Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own any Inu-Yasha, But I wish I did... But don't we all!!!!
I dare not feel for you'll hurt me.
I dare not touch for you'll break me.
I dare not hear, or I'll hear thier screams.'
I dare not speak, for you'll find me.
I dare not love, for you'll break my heart.
Dear Diary,
Hello, I'm Rin. I'm introducing myself because your brand new. I used to have another diary, but it was the victim of those who don't understand, that I don't talk. Yes, I don't talk. I haven't since my parents died. No, they didn't die. They were murdered. I was there, I saw. The people who murdered my parents didn't know I was there. In the closet. Hiding. It was something me and my father did often. I would always hide, and he would always find me. Funny thing, I was only 6 and I always hid in the closet. Some say I was only 6, I couldn't remember everything perfectly. But I do. I don't think you can watch someone you love so much die and not remember every muscle on thier face that moved, as they did. I remember, my father's bloody hand reaching for the cracked door of the closet, he knew I was there. My name was the last word he ever said. After, hearing my name leave his lips I never spoke again. I've seen no need to. Once I entered the system I was no longer a person. I am not Rin. I am 838892067. So I'm off to my new foster home. I wonder how long I'll stay this time. Before they toss me off, sick of my silence. Not understanding. Just like the school children. They are simple, carefree school children. They call me the odd girl that doesn't talk. The Mute. They don't understand. None of them. They never will. So you have to keep to yourself, Let no one see you. They don't understand, those school children. So carefree, so happy, so simple. It's how you survive in my world. I feel, I've always felt so different from them. I could never belong. We have only 30 minutes until we get to my new "home". I'm on this strange silver bus, we're in the middle of no where. I wonder where exactly it's taking me.
Truly Yours Always,
Rin
Chapter 1: New Home
She couldn't help but stare at the huge building they were driving up to. 'Where are they taking me! This can NOT happening.' If she could talk, she'd have told the driver he'd taken a wrong turn, but what was she to do. Rin gulped as she looked at the courtyard of what was the Shikon School of the Gifted and Talented. At least that was what the sign said. It was beautiful, green grass, trees everywhere. They passed a giant fountain, as the bus stopped.
Rin just looked at the bus driver, who nodded and began to get her bags. Rin could feel her heart pound, she'd never been this close to anything so... Rich. Rin closed her eyes a moment as she stepped off the bus bravely, as usual showing no sign of her nervousness. Rin followed the driver into the large doors of the building.
'So they decided to put me into a boarding school! Who do they think they are?! I'm 16 and I would like to think I have some say in my life! 'Rin stalked down the long unfamilar paths that were suppose to lead to her new dorm. 669 Dorm C. She wanted to get there, unpack and go to bed. At least, she wouldn't have to worry about finding a way to get to school (Her other foster parents hadn't cared.) She lived at one. Rin walked up to a house that she figured was her dorm, for the fact that it had 669 on the door.
Rin took off the bracelet on her wrist which now held a key, she inserted the key in the lock, then jumped back at a small creaking sound. Rin's eyes widened as she stared at the door, the nine had fallen to form 666. Rin's hands began to shake slightly as she turned the key, opening the foor quickly. She found out the lights were on. But didn't stick around to find out why, she ran straight into Dorm C.
For some reason she'd never been able to sleep passed 6 am, not since she could remember. No matter how tried she was. Rin pulled the covers from her legs, exposing herself to the cold. She stood up yawning, as she stratched her head, she was the perfect picture of girlhood. Her pajamas were almost swallowing her whole, the arms about 2 inches to long, but her legs being to long for her figure the pajamas legs were too short.
Nothing ever fit her perfectly, her body, in her opinion, being so wierd. Her arms and legs to long and lanky, her hips too narrow, she was too skinny, her breasts too big for her body, her feet too large, she could go on. Rin dragged her feet into the bathroom (Taking a towel, her toothbrush, and soaps.) and stripped, turning on the cold.
Rin stepped into the shower, loving the exhilerating rush of the cold waking her sleep filled body. Rin brushed her teeth, she grabbed her towel, drying off, wrapping it around her as she opened the door. She fell backward, her mouth open in a silent scream, there was a demon boy with red hair and pointy ears, his green eyes looking at her oddly as he held a knife.
"Oh! Sorry, I... thought you were an intruder.. You must be the new girl right? Erin?" The boy smiled, but noticed she only stared at the knife, he set it down, and Rin stood up holding the towel tighter around her, she just nodded to him. "Good, I'm Shippo, it's nice to met you,Erin" The boy held out his hand, Rin took it quickly and then ran passed him into her room.
Another boy with black hair in a pony tail, brown eyes, and freckles on his nose, yawned as he stepped up to Shippo,"Hey,was it the 666 demons again, Shippo?" Shippo smiled at his best bud,"No, Kohaku, It was something alot more dangerous." "What's that?" "Our pretty new roomate."
((A/N: HEY! Plz Read & Review it's an annoyingly short chapter but I've written three so plz read them all and R&R!!!! I would love it!! Tell me if I should continue or delete this story! Is it worth it? ))