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Chapter 8

Devistation, Hatred, and Losts Loves

Lily was deviastated at what she had seen, she thought that James loved her. What had happened? Had she done something wrong? Had she said something wrong? All of these questions were shooting through her head as she was running for her room, and tears flowed down her cheeks. When Lily finally had reached her doors she could barely say the password,

" G...g...gu...m...gum....d...dro...drops.....gumdrops...s...s," she said inbetween gasps for air.

" Oh, Lily what happened?" the portriate asked kindly

" Not..n..now..I..n..need..to think," she said as she ran into her room slaming the door behind her and locking it.

Lily then ran to her bed and landed on it with a plop, covering her head with the pillow.

MEANWHILE WITH JAMES-

James was confused at what had just happened, he didnt't know why had he kissed M.J., and had actually enjoyed it. He didnt't seem to understand what had just happened. All he remembered was that M.J. had walked up to him and said something under her breath, while tapping him on the shoulder three times with her wand.

"Oh....my....god..." he said to himself slowly "she put a spell on me,"

James then snapped out of his thoughts when he heard the great hall doors open, as Lily ran into the castle, and then slamed shut as she ran out of sight. He was so angry at M.J. that be could have knocked her out and and wouldn't have felt guilty.

" Mary Jane, What Did You Do To Me!?!" James demanded picking her up by the shirt and slaming her into the tree.

" I..I..I..put..me..down, I cant breath," M.J. stammered out

" No, you tell me first!" James said glaring at the frightened girl.

" I..I..will..okay, just put me...down," she said quickly

" Fine but you better tell me fast or my wand is coming out!" He said, slowly lowering her to the ground.

" Okay, god, well first off, I put a spell on you, so that you would love me when you were kissing me," she said rubbing her neck

" Well, I have managed to figure that out, but why did you do it," He said still glaring at her

" Well, you see, um, I, oh James, I love you, and I have ever since the first year," M.J. said blushing horribly and feeling very stupid at the moment

" I love Lily, but you ruined that for me didn't you?" James said looking at her with tears forming in his eyes, he fought to keep them back

" James, I was just, so envious, so angry, just so jealous, I guess you could say," she said shaking her head slightly

" Lily gets everything she wants, so easily, but I have to work so hard at it,and I dont even like Sirius, I love you," she said touching his arm

" No, M.J., I love Lily, not you, I don't want to see you again," James said pulling his arm away and turning the other direction

" But, James, she hates you now, she will never talk to you or me again," M.J. said truthfuly, but not saying what he wanted to hear

" I KNOW THAT, now just leave me alone, I need to think of something to do!" James said furiously

" I'm sorry James,I...I.. really am," M.J. studdered as she turned towards the castle

" You should have thought about that before you did this to me!" he said, which only made her walk faster.

He just could not belive any of this it was ridiculous, he loved Lily with all of his heart, but if she only knew what was going to happen that night. James then looked down at his shirt pocket and then took his hand and pulled a small red velvet box out. He wished so badly that Lily was here, he then stood up from the spot on the ground by the tree, and then put the box back into his pocket. He was going to ask her, no matter what he had to do to get her back.

BACK WITH LILY

Lily had now calmed down and was reading her Larry Topper books, she was now on the second book, on page 79. But, then she decided to quit because she had heard something fall from the dresser, it was James' gift to her, the rose. Lily looked at the box as the words, if you dont love him anylonger but he still loves you the rose will turn red, began to glow. She looked at the box and read the poem over and over, finially she decided to open it. The rose was bright gold but then suddenly changed to a red color, then Lily finally understood. James still loved her, but why, and did she still love him, he kissed her didnt he, would she forgive him?

A/N: well i think my chapters are getting better plz give me some insite on my story, thanks plz R&R sorry this chapter is so short it will continue to get better!! :

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