Title: Past.
Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade or this song.
a/n: It's taken my this long to find a stupid song...really people I need ya help...oh and do I have any decent guesses even though I found them all funny.
Me and Rei are sitting in a little café; I'm not exactly looking forward to this meeting with this man.
He is NOT my father; it's as simple as that.
Rei's trying to get me to eat, but I still refuse...food is not what I need right now, I need to go get some music and some vodka, strong imperial vodka.
I need some space and Rei can't see that, even with his beautiful eyes.
Disenchanted Lullaby, sing me yours I'll sing you mine, sing with me now what's a boy to do?
What's a boy to do?
I take the small cookie Rei's insisting I eat, smiling as he claims he's broken me down. I love it when he jokes about, his eyes light up slightly when telling a joke. I love you Rei, and if these people weren't here I'd kiss you.
But then again, I can't exactly say these words to him...not when there are people who know who I am here, I'd ruin my coldness, one of the only things to keep perverted guys away from me...unfortunately....girls like me for it. What do they think I am? A bishie?
I am not interested in those stupid blonde haired girls jumping up and down when they see me, with padded bras to try and impress me or Rei, him and Mariah put an end to those girls liking him so I get more attention...damn my childhood....dark mysterious past, always makes a girl fall in love.
I don't seem to notice that I'm staring at Rei until he says my name and I jump out of my inner rant. I blush softly and Rei gently holds my hand under the table, I smile at him, he knows what I want to say but I can't.
Sing along for yesterday; Sing along my soul today, Sing along another song for you, what's a boy to do?
I gently squeeze his hand in a thankful way.
"Don't worry Kai, in a few minutes you'll know about your past, doesn't that make you happy?" he asked softly, keeping his voice down. I freeze, why do I suddenly feel angry? I don't know but I can't stop it, I throw his hand off of mine and slam down the half eaten cookie.
"I'm supposed to be happy? You idiot!!!" I yell storming out, great now I look like a girl on PMS.
I kept storming off, my arms crossed, just looking cold, as usual, so I attract little attention.
I can hear people playing music, too bad it's all pop, and since I can see a park up ahead, I make that my target.
It's actually really weird to feel so calm on the inside and angry on the out, I can hear soft running footsteps, Rei's chasing me, I don't speed up at all though, I'll just....I don't know what I'll do when he grabs my arm and asks me to stop, asking what is wrong.
I may be scattered, A little shattered, what does it matter, No one has a fit like I do
He grabs my arm as I enter the park, he forces me to turn around, I'm looking, yet again into his eyes, god they are beautiful...I guess that's what made me love him. But that's not important; he is standing silent, holding onto my arm.
The silence is broken as he states something, "I know this is difficult for you, but don't take it out on me, I'm the only one on your side here Kai" his voice is low, yet sad. I have been treating him a bit colder since we got here.
I don't know what to say though, I open my mouth to get the words out, but I can only manage one, knowing it has the most power a word can.
"Sorry"
His expression changes to that of his usual one, a smile. I quickly lean forward and kiss him quickly, he smiles, no one had watched us, I'm glad that gates have walls.
Rei gently stroked my cheek before he walked more into the park. This is when I can tell him, only now.
He doesn't say a word to me, he only watches the trees. He's so weird sometimes.
I may be scattered, a little shattered, what does it matter? No one has a fit like I do
I'm the only one that's fits you
We sit under a tree, silently for a while; I place my arm around him gently, kissing his cheek, "You going to talk you daft neko?"
He hits my arm playfully, "Don't call me daft" he pouts. I smile and kiss him again, he pulls me closer, I gently rub his arms, still kissing him, I love the feel of his skin, it's got such a silky texture, he's softly playing with my hair, I wish he'd stop doing that, it really messes it up, but this is worth it.
He closes his eyes, kissing me more passionately, after a few minutes I pull away, he looks confused.
"What?" I ask, trying to sort out my hair.
"You pulled away" he said in a confused tone, I give a short laugh.
"I can kiss you any time I want. Don't forget, you're mine for life now Rei" I say, wrapping my arms around him, in a protective sort of way. If anyone saw me now, they'd think I'd gone insane; this is not like me at all. But then again, around Rei, I am never myself, I'm more happy when I can simply hug him.
He smiles and gently nuzzles my shoulder before he looks at his watch; I never actually noticed that he had a watch...how weird.
Anyway, he pokes my side and tells me that it's time for me to go.
Whisper with me, pass the time, Whisper for the days gone by, Whisper with the voice inside of you
I roll my eyes and stand up, letting go of him, but he clings onto me, "Don't let him upset you Kai" he whispers into my ear as he cuddles me, I feel quite shocked, and I finally put my arms around him also.
"I won't Rei, I promise" I whisper back, kissing his cheek gently. I feel so much like I'm protecting him now, it's too much of a warm feeling...as funny as they may sound. I dig into my pocket and hand him Dranzer.
"Look after her; I doubt I'll need her ok?"
He looks at my doubtfully, then closes his hand around her. "Yes Kai" he says kisses me again, as we begin to walk out of the park.
He leaves me as I head towards the building, stretching slightly.
I watch him walk away.
I dislike watching him walk away; it makes me feel all weird inside...like a fear that he won't come back.
With this ring you will be mine, with this ring I'll multiply, with this ring surrendering to you.
What's a boy to do?
I look up at the building. Here goes.
I may be scattered, A little shattered, what does it matter, No one has a fit like I do.
I may be scattered, a little shattered, what does it matter? No one has a fit like I do
I'm the only one that's fits you.
There whatcha think now eh? Come on, take some guesses!!!
Bye for now.
Phoenix147
