InSANE
[Author's Note at Bottom]
[ Mmhm
Yeah, Yeah
Whoah,
Mmmhm
Get this right y'all
A-Come on,
Come on
Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh
That's right
Uh-huh,
yeah,
That's right
A-Come on ]
[Verse 1]
I'm losing disgrace,
I don't think I can take it
I can't make it on my own
'Cause I'm lost in this place
Dissapeared without a trace
Caught up in this trance
I don't think I can take it anymore
[Verse 2]
I'm caught up in time
I think I've lost my mind
Could someone give me a sign
I don't think I can carry on
Livin' this lie
Every day goes by
All I can do is sigh
Why can't I
Be like them
Just an ordinary face
Lost in the crowd
I don't wanna' stand out
'Cause I can't keep this up much longer
[Verse 3]
I can't deal with this
It's all to much for me
Why can't somebody see
what I'm going through
pulling pushing things out of reality
It's all just a dream
why can't they see
How hard it is, what it's like to be
Me.
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Chorus]
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
To pull the last thread of life
To be the one to cry
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day you'll see
That I am not crazy
It's just my mentality
Like I said, one day you'll see
It's just my insanity
That makes me so positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Under loved gratitude
Insincere Solitude
Understand my mind now
Don't worry, I'll make you somehow
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day, I promise you'll see
That I'm not crazy
It's just, the way I see
Believe me, one day you'll see
What's it's like
To lose all sanity
[Yeah,
Yeah, Yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Mmhm
That's right
Uh-huh
A-Come on]
[Verse 4]
So what if I'm alittle out of tune
Maybe I don't play the same way
I might bend the rules
That don't mean I'm a fool
I follow my own road
But I can't go on living this lie
If I do, I might die
'Cause I can't go on on my own
[Verse 5]
I might stare at nothing
But to me it's always something
There's always something there
[Oh, oh, oh oh]
To keep going now is stupid
'Cause I'm already out of touch
But I'm already going
And right now I'm not worth slowing
[Verse 6]
I'm so out of my mind
I can't stop it this time
I'm slowly losing control
I'm fallin' in, so I'm gonna' let go
Can't someone help me
I'm in way too deep
Been crying myself to sleep
I can't deal with this
I know there's something I'm missing
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Chorus]
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
To pull the last thread of life
To be the one to cry
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day you'll see
That I am not crazy
It's just my mentality
Like I said, one day you'll see
It's just my insanity
That makes me so positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Under loved gratitude
Insincere Solitude
Understand my mind now
Don't worry, I'll make you somehow
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day, I promise you'll see
That I'm not crazy
It's just, the way I see
Believe me, one day you'll see
What's it's like
To lose all sanity
[Verse 7]
I'm not crazy (No, no)
I'm just a little insane (Yeah, yeah)
I'm lost in my mind (Uh-huh)
Gone without a trace
It'll take some time
And maybe some of god's amazing grace
But I'll find my way out
Of this dark and lonely place
I've lost all grip of truth
but faith might guide me through
This crazy life
'Cause I know I'll find a way
Maybe not today
But tomorow's only one day away
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Verse 8]
So, call me crazy (Crazy)
But ain't it the truth (The truth)
That we're all a little wierd (A little wierd)
That we're all a little strange ( A little strange)
That we all disagree with ourself (Once in a while, yeah)
When things are rough
Can't you keep up?
'Cause I might be a little messed up
But I know that
We're all a little insane
'Cause I'm running by
And you're standing still
Can't you keep up?
'Cause I might be a little impaired
But I know that
We're all a little
Positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Insane.
Red-Up Green-Down
A/N: Okay, If you are wondering 'What's up with this?', I wrote this song last night (No, I 'twas not thinking of this story when I wrote it, but I seems like it, lol), and I thought it applied pretty well too the story, so it is now a song-chapter....or...something like that.....^^)
Feel free to comment on the song (Just don't flame! Or be mean, you will make me sad....), ignore the format (That's not how it is on my computer), and the 'green down- red-up" thing, because I colored some of the words so I would know when to stress them, go up, and go down. So, enjoy this ('Cause I need some time to think of a new chapter, by the way, CHAPTER 29 IS NEW, I FIXED IT. It's really short, but .......
Wow....this song is 6, 194 words long.....I wrote it in 15 minutes....That is the longest song I've ever written, lol.
Oh 'ja, and the reviewer who said they wanted to read the rest of the songs/poems (So sorry I can't remember your name! I don't have my reviewy screen up, so I can't see what your name is...) If you really want them, I shall venture into the place where no man....or sane woman has ever gone before....and survived...I will venture into the dark and scary palce called......
My E-Mail.
Seriously, I must have over 1,000 messages in there...I hardley ever check it, lol. But, I will go there if you want to read the rest of the songs/poems
Give me a while though, lol. I must work up my courage ^^)
[ Mmhm
Yeah, Yeah
Whoah,
Mmmhm
Get this right y'all
A-Come on,
Come on
Yeah, yeah
Oh, oh
That's right
Uh-huh,
yeah,
That's right
A-Come on ]
[Verse 1]
I'm losing disgrace,
I don't think I can take it
I can't make it on my own
'Cause I'm lost in this place
Dissapeared without a trace
Caught up in this trance
I don't think I can take it anymore
[Verse 2]
I'm caught up in time
I think I've lost my mind
Could someone give me a sign
I don't think I can carry on
Livin' this lie
Every day goes by
All I can do is sigh
Why can't I
Be like them
Just an ordinary face
Lost in the crowd
I don't wanna' stand out
'Cause I can't keep this up much longer
[Verse 3]
I can't deal with this
It's all to much for me
Why can't somebody see
what I'm going through
pulling pushing things out of reality
It's all just a dream
why can't they see
How hard it is, what it's like to be
Me.
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Chorus]
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
To pull the last thread of life
To be the one to cry
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day you'll see
That I am not crazy
It's just my mentality
Like I said, one day you'll see
It's just my insanity
That makes me so positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Under loved gratitude
Insincere Solitude
Understand my mind now
Don't worry, I'll make you somehow
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day, I promise you'll see
That I'm not crazy
It's just, the way I see
Believe me, one day you'll see
What's it's like
To lose all sanity
[Yeah,
Yeah, Yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Mmhm
That's right
Uh-huh
A-Come on]
[Verse 4]
So what if I'm alittle out of tune
Maybe I don't play the same way
I might bend the rules
That don't mean I'm a fool
I follow my own road
But I can't go on living this lie
If I do, I might die
'Cause I can't go on on my own
[Verse 5]
I might stare at nothing
But to me it's always something
There's always something there
[Oh, oh, oh oh]
To keep going now is stupid
'Cause I'm already out of touch
But I'm already going
And right now I'm not worth slowing
[Verse 6]
I'm so out of my mind
I can't stop it this time
I'm slowly losing control
I'm fallin' in, so I'm gonna' let go
Can't someone help me
I'm in way too deep
Been crying myself to sleep
I can't deal with this
I know there's something I'm missing
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Chorus]
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
To pull the last thread of life
To be the one to cry
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day you'll see
That I am not crazy
It's just my mentality
Like I said, one day you'll see
It's just my insanity
That makes me so positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Under loved gratitude
Insincere Solitude
Understand my mind now
Don't worry, I'll make you somehow
To lose all sanity
To fall in too deep
Just bury all reality
One day, I promise you'll see
That I'm not crazy
It's just, the way I see
Believe me, one day you'll see
What's it's like
To lose all sanity
[Verse 7]
I'm not crazy (No, no)
I'm just a little insane (Yeah, yeah)
I'm lost in my mind (Uh-huh)
Gone without a trace
It'll take some time
And maybe some of god's amazing grace
But I'll find my way out
Of this dark and lonely place
I've lost all grip of truth
but faith might guide me through
This crazy life
'Cause I know I'll find a way
Maybe not today
But tomorow's only one day away
[Pre-chorus]
You can say whatever you want to say
Just remember, that one day
You could be the one to fall
Yeah, and somehow through it all
I've remained me
So positivly
Insanity
[Verse 8]
So, call me crazy (Crazy)
But ain't it the truth (The truth)
That we're all a little wierd (A little wierd)
That we're all a little strange ( A little strange)
That we all disagree with ourself (Once in a while, yeah)
When things are rough
Can't you keep up?
'Cause I might be a little messed up
But I know that
We're all a little insane
'Cause I'm running by
And you're standing still
Can't you keep up?
'Cause I might be a little impaired
But I know that
We're all a little
Positivly
Undevotibly
Insecurity
Insane.
Red-Up Green-Down
A/N: Okay, If you are wondering 'What's up with this?', I wrote this song last night (No, I 'twas not thinking of this story when I wrote it, but I seems like it, lol), and I thought it applied pretty well too the story, so it is now a song-chapter....or...something like that.....^^)
Feel free to comment on the song (Just don't flame! Or be mean, you will make me sad....), ignore the format (That's not how it is on my computer), and the 'green down- red-up" thing, because I colored some of the words so I would know when to stress them, go up, and go down. So, enjoy this ('Cause I need some time to think of a new chapter, by the way, CHAPTER 29 IS NEW, I FIXED IT. It's really short, but .......
Wow....this song is 6, 194 words long.....I wrote it in 15 minutes....That is the longest song I've ever written, lol.
Oh 'ja, and the reviewer who said they wanted to read the rest of the songs/poems (So sorry I can't remember your name! I don't have my reviewy screen up, so I can't see what your name is...) If you really want them, I shall venture into the place where no man....or sane woman has ever gone before....and survived...I will venture into the dark and scary palce called......
My E-Mail.
Seriously, I must have over 1,000 messages in there...I hardley ever check it, lol. But, I will go there if you want to read the rest of the songs/poems
Give me a while though, lol. I must work up my courage ^^)