Thanks for the reviews, I'll put thank you's up as soon as I have time. I
love every single review I get, and they are appreciated. A LOT! So, I
hope you all love this chapter. There's some twists in this chapter, yes,
they may not be what you want them to be but they will straighten out so
don't give up. So don't kill me. Blackheath is a real place, but any road
names, clubs, pubs, bars, restaurants, shops, houses are not. They're from
my head. Corporation is a club in Sheffield, it's great, it is more of a
venue for alternative bands but it also has club nights and stuff.
Last chapter: Hermione and Draco had an argument about Hermione's scars. The next morning the pair exchanged cold greetings. Harry, Luna, Ginny and Blaise know there is something up with Hermione and Draco. Hermione sat with Terry Boot for breakfast and he sussed something was up with Hermione.
"Is everything okay?" Terry asked,
"Well..." Hermione took a deep breath, "Me and Draco had an argument about" She stopped,
"About what?" Terry urged,
"Can we go outside it's so stuffy and hot in here" Hermione wafted her face, though she looked anything but hot, in fact she looked pale. Terry looked over to the door and saw Draco, Harry, Luna, Ginny and Blaise walk in.
"Oh right..." Terry said, "Come on then"
They both got up and exited the great hall.
"So, where was I?" Hermione said as they walked towards the great lake,
"You were telling me what you and Draco argued about"
"Oh yeah" Hermione said, she sat down on a large grey rock staring out at the lake. Low grey cloud could be seen over the hills, it was very misty. "Well, basically I wouldn't tell him something and he got all agitated and pissed off" Hermione looked upset, "It wasn't my fault I couldn't tell him! I just couldn't... I mean, you know it's private! My business! Not his" She hugged Terry who had just sat beside her, "It wasn't, Terry, it wasn't" She let her head lie on his chest clinging to him, "I just didn't want to tell him"
"Now, now Herm." He hugged her back, "He obviously isn't worth it"
"I know, I just... Well I hate it!" She let go of him and looked up at him, "You understand don't you?"
"Of course I do" He smiled, "Of course." He wiped a tear away from her eyes with his thumb, "Don't cry" Hermione smiled and gave him a quick kiss on the lips,
"Thanks Terry"
"For what?"
"For understanding" She grinned, "I just get over-emotional sometimes"
"All girls do. Usually once every month"
"Hey" Hermione said slapping him playfully, "Harsh words there, us women get a very raw deal you know!"
"Yeah. Yeah" He grinned, "You look frozen"
"You'd be frozen if you were wearing this!"
"Well, it looks very nice" Terry said, "Reminds me of what people wear at this alternative club near my home"
"Where do you live?"
"Blackheath"
"In London?"
"Yeah, you ever been?"
"I live there!" She paused, "That is so weird! Which clubs do you go to?"
"Corporation, and only corporation"
"I go there! It's awesome isn't it?" Hermione asked,
"Yep, totally" He grinned, "I reckon that at least one person loses their virginity in those toilets each night. Everyone gets so drunk"
"Yeah, are you going home in the holidays?"
"Yep" He smirked, "Can't wait to hit the club"
"I am too, so, one second do you have a mobile?"
"Yeah, but not here at Hogwarts"
"Same here" She reached into her bag and got out a piece of parchment and a red gel pen,
"Muggle writing equipment?"
"Yep, I haven't had a chance to use it yet" She scribbled down some numbers whilst talking, "This is my number" She passed him the parchment, "You'll have to ring me sometime, we could meet up"
"How does the toilets sound?"
"Terry!" Hermione said sternly, "I wouldn't know, I've heard they're pretty uncomfortable" She said this with a smirk playing across her lips,
"There's a bed here"
"What, you mean at Hogwarts?" Hermione looked worried, but Terry took this for something else, something that was definitely not uncertainty,
"So are you up for it?"
"Of course" Hermione said, trying not to look too worried, I mean she wasn't technically with Draco at that precise moment in time, "My room?"
"Unless you're an exhibitionist?"
"My room then" Hermione said jokingly, it might make Draco jealous, and he might not be so angry with her, she grabbed Terry's hand and they walked back towards Hogwarts.
"Hermione?" Ginny said as she passed, her, Draco, Blaise, Harry and Luna,
"Yes?" She said innocently,
"I was just wondering if you" She stopped, "Were going... to.... Help u-me. With my charms homework" She finished happily,
"Okay, I will do" She smiled sweetly, "Later one" She focused on the word later, and managed to catch Draco's eye, "See you later you guys" She emphasized later again.
"Bye" Everyone mumbled except Draco, who just stood there his fists were clenched,
"Come on Terry" They reach the portrait of Patrick Payenne, "Banana Milkshakes"
"Nice password"
"I know," She giggled and walked into the room, "Welcome to the heads room" She said gesturing awkwardly,
"How about the bedroom?" He smirked, "I'd like a look at them, especially yours"
"Okay," She led terry up the stairs by hand and they entered the bedroom, "Welcome" She looked around quickly.
In one swift movement Terry had her pinned against the bed. He was straddling her and kissing her furiously. Hermione deepened the kiss and let her hands sneak under his top. She rubbed his chest, and noticed how much it was like Draco's, but not quite as nice as his. She also noticed how much he kissed like Draco, but again he wasn't quite as good as Draco. Terry slipped her top off and slipped off her bra fiddling with the catch, for what seemed like a nanosecond. Girls at Hogwarts obviously liked the bad boy of their year. He caressed her breasts in his hands and she let out a moan. It was almost like she was with Draco, except for a few tiny but meaningful details. She arched her back as his cold hands explored her torso. He let little hot kisses burn some holes of guilt into her collarbone. His hands ran through her hair, screaming infidelities. His lips on hers screamed betrayal. The whole way she reacted to every slight movement he made, made her feel guilty, it made her feel like a slut.
A slut, the one thing she vowed never to be.
"I can't!" She called out,
"What?" Terry asked looking at her eyes,
"I'm not ready. I, I don't feel well" She paused,
"Why? What's up?"
"Stomach ache" She said, "It's getting really bad." She looked at Terry apologetically, "I'm sorry" She said brushing locks of hair out of his eyes,
"Don't be!" He said angrily, "You're just like the rest... A total fucking dicktease!" with that he got off her and left the room slamming the door behind him. The slam seemed to ricochet off the walls, thousands of times. He'd slammed it harder than Draco. She stared at the shut door,
"I'd say he was a bit angry with you love" The mirror said,
"SHUT UP!" She shouted at it,
"I'm only saying, maybe next time you should tell"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP" She screamed picking up a parchment weight from her bedside table and throwing it into the mirror. It hit and she watched the pieces fall over and over again in her head. She hugged her knees; it was freezing in her room. She then realized she still hadn't got her top on she put her top and bra back on and looked around. There wasn't anything unusual inside her bedroom; the only thing out of place was the broken shards of mirror on the floor. And herself.
Hermione's POV
Look at me. I'm a slut, a slag, a whore, a ho, a bitch, a slapper. Whatever whoever wants to call it. I mean, I'm not head girl material at all. I can't even tell the truth to my friends, my boyfriend. Then I deliberately try to have sex with terry another friend just to annoy Draco. Not only did I hurt Terry I hurt Draco. I hurt them both, maybe my dad's right maybe I am a useless bitch?
Well, that was a useless idea. I mean my dad cannot be right, and feeling sorry for myself isn't going to do anything. It's human nature to prefer happy people to miserable people. Still, I hurt Draco. The one person who seems to be there all the time, like me all the time. I'm so stupid aren't I? I always do stupid things like this, now I just need to wait for Draco to come in and then I'll apologize. Surely that's the right thing to do? I can't be wrong like three times in a row can I? No, I'll just apologize and hope he takes it.
Hope.
Yeah, sorry if you didn't like this chapter. I was happy about it . Thanks for the reviews they mean so much, I'll try put thank you's up. I'm just trying to get chapters out to you, you know? I still love EVERY review I get. Hope you liked my chapter.
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P.S- Miarae: Sooooo sorry I didn't send this to you, point out all my mistakes . I really need to get this up though I'm feeling really guilty. Love you.
Last chapter: Hermione and Draco had an argument about Hermione's scars. The next morning the pair exchanged cold greetings. Harry, Luna, Ginny and Blaise know there is something up with Hermione and Draco. Hermione sat with Terry Boot for breakfast and he sussed something was up with Hermione.
"Is everything okay?" Terry asked,
"Well..." Hermione took a deep breath, "Me and Draco had an argument about" She stopped,
"About what?" Terry urged,
"Can we go outside it's so stuffy and hot in here" Hermione wafted her face, though she looked anything but hot, in fact she looked pale. Terry looked over to the door and saw Draco, Harry, Luna, Ginny and Blaise walk in.
"Oh right..." Terry said, "Come on then"
They both got up and exited the great hall.
"So, where was I?" Hermione said as they walked towards the great lake,
"You were telling me what you and Draco argued about"
"Oh yeah" Hermione said, she sat down on a large grey rock staring out at the lake. Low grey cloud could be seen over the hills, it was very misty. "Well, basically I wouldn't tell him something and he got all agitated and pissed off" Hermione looked upset, "It wasn't my fault I couldn't tell him! I just couldn't... I mean, you know it's private! My business! Not his" She hugged Terry who had just sat beside her, "It wasn't, Terry, it wasn't" She let her head lie on his chest clinging to him, "I just didn't want to tell him"
"Now, now Herm." He hugged her back, "He obviously isn't worth it"
"I know, I just... Well I hate it!" She let go of him and looked up at him, "You understand don't you?"
"Of course I do" He smiled, "Of course." He wiped a tear away from her eyes with his thumb, "Don't cry" Hermione smiled and gave him a quick kiss on the lips,
"Thanks Terry"
"For what?"
"For understanding" She grinned, "I just get over-emotional sometimes"
"All girls do. Usually once every month"
"Hey" Hermione said slapping him playfully, "Harsh words there, us women get a very raw deal you know!"
"Yeah. Yeah" He grinned, "You look frozen"
"You'd be frozen if you were wearing this!"
"Well, it looks very nice" Terry said, "Reminds me of what people wear at this alternative club near my home"
"Where do you live?"
"Blackheath"
"In London?"
"Yeah, you ever been?"
"I live there!" She paused, "That is so weird! Which clubs do you go to?"
"Corporation, and only corporation"
"I go there! It's awesome isn't it?" Hermione asked,
"Yep, totally" He grinned, "I reckon that at least one person loses their virginity in those toilets each night. Everyone gets so drunk"
"Yeah, are you going home in the holidays?"
"Yep" He smirked, "Can't wait to hit the club"
"I am too, so, one second do you have a mobile?"
"Yeah, but not here at Hogwarts"
"Same here" She reached into her bag and got out a piece of parchment and a red gel pen,
"Muggle writing equipment?"
"Yep, I haven't had a chance to use it yet" She scribbled down some numbers whilst talking, "This is my number" She passed him the parchment, "You'll have to ring me sometime, we could meet up"
"How does the toilets sound?"
"Terry!" Hermione said sternly, "I wouldn't know, I've heard they're pretty uncomfortable" She said this with a smirk playing across her lips,
"There's a bed here"
"What, you mean at Hogwarts?" Hermione looked worried, but Terry took this for something else, something that was definitely not uncertainty,
"So are you up for it?"
"Of course" Hermione said, trying not to look too worried, I mean she wasn't technically with Draco at that precise moment in time, "My room?"
"Unless you're an exhibitionist?"
"My room then" Hermione said jokingly, it might make Draco jealous, and he might not be so angry with her, she grabbed Terry's hand and they walked back towards Hogwarts.
"Hermione?" Ginny said as she passed, her, Draco, Blaise, Harry and Luna,
"Yes?" She said innocently,
"I was just wondering if you" She stopped, "Were going... to.... Help u-me. With my charms homework" She finished happily,
"Okay, I will do" She smiled sweetly, "Later one" She focused on the word later, and managed to catch Draco's eye, "See you later you guys" She emphasized later again.
"Bye" Everyone mumbled except Draco, who just stood there his fists were clenched,
"Come on Terry" They reach the portrait of Patrick Payenne, "Banana Milkshakes"
"Nice password"
"I know," She giggled and walked into the room, "Welcome to the heads room" She said gesturing awkwardly,
"How about the bedroom?" He smirked, "I'd like a look at them, especially yours"
"Okay," She led terry up the stairs by hand and they entered the bedroom, "Welcome" She looked around quickly.
In one swift movement Terry had her pinned against the bed. He was straddling her and kissing her furiously. Hermione deepened the kiss and let her hands sneak under his top. She rubbed his chest, and noticed how much it was like Draco's, but not quite as nice as his. She also noticed how much he kissed like Draco, but again he wasn't quite as good as Draco. Terry slipped her top off and slipped off her bra fiddling with the catch, for what seemed like a nanosecond. Girls at Hogwarts obviously liked the bad boy of their year. He caressed her breasts in his hands and she let out a moan. It was almost like she was with Draco, except for a few tiny but meaningful details. She arched her back as his cold hands explored her torso. He let little hot kisses burn some holes of guilt into her collarbone. His hands ran through her hair, screaming infidelities. His lips on hers screamed betrayal. The whole way she reacted to every slight movement he made, made her feel guilty, it made her feel like a slut.
A slut, the one thing she vowed never to be.
"I can't!" She called out,
"What?" Terry asked looking at her eyes,
"I'm not ready. I, I don't feel well" She paused,
"Why? What's up?"
"Stomach ache" She said, "It's getting really bad." She looked at Terry apologetically, "I'm sorry" She said brushing locks of hair out of his eyes,
"Don't be!" He said angrily, "You're just like the rest... A total fucking dicktease!" with that he got off her and left the room slamming the door behind him. The slam seemed to ricochet off the walls, thousands of times. He'd slammed it harder than Draco. She stared at the shut door,
"I'd say he was a bit angry with you love" The mirror said,
"SHUT UP!" She shouted at it,
"I'm only saying, maybe next time you should tell"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP" She screamed picking up a parchment weight from her bedside table and throwing it into the mirror. It hit and she watched the pieces fall over and over again in her head. She hugged her knees; it was freezing in her room. She then realized she still hadn't got her top on she put her top and bra back on and looked around. There wasn't anything unusual inside her bedroom; the only thing out of place was the broken shards of mirror on the floor. And herself.
Hermione's POV
Look at me. I'm a slut, a slag, a whore, a ho, a bitch, a slapper. Whatever whoever wants to call it. I mean, I'm not head girl material at all. I can't even tell the truth to my friends, my boyfriend. Then I deliberately try to have sex with terry another friend just to annoy Draco. Not only did I hurt Terry I hurt Draco. I hurt them both, maybe my dad's right maybe I am a useless bitch?
Well, that was a useless idea. I mean my dad cannot be right, and feeling sorry for myself isn't going to do anything. It's human nature to prefer happy people to miserable people. Still, I hurt Draco. The one person who seems to be there all the time, like me all the time. I'm so stupid aren't I? I always do stupid things like this, now I just need to wait for Draco to come in and then I'll apologize. Surely that's the right thing to do? I can't be wrong like three times in a row can I? No, I'll just apologize and hope he takes it.
Hope.
Yeah, sorry if you didn't like this chapter. I was happy about it . Thanks for the reviews they mean so much, I'll try put thank you's up. I'm just trying to get chapters out to you, you know? I still love EVERY review I get. Hope you liked my chapter.
Love Pin
P.S- Miarae: Sooooo sorry I didn't send this to you, point out all my mistakes . I really need to get this up though I'm feeling really guilty. Love you.