"Harry. Harry? Harry!" Hermione called and Harry looked up.

"Yeah Hermione?" Harry asked as he dreamily looked away from the fire blazing common room fireplace.

"Answer the question." She said and he just frowned at her.

"What?" He asked sitting up and Hermione sighed in an annoyed tone before getting up and packing up her stuff. "Hey, Where you going?" Harry asked.

"Use this weekend Harry. Use it to get your head straight. You've been distracted all week and we have NEWTS coming up. You can't afford to do badly." She said and spun around before going up to her dorm.

Harry turned back to the fire sadly. How couldn't concentrate. It was less than 24 hours till he was supposed to go with Sirius to a private clinic (St mungos was too risky with press and everything) and abort his baby. He was supposed to kill a human life. A life that they had created. And not even the first one. Over the past week he had come to regret his suggestion so much that he wanted to kick himself for saying it. He sighed and got up to go pack his trunk.

"Harry?" Sirius asked and Harry looked up from the table, not being allowed to eat in preparation for tomorrow and not really wanting to anyway.

"Yeah Sirius?" He replied.

"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" Sirius asked. "I mean, with the a-" Harry cut him off.

"Please, don't say it."

"Ok, well, do you really want the err, well, the thing tomorrow?" He asked and Harry didn't speak for about 5 minutes.

"It's not that I want to Sirius. I have to. This time I really have no choice" He said sadly.

"But you don't have to, all y-" He cut Sirius off again.

"Please Sirius, I feel guilty enough already. But I can't back out now. Now I'm going to go to bed since I can't eat anyway. Goodnight." He said and gave Sirius a kiss on the cheek before leaving the room. Sirius sighed and put his face in his arms tiredly. Why did life have to be so damn complicated?

The drive on Sirius's motorbike the next morning was silent, but Sirius felt Harry's arms round his back, shaking because he was so nervous and terrified, both of them were. They pulled up in front of a small white 2-story building with a large garden surrounding it. Sirius sighed and got up, he helped Harry off and hugged him. To his surprise, Harry burst out crying on his shoulder.

Sirius patted his back and whispered comforting words to him. "I c-can't do this Sirius. I can't destroy our child, it's unfair to let Crosby live and then destroy this one before it's even had a chance." He sobbed.

"You don't have to baby." Sirius said and Harry looked up at him.

"Well what are we going to do?" Harry asked.

"Come on, lets get out of here first, then I'll tell you when we get home."

Short, but it's approaching the end. I have been away on holiday for the past week and I was wondering, is anyone willing to draw fanart for this story? Anything at all will be appriecated and you will be handsomely rewarded in various ways.

Email it to me or give me a link. Thank you to anyone who attempts this. I unfortunatly can't draw to save my life so I'll be eternely grateful

Review please

P.S: I still don't have anyone to dedicate the sequel to hinthint, though I've planned it to have about 28 chapters if all goes well.