I find myself wandering at night
Lost in memories long and forgotten
Pushed away to some place else
You loved me so much
Things had to change
I love him so very much
I would never hurt him
I hold on to him when we sleep at night
He's all I hold dear
He makes me feel alive
You were my anchor
You fought by my side
Then my world got ripped apart
Suddenly you weren't there
Your words changed everything
You were scared of being Angelus
He says he loves me too
He knows everything what has gone on
He was there too
All along on the side lines
Feeling the same thing you did while you were him
You said few words over the years
Left were the days our love
Here were forced hellos and goodbyes
But things are slowly changing
You are my friend and always will be
He loves me so much
I worry will my love be enough?
Will he always feel this way?
I don't think I could stand to lose him too
All of this past seems to haunt me still