All of the characters belong to Meg Cabot

Sorry I have not updated for like ever but that is why I am going to give MORE then one chapter

Jess's POV

I can't believe Rob has a girlfriend I mean after what we have been through, one month without me and he has moved on. I am more sad then happy at the moment. But I have to move on too.

Rob's POV

Jess is dead, Jess is dead, and however many times I say I just can't believe it. It just does not fit. I took the week off from work because my mom is not home so I have to take care of the house and all that stuff so at least I do not have to deal with the guys at the garage.

I sit on my bed staring at the picture on my desk of me and Jess. It was this summer when we got these pass things and we went on the roller coaster from 8:00 in the morning to 11:00 at night only stopping for bathroom breaks and kettle corn. I remember her laughing like there was no tomorrow…

"Ha ha ha ha ha, whatya starin'"

"You" I said and immediately started to blush

"Really" she said in the 'I already know' kind of tone I started to laugh

"What are you laughing at" she asked puzzled

"You" and then I kissed her and the roller coaster started again and we broke apart but neither of us stopped laughing…

Before I knew it long awaited tears started flowing from my eyes. After about an hour went by I was okay. Actually I was not okay but I was not in water works mode either and that was good enough for now. Thinking of the carnival made me want to go to one. I decided to go to the local one down town, it's not like there is anything else to but sit around and cry.

Just as I was about to leave the phone rang

"Hello" I asked

"Rob, honey is that you" it was mom calling from her honeymoon

"Yeah, hi mom how's Hawaii"

"Oh it's great; I just called to check up on you"

"I'm doing fine"

"And how's" she paused

"You know, Jess" I knew she was trying not to say the wrong thing to me but anything relating to Jess was the 'Wrong thing to say'

"Same old same old" I said, I was upset but no reason to make her worry about me. She is supposed to be enjoying her honeymoon with Gary.

"I'm sure she will wake up soon, I have to go now"

"Yeah sure mom, Love you, bye"

"Love you to" I hung up

"Now time to go to a nice uncomplicated carnival" I said to myself as I grabbed my keys

How was I supposed to know how complicated that carnival was going to make my life.