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Title: Am I or Not

Chapter 1: I'm Not Sure.

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POV: Guy

Connie and me have been dating for 6 years now. Something just doesn't feel right. Portman, Fulton, and Adam are all openly gay. I feel like I'm gay to but I'm not sure. We are going to the Minnesota Club for dinner. I hate doing this to Connie. I'm spending a ton of cash on her and I may leave her. Should I tell her why? I don't know I'm so confused. Great Adam's back I need to talk to him. He'll help I hope.

" Adam I need some advice?" I asked

"If it's on what to wear. Yes you may go into my closet." Banks said.

" No seriously Banksie. I really need advice." I said acting worried.

" Ok you seemed worried. What's up man. Tell me it all." He replied.

" Well um let me just say it. I think I'm gay." I spat out. At the same moment the water Adam was drinking comes spitting out of his mouth.

"Are you sure or am I hearing things. I thought you loved Connie. I mean if you need me to call her or anything." He said trying not to say something stupid.

" Well how should I tell her. I mean 5 years man that's a long time. Should I break up with her or what. I'm so fucking confused. Help!" I said.

"Well the best thing to do is to tell her you need a break to think about your if you gay or not." Adam advised.

" Ok. Thanks man well I got to get ready. And I'm stealing your clothes dude." I said hurrying to beat Connie downstairs. I'm wearing Banks' black button down shirt, a black tie with khaki slacks, and my varsity blazer. Good I beat Connie. Here she comes. Man does she look beautiful. Maybe I'm not but I have to break up.

" Hey Guy let me guess you made a visit into Adam's closet. Right." She said laughing. " Yup. You caught me. Well lets get going we don't wanna be late for the reservation." I said.

We head off to the Minnesota Club. I also borrowed Banksie car. He has a BMW convertible. I have a 1987 Chevy S-10. Not good for a fancy break up date. At first it wasn't a break up date. I really don't want to hurt her but I don't think I love her anymore. I really hope I'm gay because I'm ruining a love that could be marriage. Well were here.

" How may I help you?" Said the butler type person.

"Reservation for Guy Germaine." I answered.

" Right this way sir." He replied.

We ordered our meals and started to talk about hockey and our senior year. I need to tell her soon. Good our food just arrived.

" Guy thank you for this night. It's perfect." She said finishing her dessert.

" Your welcome Connie. You mean a lot to me. For me to spend all this money on." I replied. God this is gonna be hard to do to her. I hope she doesn't take it the wrong way. After dinner we are going to the Duck Pond. Where we practiced during District 5 peewee hockey. Even though I should break it at the dorm but I don't want to. We drove to the pond and I was thinking about how romantic this is and the Connie is gonna hate me. God damnit this is so hard. It would be easier for me to kill myself but that would hurt the Ducks. Ok I'm gonna tell her. Take a deep breath Guy Germaine it will be ok.

"Everything ok Guy. You seem really tease." She said massaging my neck.

"Yup everything is fine. Ok no everything isn't fine Connie." I said.

"What's wrong Guy? You know you can tell me anything." She replied.

"Connie I think we should break up." I said trying not to cry while watching tears come out of Connie's beautiful eyes. She was about to run off when I grabbed her arm.

"Connie wait!" I yelled.

"Why Guy so you can try and kiss me again. Huh Guy Germaine!" She yelled back.

"Connie honey. The reason why I want to break up is because I'm confused. Confused if I'm gay or if I'm not!"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cliffhanger. I'll start typing the other 3 chapter I already have written out. Hope you enjoy!!!