Disclaimer: I own no one and no one is really dead.

I remember those days when we were on earth. I remember the day you asked

me asked me out. You were so nervous but you finally got the words out.

"Mol...Molly...w..would you ..li..like to go ou..out to...din...din...dinner...with me". Of course I

said yes, I mean I had the biggest crush on you since the moment I first layed eyes on you. You

took me to a wonderful Italian restuarant.Remember. I've always asked you how you new italian

was my favorite, but still you won't tell me.

I remember that day when we first made love. It was so perfect. First we danced

to our song and all through we couldn't stop kissing each other. One thing led to another and in

the heat of passion we were ripping each others clothes off. We made love all night and again

that mourning.

I remember that day. That day when you left me forever. It was 2:00 am and for

some reason I was starving and had the biggest craving for pickles. I asked you to go to the

store and get me some pickles. I could see in your eyes you really didn't want to, but with out

hesitation you said okay. I waited and waited but you never came back. Then came the knock.

At around 3:30 their was a knock at the door. I opened the door and standing in front of me were

two police officers. My heart sank for I new something was wrong. They gave me the worst news

I have ever heard. As you were coming back home you where hit by a drunk driver and had died

instantly. I fainted. I awoke to find myself in the hospital. The doctor came in and delivered some

shocking news I'm pregnant.

I remember the day six months after you're death I suffered another tragedy. I

was laying on the bed thinking of you. Then all of a sudden I felt a sharp pain shooting through

my stomach. First it was coming every ten minutes and I realised they were contractions.They

the contractions were getting closer and closer. I called 911. After 36 hours of labor. I gave birth

to a beautiful baby girl who i named Kayla Marie. I wish I could have seen have eyes though, but

she never opened them for she was stillborn.

I remember the day a week after Kayla died and how I couldn't take the pain

anymore. I went into my bathroom and swallowed every pill and cleaning product I could find.

Then I layed down and went to sleep forever.

I remember the day, today infact when I walked through the gates of heaven.

There you were with little Kayla in your arms waiting for me with a big smile on your face. I

finally got to see her eyes and she has your beautiful blue eyes. And just looking at the two of

you I new l Molly Holly would finally be happy forever. And I just want you to know I love you with

all my heart and not even death could keep us apart...Randy.