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Regrets Chapter 12 – Hermione's POV
I can't believe him I was not faking it! Stupid greasy haired fag! That's all he is, I swear he uses that really white Goth foundation on his face. It's so white it's unnatural. He's inhumane. If only he knew. In fact I almost exploded in there and told everyone all about it. Even the small things I have "forgotten" to tell Draco and Harry. I can't even tell my best friends the fucking truth! Ok, in reality only one of them is my best friend but still, it's important!
There you go lying to me again?
I cannot lie to myself…
Can I?
It is apparent you can. Use the brains that is what they are there for they're not exactly going to feed the homeless are they? The small things, I don't think you've described one night alone with your father to Harry OR Draco!
I didn't want to tell them and I am not prepared to argue with myself!
*-*End of POV*-*
She'd walked to the dormitory and was sat in her room. She wondered what Snape had said when she had gone. She could see his face in her mind giving the six remaining boys a lecture. How could someone be so cruel? Why should she have to justify herself to him? Not just him, Ron, Seamus and Dean? She only had to justify herself, and the other self in her head. The two parts of her. At least she didn't lie; she didn't want to change. She started to cry, she couldn't take it and she needed a friend like Ginny who she could chat to and where they could gossip and just be… Normal!
As if she'd read Hermione's mind Ginny knocked on the door to the head's common room. Hermione leapt off her bed and stomped downstairs. It couldn't be Draco or Harry because they knew the passwords. That only left Ron, Ginny, Blaise and anyone else who knew her and wanted to talk. That left more than a few people, so instead of flapping she yanked open the door and there stood Ginny. Hermione threw her arms round her in a huge hug.
"I am so sorry Gin!"
"It's ok Hermione!" She smiled, "I knew you were stressed, Parvati and Lavender told me Snape had taken all the boy's out of the hall. So, I went to find them I saw a glimpse of Harry, Blaise and Draco but they were busy talking so I decided to come here. What happened?"
"Well, Snape found me and we all went. He was his usual self so I walked out" Ginny gasped, "I know, he was being really bad though. That was the last I saw of any of you guys. I expect Harry and Draco will be over soon. Very soon and by the sounds of it Blaise too!"
"You make it sound like a party Hermione"
"It can be" Hermione grinned and Ginny could practically see the happiness flooding back into her friend. Ginny walked past Hermione and sat on the luxurious couch. Hermione shut the door and followed sitting opposite, "Yes it can be, Me, Blaise, you Harry and Draco!" Ginny grinned at Hermione,
"Sounds good to me, no alcohol though. Last time I had alcohol with Blaise we got a bit carried away" Hermione giggled loudly,
"You did, did you?" Hermione raised her eyebrows sneakily after numerous seconds of this she stopped and put an exasperated look onto her face "Come on then tell Hermy pants" Ginny raised her eyebrows and Hermione shrugged, "It sounded better in my head"
"If I remember correctly you are familiar with… Snape's potion stock cupboard" Hermione's teeth were bared in a smile that must have pulled about 17 muscles,
"Yes I am" She chuckled,
"We kind of ended up stumbling into there and well on the floor and naked and.. And well you know"
"Know what Miss. Weasley?" Hermione smirked,
"Stop teasing!"
"Alright, alright" She lounged back on the chair strewning her legs across it, "There is going to be hell to pay next time I see Snape"
"I know" Ginny giggled, "Rather you than me dear Hermy pants"
"It did sound better in my head!" Hermione exclaimed,
"What sounded better in your head?" Harry asked,
"Hermy pants" Ginny said laughing, her frame was in almost the same position as Hermione's, Blaise chuckled and sat by Ginny,
"Who called her that?" Blaise asked,
"She called herself that, then used the excuse it sounded better in her head"
"Sure Herm" Draco said he was moving her legs from the remaining seat on the sofa as Harry had taken the other one, he sneakily put a hand on her thigh and rubbed. Hermione screamed inside about the words male domination. Talk about making sure she knew he was there!
"We believe you" Harry said from beside her,
"You do?" She looked at Draco she had flutters in her stomach if Harry, Blaise, or Ginny had seen there would be an uproar! By uproar she meant U-P-R-O-A-R! He looked back raising his eyebrows as if tempting her to slap him. She could have but it would have been rash.
"No" Harry said not a trace of emotion in his voice, she looked at him and saw Ginny's head dart up to, "what? Have I got a spot or something?" The boys laughed, Hermione sent Ginny a significant look and Ginny nodded, Draco was having an effect on Harry and it wasn't just one person who thought that,
"I thought this was for all of us not just for you girls to talk in… sign language" Ginny and Hermione giggled, "How is your studying going Harry?" Draco and Harry groaned, "Well?"
"Alright thanks Hermione, I'm finding Transfiguration difficult though" Hermione contemplated this,
"It has got a considerable amount harder hasn't it?" "Even I find it hard" Draco said to Hermione and Harry, the three were ignoring Ginny and Blaise because Ginny was sat on Blaise's lap and they were doing things that if Ron saw he would hex Blaise to Jupiter and back. /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ Nasty finishing place again sorry, I just want to get it to you by tonight sorry. Love you all.
Miarae: Sorry I didn't outline the fact it had switched person From now on I will, my brother helps me with the HTML. I looked at the story, as you know. It was amazing. Check Miarae
Angel-dolphin1: Thanks for reviewing I'll try update ASAP!
Tkdcutie: Cheers, as I said I've got a beta reader now so hopefully the speeding mistakes will VANISH. Or nearly.
Please keep reviewing if I don't get feedback I won't carry on and I don't do hollow threats.
Check out Griffen on author search her stories are amazing, especially Graveyard Goth
Regrets Chapter 12 – Hermione's POV
I can't believe him I was not faking it! Stupid greasy haired fag! That's all he is, I swear he uses that really white Goth foundation on his face. It's so white it's unnatural. He's inhumane. If only he knew. In fact I almost exploded in there and told everyone all about it. Even the small things I have "forgotten" to tell Draco and Harry. I can't even tell my best friends the fucking truth! Ok, in reality only one of them is my best friend but still, it's important!
There you go lying to me again?
I cannot lie to myself…
Can I?
It is apparent you can. Use the brains that is what they are there for they're not exactly going to feed the homeless are they? The small things, I don't think you've described one night alone with your father to Harry OR Draco!
I didn't want to tell them and I am not prepared to argue with myself!
*-*End of POV*-*
She'd walked to the dormitory and was sat in her room. She wondered what Snape had said when she had gone. She could see his face in her mind giving the six remaining boys a lecture. How could someone be so cruel? Why should she have to justify herself to him? Not just him, Ron, Seamus and Dean? She only had to justify herself, and the other self in her head. The two parts of her. At least she didn't lie; she didn't want to change. She started to cry, she couldn't take it and she needed a friend like Ginny who she could chat to and where they could gossip and just be… Normal!
As if she'd read Hermione's mind Ginny knocked on the door to the head's common room. Hermione leapt off her bed and stomped downstairs. It couldn't be Draco or Harry because they knew the passwords. That only left Ron, Ginny, Blaise and anyone else who knew her and wanted to talk. That left more than a few people, so instead of flapping she yanked open the door and there stood Ginny. Hermione threw her arms round her in a huge hug.
"I am so sorry Gin!"
"It's ok Hermione!" She smiled, "I knew you were stressed, Parvati and Lavender told me Snape had taken all the boy's out of the hall. So, I went to find them I saw a glimpse of Harry, Blaise and Draco but they were busy talking so I decided to come here. What happened?"
"Well, Snape found me and we all went. He was his usual self so I walked out" Ginny gasped, "I know, he was being really bad though. That was the last I saw of any of you guys. I expect Harry and Draco will be over soon. Very soon and by the sounds of it Blaise too!"
"You make it sound like a party Hermione"
"It can be" Hermione grinned and Ginny could practically see the happiness flooding back into her friend. Ginny walked past Hermione and sat on the luxurious couch. Hermione shut the door and followed sitting opposite, "Yes it can be, Me, Blaise, you Harry and Draco!" Ginny grinned at Hermione,
"Sounds good to me, no alcohol though. Last time I had alcohol with Blaise we got a bit carried away" Hermione giggled loudly,
"You did, did you?" Hermione raised her eyebrows sneakily after numerous seconds of this she stopped and put an exasperated look onto her face "Come on then tell Hermy pants" Ginny raised her eyebrows and Hermione shrugged, "It sounded better in my head"
"If I remember correctly you are familiar with… Snape's potion stock cupboard" Hermione's teeth were bared in a smile that must have pulled about 17 muscles,
"Yes I am" She chuckled,
"We kind of ended up stumbling into there and well on the floor and naked and.. And well you know"
"Know what Miss. Weasley?" Hermione smirked,
"Stop teasing!"
"Alright, alright" She lounged back on the chair strewning her legs across it, "There is going to be hell to pay next time I see Snape"
"I know" Ginny giggled, "Rather you than me dear Hermy pants"
"It did sound better in my head!" Hermione exclaimed,
"What sounded better in your head?" Harry asked,
"Hermy pants" Ginny said laughing, her frame was in almost the same position as Hermione's, Blaise chuckled and sat by Ginny,
"Who called her that?" Blaise asked,
"She called herself that, then used the excuse it sounded better in her head"
"Sure Herm" Draco said he was moving her legs from the remaining seat on the sofa as Harry had taken the other one, he sneakily put a hand on her thigh and rubbed. Hermione screamed inside about the words male domination. Talk about making sure she knew he was there!
"We believe you" Harry said from beside her,
"You do?" She looked at Draco she had flutters in her stomach if Harry, Blaise, or Ginny had seen there would be an uproar! By uproar she meant U-P-R-O-A-R! He looked back raising his eyebrows as if tempting her to slap him. She could have but it would have been rash.
"No" Harry said not a trace of emotion in his voice, she looked at him and saw Ginny's head dart up to, "what? Have I got a spot or something?" The boys laughed, Hermione sent Ginny a significant look and Ginny nodded, Draco was having an effect on Harry and it wasn't just one person who thought that,
"I thought this was for all of us not just for you girls to talk in… sign language" Ginny and Hermione giggled, "How is your studying going Harry?" Draco and Harry groaned, "Well?"
"Alright thanks Hermione, I'm finding Transfiguration difficult though" Hermione contemplated this,
"It has got a considerable amount harder hasn't it?" "Even I find it hard" Draco said to Hermione and Harry, the three were ignoring Ginny and Blaise because Ginny was sat on Blaise's lap and they were doing things that if Ron saw he would hex Blaise to Jupiter and back. /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ Nasty finishing place again sorry, I just want to get it to you by tonight sorry. Love you all.