Tile: Past
Disclaimer: I do not own Green Day or Beyblade.
A/n: You Ravenstar the plot was unravelled, I'm surprised you didn't join in with the competition…didn't you want to be in my fic? How charming. TT
To everyone who hates Green Day, go suck on a lemon!
Oh this is just a short chapter.
I walk a lonely road, the only one I that have ever known don't know were it goes. But its home and I walk alone.
I can't believe how much this effected me, I wish that asshole wasn't alive now, god, I'm what comes from a paid hour in an ally knee knocking, I feel disgusting.
How the hell should I be allowed to live, I'm a whore's son! I'm lower than filth.
Rei defiantly doesn't deserve me now.
I look up at the street lights, blinking a few times as I saw everything around me, couples walking around, kids running about, like nothing was ever wrong. Stupid children.
I kept walking, wondering where the hell I was going, I'm reminded of Green day's video for 'When I come around' I'm just walking around without any point what so ever, except I'm not being a nosey fucker.
I walk this empty street. On the Blvd. of broken dreams, were the city sleeps, and I'm the only one and I walk alone.
Too many god damn people are awake, I wish they weren't, I'd much rather look anti social and get glared at by people. Living and walking like this makes it a lot worse. I wish they'd just go away. As funny to be as it sounds…when I die I should just listen to music and walk up and down a street alone.
I walk alone, I walk alone, I walk alone, I walk a...
I looked up as I reached the traffic lights, little kids pressing the button repeatedly while their mother tries to tell them to stop. I bet my mother was nice…even if she was a slut.
Maybe she just needed the money and whoring was all she could do, until I meet her I guess I'm always going to have this mental image of her.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me. My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating; sometimes I wish someone out there will find me. 'Til then I walk alone
I wonder if Rei's worried by now, I mean, I would be worried if he was wandering around alone in a street I was unfamiliar with, if anything happened to him I'd kill myself, I'd defiantly have nothing to life for then.
I can't help but sigh as I watch little kids running about, care-free. I'm a bit jealous of them, and yet I also pity them, if it wasn't for my rough up bringing, I'd never have found or adored Rei, but if I had their lives I'd have a dad, a mom, maybe I'd care more about life instead of finding it just a game.
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line, that divides me somewhere in my mind. On the border line, of the edge and where I walk alone.
I can see the hotel at the end of the road, I'm half tempted to run as far as I can away from it, and yet, I want Rei to hold me tightly and I want to thank him for standing by me in this difficulty.
I hope he knows this…I bet he does. A smile lights up my face as I see him walking out of the front doors of it and I continue to walk, hoping to stop him before he walks away, heh, this is my fault.
Read between the lines, what's fucked up and everything's alright, check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone.
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me, my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating. Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me, 'Til then I walk alone
I pause slightly, I see him spot me and yet and begin to turn away, if Rei could see the doubt and depression in my eyes he'd look away, he's used to the warmth I look to him with. He can't see me until I feel warmer and less like ice.
I can see him running towards me out of the corner of my eye. No Rei you can't see me…you can't…you just can't, I look awful.
He's catching up but I don't want to rush he may think I'm trying to get away from him, it may be what I'm doing but…
I walk this empty street, on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams. Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me, my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating. Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me, 'Til then I walk alone...
I grabs my arm and turns me to face him, asking me if I feel better, it takes me several moments to answer before I nod to slightly.
He smiles and kisses my cheek and I hug him tightly, smiling softly.
"I'm sorry I bought you here Rei" I mutter, only to have him cover my mouth laughing.
"Shut up Kai, I'm glad I came here" he tells me and begins to walk me back to the hotel.
He wrapped his arms around me as we got to the room, kissing me passionately and running his fingers through my hair, I gently pulling the tie from his hair, letting it flow down, long and beautiful, just like him. As we pull away I softly smile to him.
"I love you Rei…I always will" I tell him quietly, before he kisses me again, in a way that tells me he feels the same way.
I gently push him down onto the bed still kissing him, my fingers running through his hair softly.
We'll be leaving tomorrow, at least we can spend one nice moment here.
There because it's near Christmas, a treat for you all, no cliff-hanger, as I had planned.
I'll probs do a Christmas one-shot of lots of fics. Send me your requests please.
Phoenix147.