DISCLAIMER: No, no, no! I don't own anything. Thanks for reminding me.
AN: Ladeedah! Just sat down, randomly, into Ryuichi's head and found that his internal poetry does not rhyme! Sorry for dropping, for those who cared, but I was busy creating a monster. (I will name him Frederick.)
Reaching
Ah I'm dizzy, so very dizzy.
Brain is blind and fuzzed,
Like a broken TV set.
Black and white specks hush each other
As they scream and writhe.
Would you like to know what I want?
Everybody wants to know.
Everybody wants.
I want you to pick up.
Pick your life and start living it.
You have got to throw yourself into this.
If that means you throw him into this too, so be it.
This is your life, he is your life.
But right now, you're not reaching.
The music is not reaching.
Not reaching your life
You let loose music
That is rotten on the inside
I am seeing what you don't see.
To fix this, you have to listen to me
I see your shine
I see the light you give off
You give it off in your music
You reach out in soul,
Sharing it with them
If you drop your soul
You'll never reach again.
I know you very well
That shine does not belong
Not to you
Not to me
It belongs to him really
You shine all the stronger all the warmer
When he is in your soul
Shining.
You say you have given up
Abandoned your soul
Not true my friend
It only waits for you again
Grab onto your love and don't let go
You fool those around you
Like he fools you
But we see it
The dullness in your eyes
Soul
Shining Voice.
Ah I'm sparkling so very sparkling
Like all the eyes
That hear the reach
When that haze of light
Passes over my eyes
And on that stage
I am myself
Truly again
Would you like to know what I know?
Everybody wants to know.
I know what everybody wants
You would like to know
I know.
I know he wants you in his heart
Trust me if you will
In that moment of spotlight
You know I'm not crazy
So I'm telling you this.
I'm telling you
You need to reach out
Shine to him
Once again
He will be drawn to you
I've seen how he looks at you
When you are truly shining
When you reach his love
Ah I'm spinning so very spinning
Watching you fall apart
Watching all the dizzy sparkles
Trying to hold together one moment
In my head
I'll make it if I hold the music
Music behind my eyes
To get you my message
Out to your music
While you stay broken
It's not reaching.
AN: If you read that, and liked it, I appreciate you.
-Sike