A
slilent whisper of the long dead,
carried upon the breeze.
Dancing
around me, the swirling wind,
I forget the time and place.
I
remember you, the way your were
when I left.
I way you looked
at me,
even the way you seemed to breath.
I remember how you
sang to me,
the song of your heart refrain.
I know now what
true love is,
and I relise it nothing but pain.
You were so
perfect to me,
in evry singel way.
I adored you, loved you,
wanted you
and only you.
It hurt me to leave you but you told
me to go.
You said "An Angel belongs not with a
monster."
thats what you called yourself.
All your life
youve been beaten,abused.
All your life youve been hurt and
used.
Because of your deformity, people hate you,
but my
perfect dark angel, all I did was love you.
I didnt knwo it was
love untill I was long gone
form your safe arms.
Untill I was
standing at the alter,
about to marry a man I didnt love,
the
man that had you killed.
But they cant kill an Angel,
they cant
destroy what they didnot create.
Your mine and mine forever,
to
live in regret is my fate.
It cold outside, and its been
raining,
the last tears of the morn are on the leaves.
I run a
gloved hand across the smooth glass,
of my so called "palace".
You
always said that is suited me,
but now that is very wrong.
The
paint is smooth and white,
and the glass colorful and clean.
So
differant form my now darkened soul,
so quiet next to my endless
scream.
Sighing I drift back to the garden,
the roses are red
and abloom.
The color so vivid, oh my, almost like
blood.
Memorised I carress the smooth petals,
unoticed tears
slipping down my face.
Flashes of forgotten memories race accross
my mind.
The first time I sang at the Opera,
and came back to
find you waiting,
red rose in your elegant hand.
Then the night
you dragged me away,
and begged me to love you in return.
I
should have said yes,
then you wouldnt be dead.
Oh my angel,
what have I done?
Brushing away my pointless tears,
i walk
numbly back into the manor.
My footsteps echo, cradeled softly
in
the swaying swish of my long dress.
I look into the miror, that
hangs in the hall,
and frown at what I see.
Pale skin, limp
curls, empty eyes that lost there gleam.
I colaps on my bed, the
black satin a strang comfort.
Closing my eyes I fade in my
darkness,
looking for the ghost that haunts my dreams...
my
angel..
