It feels like the longer I stay,the more it kills me to breathe.

I'm chasing my heart away....who am I in love with?Hurricane? or Josh!?

...this is so stupid.

February 24 a special smackdown in Nevada

...Wrestlemania draws near...and everyone's excited. Everyone wants to

be a part of it....even I do. I know it may be my rookie year...but it's

just really exciting to be part of wrestlemania 21! At the same time my

game was at a low. I couldn't get my mind off this love triangle.

It hurt. Josh is perfect...and so is Hurricane.But...I knew what I

had to do...and I couldn't let my thoughts gets in the way.

Michael Cole: Welcome to Smackdown! everyone! Tonight we prepare for

Wrestlemania 21!

Tazz:So did you get invited?

Michael: to what?

Tazz: The Coach's Wrestlemania party at the Palms hotel.

Michael: really?

Tazz:I heard he rented out the whole hotel for the both smackdown! and

RAW.

Michael: wow.

Tazz:yeah,I bet Roddie Mysteria and Josh Matthews are gonna get down.

Michael: haha.

That Night at the palms hotel...

in the bar lounge

-Roddie sits by herself in a sparkling silk black dress clicking her

black high heels together-

Roddie: ...so boring...

-The WWE camera men walk around interviewing people for confidential-

-The Hurricane walks up to Roddie-

Roddie:Hurri--

Hurricane: hey!

Roddie:i need to talk to you.

-Roddie leads Hurricane to one of the hotel's balcony-

Hurricane: is there something wrong?

Roddie: Hurricane...you know I love you right?

Hurricane: yeah,you know I love you too right?

Roddie:yeah,but see...I'm not ready for you...you're too incredible for

me...It's like I can only admire you but not be with you...but I want

to be your best friend, because...it's so much better that way...

-Roddie holds Hurricane's hands-

-Hurricane smiles and kisses Roddie's forehead-

Hurricane:I wouldn't change a thing.

-Roddie smiles-

Roddie:great! Hey why don't you go in the lounge and...-Roddie peeks over

the balcony-...I'll see you there. (Josh!!!!)

-Roddie goes down stairs and walks outside,finding Josh sitting by a fountain-

Roddie:Josh!

-Josh stares into the fountain water-

Roddie:I've been thinking about what you said...and I -Roddie kisses Josh-

-Josh puts his hands on Roddie's back-

Josh: Roddie... -Josh stares Roddie in the eyes-

Roddie:yes?

Josh: you have such a bright twilight in your eyes...makes me wish I

could see it everyday...that's why....I want you to be my girlfriend..

So will you?..I hope you don't think I'm trying to joke or hurt you

'cause it's not script--

Roddie: yes!!-Roddie hugs Josh-

He may not be a superstar

and I bet you're thinking "she dumped Hurricane for JOSH MATTHEWS?!"

But I didn't...I wasn't right for Hurricane,he deserves someone better

So later that night Josh and I danced the night away...with out bodies

against the heat and the salsa music blaring with an upbeat taste to it

After a while I went to the bar to get a drink for Josh and I and saw Link

Roddie:Hey Link!

Link:sup?

Roddie:not much,you?

-Stacy kiebler walks in-

-Link blushes-

Roddie: oh...I'll leave you two alone.

-Roddie walks over to Josh and gives him his drink-

Josh: thanks -Josh chugs down his drink- let's go.

-Roddie and Josh makeout while in the hallway walking to Josh's room-

Roddie:where's your room card?

Josh: -kissing Roddie- check my pocket.

Roddie puts her hand in josh's back pocket and pulls the card in the

door's slot-

-Roddie and Josh walk in the room-

In The Morning...

-Roddie wakes up and looks at Josh still sleeping-

Roddie: -laughs-

-Roddie takes out a piece of paper and starts writing-

Met him on a tuesday afternoon,he was the type that smiles and keeps

the upbeat up.The sun was shining and the mood was set.He gave me a

rose and smirked,he's so fresh.We looked at the stars and he gave each

and every one to me physically.Blonde hair that stood up and a voice

to sweep me off my feet.Gave me a rose,Loving Josh is so sweet.I'm

falling head over heels in love again.I lay beside him and i watch

him sleep and remember the last words he said. "I'll wrap my arms

around and cover you....may I please...cover you."