Ok... this is the last real chapter, since the last will only be a afterpart... there will be hentai in this chapter, and I hope people have understood the pairing I have hinted to trough all of the story...

Brother of mine

Chapter 7-the last farewell

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Ryou yawn… and look around in the house… all the lights were off… it was ok to sleep then… this had really been the best christmas in his life… but… he couldn't stop feeling sad… Bakura hadn't said anything… but… Ryou knew that he knew… how he felt for him…

"Goodnight Bakura…" Ryou whisper… and is about to walk to his own room… when Bakura suddenly draw him into his room… "Bakura?"

"Hey… you can't sleep alone on christmas…" Bakura say, and smile… suddenly drawing Ryou close… he had taken his choice… he did feel happy with Ryou… so… why end up with some kind of hag… when he had a beautifull caring brother like Ryou? "Ryou…can you really become happy with me?"

"Yes…" Ryou answer… looking into the deep brown eyes of Bakura… "Um… why… are you holding me so close?"

"Because I want to look at how damn beautifull you really are…" Bakura whisper… and do something Ryou had never expected… he draw Ryou's face closer… and lock their lips togheter in a loving kiss… while letting his hand move to Ryou's sweather… his hand gliding gently under it… caressing the smooth and tender skin… while keeping his eyes open for any hint of remorse or illwill from Ryou… but he had his eyes closed… still not understanding what was happening…"Heh… maybe I love you to Ryou… you are so much more than any of the girl friends I have had…"

Ryou moan… as he felt the gentle caressing of one of his nipples… it felt so good… he had always dreamt of this… but never expected it to happen… then Bakura push him towards the wall… kissing at his trouth… while tearing at his clothes… untill the sweather fell to the floor…

"Bakura… should we really do this?" Ryou pant… holding his hands over his head… if Bakura stoped now… he would die of grief right there… he wanted this so much…"I mean... we are brothers… and… I don't know if you… really love me…"

"I think I love you Ryou… even if it took me a while to understand it… and the fact that we are brothers… fuck it…I want to be togheter with you anyway…" Bakura moan into another kiss, enjoying the taste of Ryou's lips… heh… he tasted like chocolate… just like he had tought…

"Hai…" Ryou whisper… and close his eyes… he felt so good…as Bakura started opening his pants… he knew now that Bakura loved him… and… he was happy… "Um… maybe we should move to the bed?"

Bakura look at the panting Ryou… who looked up at him with a dazed look… then he nod, and lift Ryou gently up, laying him on the bed… following after he had gotten his own clothes of… then enjoying the closeness of Ryou's body…he was so warm…

Ryou whimper breathless, as Bakura started attacking his trouth again… giving hot kisses while he moved his hand to the cupboard… taking out a tube of lotion… he was always preapared… and he knew that Ryou would be to tight to go unpreapared… Ryou open his eyes… as he could feel a cold lotion being applayed to his asshole… then a finger press gently in… and he toss his hands around Bakura… it was so good… so good…

"You like this don't you?" Bakura ask, and look down at Ryou while he pressed two fingers faster and faster in and out of him… Ryou looked so hot now… the thin naked form before him was a intoxicating sight…

"Y..yes…" Ryou whimper… moaning high as Bakura's fingers hit a spot inside of him… "It is so good… please… I… want more… please…"

Bakura nod, and draw his fingers out… applying the lotion to his hard shaft… before he lay gently over Ryou… seeking forth… and entering the warm opening… it was a little resistent at first… but it went easier when Ryou had relaxed a little…

"Is this good?" Bakura ask, smiling to Ryou… he was so lovly…cheeks tainted pink… and eyes clouded by lust and tears…

"Yes… don't stop… please don't stop …" Ryou whimper… and clutch to the blankets as Bakura start moving in and out of him… it felt so good…but… as Bakura continued… a new feeling came to Ryou… like he would explode at any minute…"I… feel weird…"

"I know…" Bakura groan… as he could feel the wonderfull feeling building… "I care for you so much Ryou… I'll never leave you…"

"I know…" Ryou moan… and they continue their love making all the night… they had been with each other for so long… yet they had never felt this good togheter… they couldn't get enough of each other…

--------------Almost morning--------------

Ryou open his eyes… and look at Bakura… who was holding him close…

"I'm so sorry Bakura…" Ryou whisper… and untwine himself from the strong arms…then he walk to the kitchen… and with shivering hands… Ryou take up a knife… he… had to do it now.. he had to… "I…have to do this…"

Ryou walk back to the room… where Bakura was still sleeping… he looked so happy… still thinking Ryou was in his arms… I… why do I have to do this?… If it was easier… that is what Ryou think… as he hold up the knife… closing his eyes… while bringing it down…then he open his eyes… looking into Bakura's deep brown… and the blade stop… as Ryou fall sobbing to his knees again… he couldn't do it! And this had been his last chance… now… he would have to be alone…

"Ryou?" Bakura ask, and look down on him… "Why? Why do you try to kill me?"

"Cause I don't want to be alone anymore!" Ryou yell… "The time… had no meaning… I was trapped in darkness… the memories and all the pain was echoing around me… I was always crying… but… no one was there to confort me…I think my sorrow was to much for the gods… so they sealed me away… untill they could find something to do with me… I got the choice…one person who would make me happy… but I had to bring him myself…"

"So… you are here to kill me?" Bakura ask, sitting down in front of Ryou… it was all making sense for him now… Ryou hadn't come to kill him because he hated him… but because he loved him… and wanted him with him…

"Yes… but… my time is over now…" Ryou sob…"I couldn't kill you… I love you so much… I will always do that Bakura…please remember that… I don't want you to forget that… even when you find someone else…"

"Hey… why are you talking like that?" Bakura ask, smiling trough his tears… "You will stay here with me… I promised…"

"In this form… my sorrow is to great… I have to leave Bakura… I'm so sorry…" Ryou whisper… "I really wanted to leave again with you… but.. I just couldn't take your life… I just couldn't…"

Bakura try to hug Ryou… meeting only air… as his hands went right through…

"No… don't do this…" Bakura whisper…as Ryou started to dissapear… "I… can't take care of you if you dissapear from me again… please…I don't want to be alone…"

"I don't want to either…" Ryou whisper… as he started to shatter away… "I'll stay in the darkness…forever… so I will never forget you…niisan…"

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain

I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I can never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world.

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