I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho or Harry Potter. But thanks to my reviewers I have decided to give the next chapter a go. Not sure if there will be much angst. I seemed to have had a writers block.

Yusuke POV

How dare that old man compare me to someone else. Nobody knows what it feels like. Nobody can even begin to understand what it feels like to have your heart ripped out and stomped on. It is all my fault. I lost Keiko. I gave her up.

I knew how she felt. I never bothered to change anyway. I never thought she would actually leave me.

Now I have no one. I am alone. I have always been alone.

The boys. I know they have tried to get in here to see me. I have felt their energy. They pity me. I don't need their pity. They think they can get me to feel better. They think they can make me forget about Keiko. Nothing can. I will never forget Keiko.

The way she always stuck up for me. The way she always dragged me to school when she was able. The way she looked at me when she thought I wasn't looking.

Why does it hurt so much? Why can she not understand that I needed to fight?

I was doing something right for the first time in my life. For the first time, people needed my help. I saved people from dying.

I saved her. She was always first in my book. I gave it everything I had. It wasn't good enough.

Can this old man not see that? I fuck everything good up. I can't teach kids. I would fuck that up too. They would all hate me. They would all ignore me. They would all fear me. And eventually, they would all leave me.

Just like she did.

I need to get out of here. I can't stop thinking about her. The pain won't leave. What if I go? I can get away from here. I won't have to risk seeing her.

But I want to see her. I want to ask her to give me a chance. I wish I had the courage.

Maybe I should go. I can give her a chance to be happy with someone. Someone who will always be with her. Who won't peak up her skirt. Who won't go off for months and not tell her. Someone who will tell her to her face that they love her. Someone who isn't me!

Normal POV

" Why can't Yusuke make up his mind. It is a simple matter. Why would he want to stay in this place?"

" I don't know Koenma sir. But he only has one day left to decide if he will go or not. Oh, I hope he decides to. Maybe you should ask Dumbledore to visit him one more time."

" You're right Boton. Maybe Yusuke just needs a little shove. He is doing better. He stopped cutting himself. Now he just throws things and cries a lot more. I wish I could hear what he is thinking!"

Back in Yusuke's apartment: the next day

" I know you're here old man, you can stop being sneaky."

" I have come to see if you have made your choice. But before you answer, let me pass on some wise words."

" Cut the shit and spit it out."

" If you stay here, you will only wallow in misery because you will constantly be reminded of her. You will forever be remembering things that she did or touched. If you choose to teach in London, you will remember her still, yes, but you will not be seeing her everywhere you look. You will be able to talk to someone who knows how you feel…"

" Don't give me that bullshit. Nobody can know how I feel. Nobody is stupid enough to do the fucked up things I did. I will go and teach, but for my own reasons. Don't think it is your " Wise Words" that made me say yes."

" Excellent. I am grateful you have decided to come. If you will just take a shower and get dressed, pack your things, then I will take you to get your supplies today. School ended yesterday and there is a lot I must teach you. Is there anyone you wish to say goodbye to?"

The only response Dumbledore got was a finger as Yusuke walked into the bathroom.

In Koenma's office

" It is time for us to leave. I take it Yusuke had agreed."

" Yes Kurama, Yusuke decided only a few moments ago. He is getting ready now and Dumbledore will take him to get his things in Diagon Alley. It is a magical place where you will be able to buy all your supplies."

" It is about time that bum came out of hiding, I am going to kick his ass."

" There is something I must mention, so pay attention Kuwabara. Yusuke does not know that you guys are attending. He is not going to find out until the day before the term starts. It will give him a chance to get adjusted. Since he will be getting his supplies today, I will take you guys in two days to get your own. Then you will each be trained and taught by the other professors and Dumbledore himslef, but at different times then Yusuke."

" WHAT!? We are going there to help him and he won't even know were there for another three months?"

" Yes, that is what I am saying."

" As much as I don't agree with it, I see the point to it. I will follow your wish Koenma."

" Thank you Kurama. Now, Kuwabara, you must promise. Yusuke needs this, please don't ruin it."

" Fine, but if I run into him, I am not going to duck and hide. But I will not purposely seek him out."

" I guess that is good enough. Hiei?"

" Hn!"

" I will take that as a yes, now, you will need to mask your demon energy, you two. You guys are so strong that he will know without even seeing you. There is one favor that I must ask of you, Kurama."

" Yes?"

" Would you tell Keiko what has happened to Yusuke since she last saw him. And explain the situation to her. Don't go to into details, after all, she is the cause of this. But she has worried over him."

" Are you crazy? She doesn't deserve to know anything about him. That BITCH! She ruined his life and all you can say is she is worried!?"

" Kuwabara, I know how you feel about her, that is why I asked Kurama to do it. I wouldn't put you in the position."

" Yes, Koenma, I will do it. Although in this matter, I agree with Kuwabara. She does not deserve to know."

Kurama POV

I watched as Kuwabara left the room in anger. I knew how he felt. We all cared about Yusuke. Even Hiei did. I know how close Keiko and Yusuke were. He depended on her more than she knows. She was the main reason he came back to life. When I watched him a week ago, he looked a lot worse than I was expecting. He looked gaunt, with bags under his eyes. He was so skinny I could see each individual rib. I could see that he hadn't taken a shower in weeks, I don't know how Dumbledore could have stood the smell. I really hope this works. I owe Yusuke, I owe him my life; I owe him my mother's life; I owe him my allegiance; and most of all, I owe him my friendship.

Hiei POV

That fool of a human. He is weak. Letting himself get like that over a female. I am just going to have to get him back into shape. Toughen him up. No man, no matter human or not, should let themselves get like that. Hn, look at me! Babysitting again. At least this time it is for someone I owe something. Not for some baby that blackmails me. Plus, Yukina is going to help him. He is worthy of her care.

Kuwabara POV

How dare she!? HOW DARE SHE!? She knew how much he loved her. Even if he never said it. She is just a selfish Bitch. She wants him all to herself rather than have him save hundreds of people. You would think that she could at least UNDERSTAND why he does what he does! But NO! she can't, so she went and gave up on him instead. She ruined his life because she is a selfish BITCH! At least it is better this way. Now he can find someone that he deserves. Now he can have a second chance at life, well… maybe a third chance. I can't wait to see him so I can beat his face into the dirt for worrying me like that. He was bad looking. How can he do that to himself? Oh well, he now has the Great Kazuma Kuwabara helping him. Nobody can beat that!

Well? Reviews would be good. I didn't like the beginning part of the chapter, but no matter how many times I try and write it, I still don't like it. I can't get the feeling to where he is depressed and mad as hell, yet he still chooses to leave when all he wants to do is see her again. Maybe later on in the story it will come out more.

Next chapter will be Yusuke and the gang getting their supplies. Yukina will make her first appearance and Boton, along with Hiei, will get a bigger role.