You deserved it… And I'm not sorry
Eiri Yuki / Suguru Fujisaki pairing
Rated R
Summery: Suguru is abducted and raped by someone… He runs to the only person he thinks can help him… Eiri Yuki… But his problems aren't over, Suguru has killed his abductor and Eiri is having problems keeping his hormones in control while Shuichi is away…
Author Opening Notes: Final chapter… This one has a lemon in it… And it's got Suguru standing up to Tohma… Good stuff… I'm not going to make this note long… just those warnings… Along with these: Eiri is out of character a bit, so I believe is Tohma, and Suguru… but it's my story and I can do what I will with them… insert evil laugh here Anyways… I don't own Gravitation… If I did I'd have more money then I do now… So if I don't own Gravitation then I sure as hell don't own Suguru, Eiri, or Tohma… Which is a crying shame really… All three are really hot… Also I don't think I've mentioned that this DOES NOT FOLLOW THE ANIME… It was based on the manga… START SPOILER In the manga Shuichi goes to America to become famous like Ryuichi Sakuma… K's wife and her bodyguard kidnap him and give him over to a crazy girl called Rage in NYC… Judy (K's wife) trades Shuichi to Rage for a tape of a soap opera… END SPOILER Anyways… So that is why Shuichi is not in this story… I'll end you with my eight word motto: Don't like... Don't read… Do like… Please review!
Chapter Three: To Forgive and To Forget
It had been a week since the incident with Taki Aizawa. Suguru hadn't left Eiri's house, even though he was suppose to meet with Hiro that Friday. Eiri had let him stay in the house without question; he was actually enjoying the boys company. Suguru didn't talk all the time like Shuichi did, Eiri was actually lucky to get a few words out of the quiet teen.
That Wednesday, Eiri was visited by his younger brother Tatsuha. The teen walked into the apartment, not knowing that Suguru was there and just started to watch TV. So in the morning when Suguru had gotten up, he normally got up before Eiri and made them breakfast, he was surprised to see Tatsuha sitting on the couch.
"Whoa… Eiri's got a new boy toy already? Shuichi's only been gone a few weeks… Damn he works fast." Tatsuha said while flipping through the channels on the TV. Suguru just glared at him and then went to make breakfast like he normally did, making pancakes so he could make some extras in case Tatsuha wanted some.
When Eiri got up and came out of his room his ignored Tatsuha and went right to the kitchen. He sat down at the table and picked up the newspaper that was sitting there; Suguru had gone out to the mail box and grabbed it before Eiri had gotten up. Suguru set his coffee cup filled with coffee in front of him, just the way he liked it. Then set a plate of pancakes down next to him. He then set a plate for himself and looked over to Tatsuha who had gotten up from the couch and was leaning against the door frame.
"I made extra if you're hungry…" Suguru mumbled before sitting down next to Eiri and starting on his own pancakes. Eiri set the newspaper aside and looked up at Tatsuha who was staring at the two men at the table with wide eyes and an open mouth.
"What you do Eiri turn in Shuichi for a younger model or something? And this one can cook…" Eiri glared at Tatsuha who shut up and sat down at the table helping him self to some pancakes. Eiri cleared his throat and looked to Suguru asking him with a look if it was okay to tell his nosey brother what was going on. Suguru just shrugged and continued to eat. So Eiri sighed and looked to Tatsuha who had grabbed the entertainment section of the newspaper.
"Shuichi left me and Suguru here is a very nice boy who has gone through something have troublesome and came to me for help. He's been staying here for a few days and if he plans to stay here as my new house mate I am not objecting." Suguru smiled up at Eiri and blushed slightly when he got a smile in return. Tatsuha dropped the paper and looked back and forth between Eiri and Suguru before leaning back and crossing his arms over his chest.
"So you two are just friends or are you lovers?" Eiri wanted to smack himself in the head with the table at his brother's comment but resisted the urge. Suguru blushed and picked up his finished plate and took it to the sink and started to rinse it off.
"I don't like the term lover… it makes it sound a relationship sound so dirty." Suguru said when he had walked back to the table and grabbed Eiri and Tatsuha's plates. Tatsuha grabbed his wrist and Suguru winced, his wrists still were slightly sore from being cuffed to the pole. Eiri seen this as did Tatsuha and both jumped to see if something was wrong. Tatsuha backing up a bit to let Eiri fuss over Suguru. Suguru waved it off and continued to the sink washing the dishes. Tatsuha looked at his brother and Eiri pulled him from the room and into the living room.
"If you aren't just friends, then I'm guessing you're boyfriends, since he doesn't like the term lover." Tatsuha said with a smirk as he sat down on the couch and turned on a music channel. "Next week who knows maybe you'll be dating the guitar player… Got to keep in it in the band right bro?" Eiri growled and picked Tatsuha up by the back of his shirt and dragged him to the door, Tatsuha screaming he was "just kidding" all the way there. Eiri opened the door and threw Tatsuha out, before slamming the door and leaning against it. Suguru had come into the kitchen drying his hands and looked to Eiri with a question in his eyes. Eiri just shook his head and locked the door before moving to the bathroom to get ready for his day, Suguru laying down on the couch and turning on a cartoon.
Mika had phoned on Thursday demanding to know why Eiri had changed the locks on his door and why he had thrown Tatsuha out in the cold. Eiri had let the machine get it and then deleted the messages right after they were recorded. Eiri kept his word to Suguru and hadn't called anyone about the incident and so no one had reported Taki's death in the news.
Suguru knew though that Eiri had called in a favor with some big guns, and had made Taki re-disappear before the police even knew that he was dead. But he didn't care; he wanted to forget it ever happened. Even though he knew that was not an option.
So they were here on Friday afternoon. Eiri had to meet with his editor and wanted Suguru to come with him. Suguru agreed with the promise that they could stop at his place and get some of his clothing. He had been wearing Eiri's old clothing and boxers and Suguru felt weird. Suguru also wanted a few of his things, like his keyboard, computer, and maybe a book or two.
The meeting with his editor went by quickly and painlessly. Since Eiri had been inspired to write and wasn't bothered, he had gotten the chapters he needed and more for the deadline, making the next few weeks free for him and his next deadline months off.
They had gone to Suguru's apartment after that and while Suguru was gathering his things the phone rang. They let the machine get it and Suguru dropped his backpack when he heard Tohma's voice.
"Suguru, I know you aren't there, you're probably at Eiri's. Yes I know you've been spending time there, too much time to be normal, you are only 16. You can't be in a relationship with Eiri. You could get him into a lot of trouble. And I doubt you want that. Not to mention the fact that you have skipped work all this week. I know Shindou is still in America with XMR but that doesn't mean you don't have things to do. I will be stopping by your place later tonight; if you aren't there I'm going to Eiri's. I expected better things of you Suguru."
With that the machine clicked off and Suguru gulped. He looked up at Eiri who shook his head and started to help Suguru pack ALL of this belonging. Suguru was thankful for the fact that he didn't own much. With two simple trips back up to his apartment Suguru and Eiri had cleaned out all of his belonging and some of the food they could bring. Eiri told him to write a note for Tohma and to leave his key here. So Suguru did.
Dear cousin,
You are not my father, you can not tell me what I can and can not do. If you believe yourself as my father where were you when I needed you the most? I'll tell you where you were… Chasseing after Shindou to make sure he didn't come back to Japan so you could have Eiri all to your self. What about your wife Tohma? Did you forget that you were married to Eiri's sister? And let's not mention the fact that she's been completely loyal to you.
As for my work, I don't see how I have anything to do. You sent Bad Luck's producer off to America to get Shindou, and K went with Shindou when he left. So it was just Hiroshi and me. You said once that a band isn't a band without all its members. Well without Shuichi Shindou there is no Bad Luck therefore I am no longer needed at NG.
As for getting Eiri into trouble, that would only happen if we were to have sexual relations with one another, and I can tell you right now after what I've been through a man better damn well be thrilled if I ever want to be touched again, let alone sex. Plus I don't see how my relationship with Eiri is any of YOUR business. I stated it before and I'll state it again: YOU ARE NOT MY FATHER. You are not Eiri's father either so STAY OUT OF OUR LIVES!
Come looking for me if you want, but I'll tell you right now you will not find me until I am ready to be found. If there is anything that you have given to me that I treasure it is the fact that I can disappear without anyone noticing and then reappear again like nothing happened. I thank you for that.
As for anything else: FUCK OFF!
Your dearest cousin,
Suguru Fujisaki
Suguru turned off all the lights and shut the door on his way out, making sure his house key was keeping the not in it's place on the table. Eiri had the car already started, so Suguru climbed in and they headed back to Eiri's apartment. While driving down the road they spotted Tohma's car heading off towards Suguru's apartment, but neither one said a word. They decided they didn't have much time left so Eiri took a shot cut down a near by road to his apartment building.
When they arrived they quickly unloaded the car. It only took one trip, because they were hurrying and wanted to be done before Tohma got there. Once that was all done Eiri made sure that no one was in the apartment and then locked the door making sure that the dead bold was fastened. Suguru had started to unpack his things, setting his clothes in the empty part of the closet where Shuichi's clothes had once been, then setting his synthesizer up in the living room. His computer was set up on a side table with his printer on the floor next to it. He didn't own many CDs, or videos, but the ones he did he placed where Eiri's were.
While Suguru was doing that Eiri had gone into the kitchen to make them a late lunch finishing just as Suguru had set the last video in the tape holder. Eiri set the plate of sandwiches and the two cans of soda on the coffee table and Suguru moved over to sit next to him, both sitting on the ground with their backs leaning against the couch. Suguru leaned his head onto Eiri's shoulder as he ate and Eiri wrapped an arm around his shoulders. They ate in silence almost to the last sandwich, their silence was broken by the pounding on the door. Eiri looked at the clock seeing that only thirty minutes had pasted since they left Suguru's apartment.
"Eiri? Suguru? I know you two are in there. Open this door right now!" Tohma called while still pounding on the door. Suguru covered his mouth as he threatened to burst into a fit of giggles and Eiri just shoved the last part of his sandwich in his mouth. The pounding stopped and they heard a loud sigh. "What about Shuichi, Eiri? He'll be home any day now, are you just going to forget him?" Suguru looked up at Eiri a bit scared at Eiri would in fact go back to Shuichi when Shuichi returned. Eiri shook his head and swallowed the last bit of the sandwich and smiled down at Suguru. He placed a soft kiss on his forehead and Suguru smiled moving to sit in Eiri's lap while Eiri wrapped his arms around Suguru's waist. They heard Tohma's foot steps as he walked away from the door; they both looked at each other before laughing.
Suguru laid his head on Eiri's shoulder and sighed, "He'll be back; he doesn't give up that easy." Eiri nodded and sighed. They both knew that Tohma would be back, probably with reinforcements. But at that moment neither cared.
Eiri leaned forwards and placed his forehead against Suguru's looking into the boys deep chocolate brown eyes, "Let him return with the army. There is no way I am letting him into his apartment to separate us." Suguru blushed softly and inched his head closer to Eiri's locking their lips together in a soft kiss. Suguru wrapped his arms around Eiri's neck as Eiri pulled him closer; their soft kiss turning into a deeper more passionate kiss.
Eiri moved his hand up Suguru's shirt placing his palms on the small of Suguru's back. Suguru moved slightly so he was straddling Eiri's waist, never breaking their kiss.
When their kiss was finally broken, both were out of breath and Suguru was sporting a deep blush. Eiri stood up carefully bringing Suguru with him holding him close but not to tight to crush him. Suguru laughed softly and laid his head on Eiri's chest, working his fingers into the blonde's hair. Eiri carried him into the bedroom they shared and set him down on the bed that had gone unmade from earlier that day. Suguru sat up slightly and watched with big eyes as Eiri unbuttoned his shirt and tossed it off to the side, Suguru pulling his own shirt up and over his head and tossing it to join Eiri's. Eiri sat down on the bed and undid his own pants; Suguru had started to do the same when he felt Eiri's hands gently push his own hands away. He looked up into the amber eyes of his soon to be lover and blushed softly.
Eiri leaned forward and kissed Suguru softly as he undid the boy's pants and pulled them slowly and carefully off of the small body. When that was done Eiri sat back and looked down at the soft smooth skin of the body beneath him. He licked his lips before standing up and ridding himself of his own pants. He then sat back down on the bed moving him self so he could lie between Suguru's parted legs. He then reached down and pulled the blankets up and over them and heard Suguru giggle softly. Eiri shook his head and captured the boy's lips in a soft kiss and placed his hands on Suguru's hips.
Suguru ran his hands up Eiri's chest and then back down breaking the kiss so he could kiss a line up Eiri's neck but stopping just short of his ear. Eiri pulled back slightly and then sat up reaching over to the bedside table and picking up the tube of lube that lay there. He opened it and spread some onto two of his fingers before setting the bottle aside. He then moved back on top of Suguru and circled the boy's entrance with one of the fingers. Suguru moaned softly and closed his eyes, Eiri leaning down and whispering into his ear that he needed to relax and that he wasn't going to hurt him.
Suguru nodded slightly and then gasped loudly his eyes snapping open as Eiri pressed the tip of his finger into him. Eiri kissed Suguru's neck softly and hushed him telling him once more to relax. Suguru nodded again and took a deep shaky breath and tried to relax, while he was breathing in again Eiri pushed his finger all the way into Suguru, making the boy moan out and a tear fall from his eye. Eiri licked the tear up the boy's cheek and kissed his closed eyes, telling him to open his eyes. Suguru did as he was told and Eiri smiled at him, before starting to kiss him. Suguru was so into the kiss he only arched his hips into Eiri when Eiri started to push his finger in and out of his body.
Eiri slowly pushed his second finger into Suguru while he other hand gently rubbed Suguru's hip. Suguru moaned and bit down softly onto Eiri's bottom lip causing the older of the two to gasp and open his mouth enough for Suguru to thrust his tongue into his mouth.
When Eiri felt that Suguru was ready for more he pulled his fingers out and broke off the kiss with Suguru. He sat back and smiled softly at the whimper he got from the boy. He grabbed the tube of lubricant and pours some onto his hand and started to slowly pump his own member to lube it up enough to enter Suguru without much pain. Suguru moved one of his legs up and wrapped it around Eiri's waist when Eiri moved back down to lay on top of the boy. He positioned himself at his entrance and slowly pushed in watching Suguru's face the whole time. Suguru only winced once before he moaned loudly.
Eiri smiled and set a slow pace Suguru meeting his thrusts match for match. Eiri moved his hand that he had used to lube himself up to Suguru's own member and started to pump it in time with his thrusts. Suguru whimpered and begged him to go faster and harder, so Eiri sped up slightly with each thrust.
Neither one lasted long and soon both felt themselves let go and their orgasms explode. Eiri pulled out of Suguru and moved to the boy's side pulling him into his arms and kissing his head softly. Suguru reached up and grabbed the box of tissues that sat next to the bed and cleaned himself and Eiri up as much as he could and then set the box back. He kissed Eiri's chest softly before laying his head down upon it. Suguru yawned and felt his eyes drifting close and wrapped his arms around Eiri's waist nuzzling into his chest.
Eiri smiled and looked up at the ceiling. He was drifting off to sleep himself when he heard Suguru start to talk softly.
"I thought I'd never be able to forgive Taki for what he did to me, let along to forget it. But if it never happened, if he hadn't taken me that day I wouldn't have come running to you. We probably wouldn't be lying like this right now."
Eiri nodded and Suguru looked up at him. They shared a soft kiss before Suguru laid his head back down and yawned. He closed his eyes and Eiri ran a hand through the soft greenish hair. Eiri closed his own eyes and a picture of his old teacher Yuki Kitazawa.
"To forgive and to forget…"
Eiri sighed softly and mentally thanked his old teacher for what he had done to him, because without what happened between them all those years ago, he wouldn't be the man he was today, he wouldn't have met Shuichi Shindou and he wouldn't have been able to push the boy away so he would run off to New York City to pursue a record deal there, and he would probably had never been able to help Suguru. Eiri smiled softly and hugged Suguru to him. Before he drifted off to sleep he heard Suguru's small mutter:
"Thank you Taki Aizawa… For everything."
OWARI