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Thank you for taking the time to read my fanfiction. It is the first in a series I plan on doing.
I plan on doing diaries of many Harry Potter Characters. I hope you read and review them all :)

Chapter 1: The 1st day of the summer holiday after Hermione's 5th year

"Saturday,

Dear Diary,
Hey, I know I haven't written to you much, during this past school year, because I know the events that I have been through will be as a permeant video in my mermory, there was no need to write them. When I departed from the train station Harry seemed okay. He has been so depressed since Sirius's death. Everyone has been very upset,but I know Harry feels it the worst. No one else will ever miss Sirius as much as Harry will, except maybe for his best friend Professor Lupin. I hope very much that the muggles treat Harry ok. For the sake that he might do something exterme or the order may take matters into their own hands, and all be prsoicuted for muggle attacks or something. This whole ordeal is very distressing. I am begining to doubt Ron will ever return my feelings.I have liked him ever since the first time I saw him on the train to Hogwarts. He is such a cutie. I know he most likely doesn't like me or he wouldn't keep fighting with me like he does. I don't know how I ever made it through last year. All my owls, being Harry's Consleour and fighting with Ron, fighting death eaters, Umbridge. It was horriable. Today was a nice relaxing day. Nothing to worry about. I lounged around today watching television (which I would never normally do, but I thought I deserved a well earned Break from all the hassle.) ,I didn't even begin on my homework. This surprised my parents so much that they asked me what was wrong. MY parents are blind to the fact of all the stress I have been under. Sure they know about the O.W.L.s but they know nothing of the deaths, the deatheaters, or even Lord Voldermort. I have no one to tell about how much I fancy Ron, or to talk to about how scared I am. I absolutely wish I could just tell Ron how much I like him, but he would most likely totally laugh at me and tell me ""mione its 'bout time you get a sense of humor." I wish he wasn't so imature. He always acts so big and brave, but I know for a fact that he was scared when we were fighting the deatheaters. It's not healthy for him to keep all his feelings locked away. What am I saying? I do the same exact thing. And for all I know he could confide in his father, or a brother, or even Harry. I hate being the only girl in our trio. It can be so uncomfortable some times. Because they certainly don't understand me, and I may be intelligent, but the most intelligent female in the world couldn't understand a male's mind, and they say that we're complicated. HA! Now that's funny. Well, diary I think I am going to bed.

Hermione Granger