I was listening to this song and I was like O MY GOD its perfect. I had to do a phic like this. Hope you like.

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone.

Christine why did you have to leave? We were so perfect together. A teacher and his pupil, in love. Yet you chose HIM over me. I could see it in your eyes when you kissed me. That's why I let you go.

The strange thing is, though you've gone in body you are still here in spirit and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

You know what's even stranger? Now that you're gone I would come to you if Raoul hurt you, but I'm not sure if I would take you back completely.

I know that my physical wounds are great but the emotional ones you inflicted when you left are even greater. They may be emotional and some may say the pain isn't real but its very real, almost more than real. Its overwhelming me and there is nothing you can do to stop it not even come back because I wouldn't take you.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

I honestly thought that you loved me with all of your heart. You can see how wrong I was. Maybe my deformity affected my brain as well.

I was there for you. I made you everything you are today. You owe me everything and you can never repay me because the one thing I want most from you is the one thing I can not have. You.

I taught you to sing. I held you when you cried and then wiped away your tears. I fought away your fear of the stage with great passion. Not only because I wanted to help you but because I loved you and I thought you loved me too.

All those years I guided you and taught you everything I knew. I think by now your knowledge surpasses mine. But that is trivial, because when you left your handhold on me only loosened, it didn't completely let go.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

You still captivate me by your gracefulness and when you walk by you still emit a light of happiness. It does seem a small bit dimmer than when you were with me though. Maybe deep down inside you still love me, but that's just too bad. You made your choice and I am going to try my best to forget you.

I doubt it's going to work though. You bound me to this life when you walked out. For that I am eternally UNgrateful. All I want is to move on, but now you've made that impossible.

When I go to sleep at night I try to think of the happiest things in my life and you my dear are not one of them. But after I fall asleep Your face floats through my dreams like a fish in the sea. It's now a haunting face not like the one it used to be. My dreams used to be so happy when you were in them and now I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat breathing hard.

Don't you see what you are doing to me? You are causing me pain. And again there is nothing you can do about it.

The people who think I am insane may be correct soon. Every time I hear you sing it makes me want to scream. If you think by singing you will get me back you are wrong. This is only driving me farther away and soon there will be a gap that, no matter how hard you try, you will never be able to close.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

I've been telling myself that you aren't coming back and its finally getting through my thick deformed skull. You will always be a part of me but a very small part. You will just be the lock and keys binding me to this life.

While writing this I have made a discovery. I was always alone. You never did return the passion I felt for you.

I will leave this under your door. I hope that you are moved by it, you should be. Don't come to me because I will only slam the door in you r face and start my rehabilitation all over again. And please, PLEASE don't show this to Raoul. He will come here and try to kill me. I do not wish to leave this place with blood on my hands and leave you partner -less.

A/Ns: Well there you go. What did you think? If you tell me in a review I may write more like this one-shot. Personally I liked it. I think it was my best yet but that doesn't matter because you guys are the only ones who can review it. Please please review!!