Disclaimer: I do not, in any way, shape, or form, own Naruto in anyway. And unless I get my pink ninjas to take over Japan…I probably never will.
Title: Weakness
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Who was breaking who? Naruto introspective, dark, shounen-ai/yaoi, SasuNaru.
Author's Notes: Ahem; one day I decided to write a poem about rape. When I was finished, I decided that it was about Naruto and Sasuke. What you are about to read, is that poem. Also, before any idiot decides to flame me, I will mention it again. This is shounen-ai/yaoi. This is about Sasuke and Naruto. Don't like it? Don't flippin read it!
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Weakness
Please, don't touch me there
Not like this
Not again
I know that I shouldn't have let you this close
And I didn't mean to lead you on
But I'm asking you now
I'm begging you
Please, don't
I'm sorry, so sorry
I never meant to put you through this
But please, just let me go
Your hands around my wrists so tight I think I'm bleeding
And your words so harsh in my ear
I know, I know
I'm making you do this
It didn't have to be this way
But I didn't mean it
I didn't know
Doesn't that count for something?
Can't you forgive innocence?
Lips so soft against my skin
And you are no longer using both your hands to keep me pinned
And you keep saying that this is all my fault
I try to scream
But you keep me quiet
Just like always
Try to push you away
You're too strong
Much too strong
When did you get this strong?
Tell me that it's gonna be okay
Whisper you love me so it's gonna be okay
Say stop fighting and this will all be okay
I curse at you
Call you sick and keep struggling
But you don't stop
You only hit me harder
Whimper don't you're hurting me
You promise you don't mean to
Liar, I hiss
You pause before…
No, don't!
I'm sorry!
God, I'm sorry!
Just please, no!
Sounds of pleasure escaping you
Keep telling me I'm so beautiful
You didn't want it to be like this
Tell me how good it was gonna be
And how much I was gonna scream
But it hurts
Winter passes and now you're standing there
In a doorway more broken than my body
In a doorway more broken than your mind
You're still crying
Say I didn't mean to
Say it was all a mistake
Declare you still love me
Think you're weak cause you lost control
Use the same knife to cut it out
I wonder if it still has my blood on it
Ask how could you do this to me if you really love me so much
But you don't answer
Are you still there?
Did you leave me here?
On this bed in my tears and blood and shame
I still hear you sobbing
Still hear you screaming out my name
It still hurts, so much
God, will it ever stop?
Curl up to my side and pretend you were never here
Pretend that your skin was never there
Neither were cruel hands and vicious lips
Said that I brought it all on myself
Said you wanted me and nothing more
But I think it was you
Who was so weak you couldn't let go
I asked you to stop
Over and over and over and over
I said no
Over and over and over and over
And who was the one who wasn't listening?
I should have never let you in
Even though I didn't know
I just thought that you were here…
Something dripping in the corner
Afraid but I still turn to see
You're eyes starring into mine
Crimson soaking your skin
Eyes still burning
Please no, I ask you as you stand
Please, not again
Tell me your sorry and you kiss my lips
Whisper you love me and put your hands on my hips
No!
I don't want this!
Please
If you love me
Then stop!
My pain is your pleasure
And you cry out against my shoulder
Beg you to stop and you only push harder
Tell me you're sorry one more time
And now it's finally over
Please tell me that this over
Biting your lip you look at me
Eyes shattering in my gaze
Ask if I can forgive
What you just put me through
Because it's only fair
After all the suffering you endured
Watching and waiting and wanting so long
I got off easy
Mouth agape and I blink at you
Everything I put you through?
Shake your head and give a sigh
You brush your hand against my cheek
And frown when I flinch away
Say I took your mind
Worked my way inside
Made you think of me and only me
Until you were crazy to know what I tasted like
Say you took my body
Worked your way inside
Made me feel you and only you
Until I was to scared to cry
Different means to the same ends
Empty shells and dead insides
Now you're laying down beside me
Wrap strong arms around my waist
And kiss my neck
Make me shiver with disgust and fear
Hours pass and you rub my shoulders
Asking me to sleep for just an hour
I close my eyes and ask myself
Who was breaking who?
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In case anyone didn't know, Naruto I, Sasuke you. Twisted, un-rhyming, sadistic work I have made here. I like it. Please, review.