, but frankly, you should know better."
He
handed
back the weight and moved onto Moira and Ron's station, giving
their
area a once-over before nodding approvingly.
"Before
you all leave today, I've got a few announcements. These
are
important,"
he said, raising his voice over the students' loud groans,
"so
I think it's best if you listen for a bit."
He
walked to the light blue flatscreen at the front of the room,
taking
a stylus out of his shirt pocket as he did so.
"I
will be gone December 5th, which is our final lab for the term.
This
is because I'm defending my thesis. Jane will be overseeing in
my
place.
I'll still have office hours if you have any questions. They
are
from five to seven," he wrote on the flatscreen with the
stylus,
"in
seven-two-six Kettering. Also," as he wrote the room number on
the
screen,
"I am considering having a review session for the final
exam.
Time
and place are yet to be determined," here, he ran a hand
through
his
short blond hair, "so please email me at Q winner at blair
dot
E-D-U
when you are available during finals week and where you would
like
to have it."
He
wrote the email address underneath the office hours and room
number,
trailing off the "U" with a flourish before putting the
stylus
back
into his pocket and turning towards the class.
"Other
than that, remember to have six trials recorded for the data
portion
of the lab, and be as concise as you can. I've got other
things
to do than to read the novels you call conclusions. That means
you,
Miss Delacroix," he nodded pointedly over to where Sabrina,
the
aforementioned
student, was. "All right. The write-up is due in a week
at
the beginning of lab, no exceptions. You're free to go."
Moira
felt Ron nudge her side. "So, when do you want to go over
this?"
he asked, gathering up his bag.
She
held up a finger, using her cell phone to look at her
planner.
"Sabrina,
Heather, and Ethan are having a study group...tomorrow.
That's
right after we get out of work with Dina, so I think we're
getting
pizza or something."
Ron
nodded vigorously, stroking his blond goatee. "I can do that,"
he
said,
moving out of the classroom. "Audrey'll be out, so there's
no
dating
for us then. There's always the weekend, though." He
grinned
toothily.
Moira
groaned, shrugging on her bag. "I swear, if it weren't
for
classes,
you two would glue each other's hips together. Next time you
see
Audrey, you mind telling her that I'd like to see her
around?"
"You've
got her cell number and screenname. Why don't you tell
her
yourself?"
"Because
she's always away on Messenger and she's got her cell off or
busy.
And you know why." Moira stared pointedly at Ron. He
shrugged
his
broad shoulders, palms turned up.
"We're
in love. What can I say? Anyway, come on. You're one of her
friends
from high school. Winter break's about, oh, two or three weeks
away,
and I'm going back to L2, so of course she'll come see you and
your
other friends." He gripped her scalp as her head was
a
basketball.
"Braaaaain suck."
"Don't
do that." Moira wrenched her head out from under Ron's hand
and
hurriedly combed out a few tangles in her loose hair. "We
gotta
run
if we want to make it to work. Dina'll kill us if we're late."
She
broke
into a sprint; whoever thought it was a good idea to make the
work
labs on the other side of campus deserved to be hurled off a
cliff.
Ignoring
Ron's protests of how he couldn't keep up, she dashed
through
the double doors and was outside in less than a minute. One
perk
of being small and thin was definitely the speed, she
thought.
"How did you get that scar?" Papa asked.
"Huh?"
Moira looked up from the chicken she was stir-frying, still
making
sure to stir with her spoon. In a few minutes she could turn
the
stove off and let the cooling burner cook the whole mess before
she
served it. Today it was just some instant chicken mole stuff
she'd
found
in the freezer; she was too tired to really cook anything
else
besides
the rice.
In
fact, if it hadn't been for this morning's coffee, she'd
have
probably
gone home, fallen on top of her bed and not moved for at
least
three or four hours. School was getting exhausting. But every
time
either she or anyone else complained about how little rest
they'd
been
getting, Dina would shrug and say, "Welcome to college."
Then
again, she was the only college student still learning how to
drive,
so for her, there was an extra hour of driving classes every
night.
So
it was probably no wonder that she was blinking stupidly at
Papa
while
he was stacking plates for the table. For one thing, he'd
actually
asked her a question. He never tried to really initiate
anything
with her, and on top of that, it wasn't even remotely hostile.
"I
said, how did you get that scar? The one on your forehead,"
Papa
repeated,
closing the cupboard door. Of course Moira had been bowled
over;
he'd even asked the question like he was discussing the weather.
She
reached over and switched the stove off, gave the chicken
mixture
another
few quick stirs, and checked her watch. Three minutes and it'd
go
onto the platter. She had time to talk.
"It
happened when I was real little, like..." she thought for
a
minute,
what grade had she been in? It was with Mrs. Grayson. Second
grade,
then. "I was seven. Someone in my class told me that if I
spun
around
counterclockwise, like this, I'd be able to go back in time,
you
know?"
She
demonstrated, holding both arms out and twirling slowly, like
a
ballerina.
"Just like that, only faster and faster. So during lunch
recess,
cause that's how long I thought it'd take to actually get
back
in time, I went inside one of the cubbies and started spinning
like
one of those crazy tops they used to have back then."
"Why
did you do it?" The expression on Papa's face told Moira
clearly
that
he thought it was a bad—no, horrible idea. She
paused,
gathering
her thoughts together; to this day, only Dad and Nana Relena
knew
why she did it. The others hadn't asked, chalking it up to crazy
kid
stuff.
"Well,"
she said slowly, "I thought that if I went fast enough, I
could
go far enough back in time to see you, you know? And I wanted
to
see you; Dad and Nana told all these stories, and I got
curious.
There's
really not much to go on with pictures after a while." She
poked
the chicken with her spoon; it felt done, so she took the
platter
waiting on the counter and poured the skillet's contents on
it.
"Anyway,"
she continued, going to the dishwasher and opening the door,
"I
got really dizzy and I thought that meant that it was working.
But
what
happened was that I fell and hit one of the window edges.
Those
things
are made of metal, and I found out that day that they're
sharp.
You know, like a knife." She put in the dirty skillet and
closed
the door. Dishes could wait until after dinner, but the area
needed
to be clean.
"It
was awful, I was screaming my head off, blood was everywhere on
my
face
and my shirt...man." Moira laughed nervously, untying her
apron
strings.
"You'd think," she slid the apron off, "that I got
killed
or
something. There were other kids screaming and freaking out when
they
found me, and the teacher hauled me down to the nurse's
office...oh,
it was a mess. But it wasn't anything serious. We went to
the
hospital and I got stitched up, and that was that, really. I
just
have
this," she lifted up her bangs and tapped the scar, "to
remind me."
She
was rolling the apron up in her arms when she heard Papa say,
"That
was stupid." The utter contempt in his voice shocked her; it
was
like
he'd dumped a bucket of cold water on her without warning. She
looked
up to see him glaring at her, not with the usual disdain, but
utter
hostility.
"I...guess," she replied quietly, shrugging.
"You
should know that it was stupid. I can't believe you're
fifteen
and
still have that sort of attitude," Papa snapped. His knuckles
were
gripping
the plates so hard that Moira thought they'd break.
"B-but...I..."
She was at a loss at what to say, first because she
hadn't
thought Papa would have reacted like this, and second, the way
his
eyes were boring into hers was really unnerving. Somehow, he
was
taking
this badly, and she couldn't figure out the how or why of it.
"No.
There is no way that what you did would have worked, and you
should
have known that. You should have never attempted it." The
word
"never"
was spat out the way Ron yelled "Fuck!" after he did bad on
tests.
"I
was only seven, all right? Cut me some slack here." Moira felt
her
hands
ball up into fists underneath the tan fabric of the apron.
"So
what? If you're so smart, you should have known better. And here
you
are, much later, and you still act like it wasn't a big deal.
You
really
don't understand anything." With that, Papa snorted and
moved
past
her to set the table.
Moira
stood there for a few minutes, so angry that she was rooted to
the
floor. Right now her blood felt icy inside her veins and
arteries,
and
she felt white-hot sparks behind her eyes.
Fine,
she thought, taking the apron and putting it away in the
drawer,
if that's what Papa thought of her, then it was on now. If
she
got her love for him thrown in her face, she'd just take it
somewhere
else.
In
fact, as soon as this pain in her chest went away, she'd
figure
something
out.
Duo
nodded approvingly as Moira drove the car onto the highway.
Today
she'd
been doing unusually well. Every turn around corners had been
smooth,
every lane change seamless, and there hadn't been any
screeching
of brakes every time there was a stop sign. No jerking of
the
wheel, sudden stops, or stomping erratically on the gas pedal
like
she
normally did. In fact, if he didn't know any better, he'd think
she'd
been driving for years.
"Good,
good. Now see how fast you're driving? You can go a little
faster,
but not that much," he said. It was a good night for
driving;
though
it was dark, there weren't too many cars out at this time.
Besides,
in order to get her driver's permit, Moira needed to have at
least
ten hours of night driving under her belt. "You're doing
real
good
today, Moira. Keep it up."
"Thanks,"
was the quiet reply. She was probably too busy
concentrating
on the road. Understandable, since she was still new at
this.
She'd just started taking driver's ed classes right after
they'd
gotten
back from the science convention. She wouldn't be able to get
her
permit until February, and then she'd have to take another class
to
get the Level 2 permit. That one she'd keep until she turned
eighteen.
"Okay,
after we pass Exit 24, I want you to make a lane change,"
Duo
said.
Exit 24 was Arbana Road, in the next city over. Duo figured
that
getting
Moira used to the highway first was a good idea; she'd been
scared
of it when they'd started out. "Remember," he said, holding
out
the
fingers of one hand as he counted, "turn on the signal, check
your
blind
spots, and then move in."
Moira
nodded, glancing up at the rearview mirror, then turning on the
left
turn signal with a sharp flick of her wrist. She looked over
her
shoulder
to make sure there wasn't any oncoming traffic, and then
drove
into the lane, canceling the signal with another fluid motion.
"See,
that wasn't so bad," Duo said. He leaned back into his
seat;
maybe
they could stop by the store on the way home, since they needed
to
do some shopping. Right now they were about three quarters of the
way
through with the usual home tutorial, and Moira was still
rock
steady.
"We'll stay here for a while, and then we'll switch back and
go
home. I want you to get used to driving in the fast
lane."
"Yeah."
Duo
raised an eyebrow. "You all right, hon? You're pretty
quiet
today."
Normally she'd chat nervously or hum something silly while she
was
driving. Duo had actually caught her singing "Down By The
Bay"
under
her breath the last time they were on the highway; he hadn't
heard
that song since she was in third grade.
Moira
didn't answer. All she did was watch the road as the car sped
on.
Duo was beginning to get a very bad feeling about this. From
dinner
up till now she'd been dead silent, barely speaking a word
unless
he'd spoken to her first.
"Let's
change back into the right lane, sweetie," he said. "Just
like
how
you went to the left one."
But
when Moira raised a hand to turn on the signal, he noticed that
it
was shaking; not only that, but her entire body was shaking all
over
and it wasn't even cold in the car.
"Autodrive,
now!" he barked. Immediately, the car's system took
over,
moving smoothly into the right lane and heading for home.
He
didn't know how he couldn't have figured it out earlier, but
the
shaking
confirmed it; the reasons that Moira had been so quiet and
driving
so steadily were because she was in a pure, cold rage. The
shaking
was from the adrenaline that had been coursing through her
system
for God knew how long—since dinner, maybe?
"What's
going on?" he asked, keeping his voice calm. Yelling at
her
wasn't
going to do much at this point, and right now, all he knew was
that
at least she wasn't angry at him, and he wanted it to stay that
way.
Moira
didn't answer, but just sat there rigidly, arms crossed
defensively
over her chest.
"Moira,
I asked you a question. What's going on? If you're that angry
about
something, you shouldn't be out here on the road. So tell me
what's
making you so pissed off," Duo said, voice persistent.
Again, no response. The only sound was that of the car's motor humming.
"You
know that driving while upset is dangerous. You know that,
and
yet
I can't believe you went ahead and did it anyway. You could
have
gotten
us killed--"
"I
know, okay?" Moira swiveled her head sharply towards Duo. He
could
see
the sharp glint of her teeth in the dark. "I know. Enough. I
don't
want
to talk about it right now." He heard her softly spitting out
a
strand
of hair that had gotten caught in her mouth, and he put a hand
on
her shoulder.
"Honey.
I'm not mad—well, okay, I'm a bit upset that you didn't let
me
know that you weren't really in a good condition to drive before
we
left—"
"I wanted to leave," Moira shot back.
Duo
ignored her. "But I'm worried, because while I've seen you
get
mad,
seeing you angry is a rare thing, and I want to know what's going
on,
because I'm your dad, okay? So spill." He squeezed her
shoulder
encouragingly.
"I
don't want to talk about it. I...can't. Just try to
understand,
okay?"
"Are
you sure, sweetie? There isn't a lot you can't tell your old
man."
The car pulled into Exit 12, Easterwood Avenue. They'd be home
in
about five minutes. "Okay," Duo said. "Maybe later. I
just want you
to
know that you can tell me anything."
"Sure
thing, Dad," Moira said, skepticism coloring her voice.
"Sure
thing."
Heero
glanced at the clock for the third time since he'd sat down to
read.
It read a quarter to eleven, and Moira still wasn't home yet.
It'd
been like that for a week; Duo would say that she'd left
another
message
on his cell telling them not to wait up for her to eat because
she
was studying.
And
then when Moira finally came home, she'd go up to her room
without
saying a word to anyone. In fact, now that Heero thought about
it,
he hadn't seen her around much since that story about how she got
her
scar.
At
first, when Duo had come home that same night and told Heero how
he'd
been in a car totally unaware that she'd been in what he'd
considered
a furious rage, Heero hadn't been too fazed. She still
should
have known better than to do something that foolish. For a few
days,
he didn't worry; she didn't seem all that upset.
But
two nights ago, he'd made eye contact with her. It was only for a
few
seconds, but that was enough time to see her irises lighten to
slate
gray and her lips tighten into a thin line before she lifted her
chin
and turned away with a swish of her ponytail. The expression on
her
face was unnerving; it was as if acknowledging Heero's presence,
even
for a short amount of time, disgusted her.
That
was when Heero realized that he may have gone too far with
his
reaction
to Moira's story. He hadn't told Duo about it because at
first,
he hadn't thought it was a problem. Now that it was obvious
that
yes, it was a problem, he didn't want to let Duo know that he
was
the source of Moira's anger. They were already divided enough as
is.
He
heard the back door open and shut; Moira had come back.
Tonight,
though,
she didn't walk briskly upstairs to her room. There was a soft
thump
as her bag hit the floor, the closet door opening, and then
the
sounds
of her coat being hung up before she went back inside.
What
the hell could she be doing in there so late? Heero closed
the
science
journal he'd been reading, rose from his chair, and walked out
of
the living room to see. The door was slightly ajar, so he pushed
it
further
open to see Moira bent over the washing machine, tossing in
clothes
one after the other.
Terrific. He'd forgotten to do laundry today.
She'd
sensed his presence; even though she was visibly trying to
look
single-mindedly
focused on balancing the load in the machine, Heero
could
already see her body tensing up, much like that time at the
science
convention. Despite the inner voice telling him to stay back
and
leave her be, he moved forward quietly until he was standing only
a
few inches away from her.
"You
don't need to do that," he said. Moira looked up at him,
her
eyes
paling once again, this time to a dirty grayish white, and her
mouth
drawing itself in.
"It
needs to get done," she said firmly, before closing the lid
on
the
machine and setting it to "Quick Wash and Dry". Fifteen
minutes to
wash,
five to dry. As the machine started whirring, she picked up her
bag
and pulled out one of her e-books, followed by her laptop.
"You've
been coming home late recently. Why?" he asked, going
further
away
and leaning against the wall. This way, he was able to fight the
urge
to leave the room. He needed to find some way to defuse her
before
things got worse.
"I
need to study." The words were quiet, cut off and abrupt,
much
like
his own speech pattern. Heero wasn't used to that at all; most of
the
time, she took after Duo in his more relaxed use of language. She
was
trying her best not to pay attention to him, favoring the
laptop's
screen
or the e-book's pages instead.
"Is
it because your grades are falling?" he persisted. That got
to
her;
she visibly flinched before looking disdainfully over her
shoulder
to glare at him.
"No,"
she snapped, before turning back to the problem set Heero saw
on
the laptop's screen. She was only on the first one.
"Are
you sure? How come your homework isn't done yet?" he
asked,
slightly
incredulous. "You can't do that and expect to keep your
grades
up."
Moira
froze, one of her hands poised in mid-air for typing in some
answers.
He heard her inhale sharply, and then the hand in mid-air
snapped
outward and slammed the laptop shut. It was followed by the
e-book,
its cover closing with a loud snap before both items were
shoved
into her bag.
"You
really do think I'm stupid," she muttered before
shouldering
her
bag and storming out.
The
clunk on the countertop broke Moira's concentration from the
digital
camera. She looked up and saw Nana Relena leaning over the
counter
with a mug of hot chocolate.
"Drink
up while it's still hot," the old woman said. "It's
freezing
out
there! How can you stand in my garden for so long?"
Moira
didn't say anything, but simply turned the camera so that the
display
screen was towards Nana, who gasped and then took it for a
closer
look, putting on her glasses as she did so.
"That's
lovely. I didn't know you could get pictures like that with
only
frost on the ground," she said, handing the camera back to
Moira,
who
grinned.
"The
branches on some of your trees and bushes gave me an idea, and
if
you can get the lighting just right, it looks real nice, don't
you
think?"
Moira took a sip from the offered mug, sighing contentedly.
Nana's
hot chocolate was unbeatable; not too sweet, but smooth and
thick,
and the taste lingered long after the last swallow.
"Yes,
it does," Nana said, smoothing out the wrinkles in her
coral
sweater.
"Oh, look at the time. Shouldn't you think about going
back
home?"
Moira's eyes darted towards the clock on Nana's stove; it was
five
to eleven.
Yeah,
she'd stalled long enough with stopping over at Nana's house
after
driving classes today. It had been her last day of classes, so
until
finals started next week, she had nothing to do. There was
studying,
but the last day of class called for celebration before
anything
like that took place. For Sabrina, Heather, Ron, and Audrey,
that
meant partying. As for Ethan, he'd sequestered himself off and
was
literally nowhere to be found outside classes or Dina's.
Since
being three years younger than everyone else put her at
a
disadvantage
for parties, Moira was out. So she went to Nana Relena's
to
take pictures. It was lonely as hell, but she wasn't itching to
go
home
right away.
"You'd
better finish that; hot chocolate is awful when it gets cold,"
Nana
gently prodded. Moira started, and then saw that the brown liquid
in
her mug was showing signs of gumminess. A few quick stirs and it
was
drinkable again.
"Good girl," Nana murmured. "Hurry home now, it's late."
Moira
sighed, sliding off the stool in front of the counter and going
over
to the old woman, gently wrapping both arms around her
fragile
shoulders.
"Thanks for letting me stay here, Nana. I really appreciate
it.
Good study break before finals, you know? Really helped me unwind
and
all, needed to relax, cause boy, I was ready to snap and..."
"While
I appreciate your gratitude, you need to return sometime."
Nana's
voice, while carrying her trademark warmth, brooked no
argument,
and it was emphasized by the usual all-knowing light in her
teal
blue eyes. Moira slumped in defeat; she wouldn't be able to crash
at
Nana's either until she figured something out.
"Yes,
Nana," Moira groaned, and she left the kitchen, camera in
hand,
to
get her coat.
It
got even better. As soon as she'd parked her scooter in the
garage,
Moira was confronted by Dad, who was just outside the door, in
a
T-shirt and baggy, worn pajama bottoms.
"Moira
Haley Maxwell," he began, flicking on the garage light, "you
and
I need to have a little talk."
Moira winced. It was bad when Dad used her full name.
"I
don't know what's going on here, but it has been at least two
weeks
and you have been coming home late. Now, while I understand
college
has been a hard adjustment for you, I find it extremely odd
that
your study habits would have changed dramatically just before the
end
of the term." His voice had deepened an octave, like it always
did
when
he was ticked off, and there was no humor in those eyes of his;
in
fact, they'd gone blue-black, another bad sign. His hair, now
freed
from
its usual ponytail, spilled down his back in a red-brown mass.
At
the very least, Dad was cranky. At the most, well, Moira didn't
want
to know.
"Dad, finals are—"
He
cut her off with a slash of his hand. "That's bullshit and
you
know
it. You're really pissed off, and from what I can tell, it's
because
of something at home. Now, I know it's not me, because if that
was
the case, we'd have it settled from the start."
Moira
smirked, but there was no real joy in it. "Congratulations,
you
figured
it out. Was there any help?"
Dad's
eyes widened angrily. "Don't sass me, young lady. You
have
caused
a lot of grief in this house with your evasion tactics. Now,
you've
got two choices. You can either tell me what's going on with
Papa
so we can work it out," he separated off an invisible section
of
air
with his hands, "or", separating off another section, "you
can
suck
it up while I impose an eight o'clock curfew for the rest of
the
school
year. So what's it gonna be?"
There
was a long, tense silence in the garage as Moira locked eyes
with
Dad, considering the ultimatum. Finally, she pulled off her hat
and
pushed back the bangs on her left side, exposing the scar.
"Remember
how I got this?" she asked. When Dad nodded, eyes stern
and
piercing,
she continued.
"I
told Papa because he asked and he got on my case. Said I was
was
stupid
for what I did, that my attitude sucked because I still thought
it
was cool. Because I wanted it as a reminder."
"He
was shocked," Dad began, but Moira overrode him, her
voice
rising,
but still cool and controlled.
"So
were you. But you didn't throw it in my face the way Papa did. I
told
him why I did it, that it was to see him, and he didn't give a
shit.
He hasn't given a shit about me for the past six months he's
been
here." She stood to her full height, dropped her hand, and
looked
Dad
square in the eye this time and not at the faded logo on his
black
T-shirt.
"I've
been trying ever since he woke up. That's been hard because he
spends
more time with you, but believe me, I've been trying. If he
doesn't
want me in his life, there's no reason for me to make him a
part
of mine."
The
two of them stood there; Dad stunned and Moira exhaling loudly.
She'd
been wanting to say that for a while. Just when Dad was about
to
reply,
Moira shook her head.
"Dad,
I'm sorry, but that's how it is." She stepped past Dad,
opening
the
door with the touch-activated lock. "Next week is finals. I'll
be
home
late until Thursday." With that, she shoved both hands into
her
coat
pockets and strode into the house.
"Why
didn't you tell me?" Duo asked the next day. He groaned,
taking
his
head in his hands. "If I'd known what was going on..."
"That
would have made it worse," Heero said. "I thought I
could
handle
it eventually. If I'd told you, it'd probably wind up driving a
wedge
in between you and her, and that's not what I want."
They
were sitting at the dining table, each man with a mug of coffee
in
front of him after the dishes had been cleared away from
dinner.
Again,
Moira was out, claiming that she'd be in the library
studying,
mentioning
since she was going to stop by the grocery before she came
home,
since they were out of milk.
Duo
groaned again, shaking his head and making his ponytail sway
gently
from side to side. "I wouldn't take sides, Heero. The
last
thing
I need here is you two being estranged from each other."
He
drained
his mug, grimacing.
"She
thinks you hate her, you know," Duo said with a
matter-of-fact
expression.
"I
don't. But what she did was reckless. She could have died."
Heero
wanted
to take Duo by the shoulders and shake him right now; why
wasn't
he also angry about this? Their daughter could have
suffered
irreversible
brain trauma, maybe even bled to death (though,
admittedly,
that wasn't too likely), and here Duo was, sitting in
front
of him and acting blasé over the whole thing.
Duo
nodded sagely. "Yeah, I know. Believe me, I told her what
could
have
happened in loving detail after all was said and done. But,"
he
said,
holding up one finger, "I did tell her that it was very
sweet
nonetheless
and gave her a hug for her trouble, partially because of
that,
and partially because I was glad her brains weren't all over
the
window."
He pushed the mug away from him, a far-off look in his eyes.
"Thing
is, Heero, no matter what Moira did—and she's done a lot—I
love
her
tons. And I make sure she knows that. She doesn't know that you
were
scared for her; all she sees is someone who thinks she's some
dumb
kid
who doesn't know what she's doing."
"What
do I do?" Heero asked. Duo inhaled deeply, closing his eyes,
and
exhaled.
"Tell
her you were scared," he replied. When Heero didn't nod
in
understanding,
Duo shrugged. "I can't tell you how to do the rest;
that
you'll need to figure out on your own. But get it done before
next
Thursday, all right? That's when she finishes with exams." He
got
up
from his chair and moved to peer out the window, where frost
crystals
were already gathering on its smooth pane. "Whew, it looks
cold
out. I hope Moira bundled up today, otherwise, she's going to
need
something to thaw her out when she comes back."
Heero
made an affirmative noise, an idea already forming. Whether or
not
it'd work he didn't know, but it was better than nothing.
