Hey everyone. This is a songfic of Marik and his horrible yami. The original song is 'Behind Blue Eyes' but since Mariks eyes are lavender it is 'Behind Lavender Eyes' hence the title.

Disclaimer: I don't own the song Limp Biscuit does..or whoever was the original artist. Plus I don't own YuGiOh....and if I did I would have Marik to myself. Plus I'm sure we all know that .. means the person is thinking and stuff, right? Well if you didn't; there you go; and Marik is think through this whole story/song.

Behind Lavender Eyes

Marik: crying; What has my yami done? Why is he doing this. He's hurting people, including me.

"No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind lavender eyes"

Marik: Look at them all. They don't have a clue what it is to feel like this.

"No one knows what it's like

To be hated

To be fated

To telling only lies"

Marik: I'll show them all though; that this 'he' is not me and I am not him.

But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

Marik: If I wasn't born into a tomb keepers family I would have any of this.

No one knows what it's like

To feel these feelings

Like I do

And I blame you (Marik blaming his yami for his feelings; Also the pharaoh for having to put those scriptures on his back)

Marik: So what if I am clean of evil? They still stear clear of me. I have seen it. They try and pretend that they are my friends.

No one bites back as hard

On their anger

None of my pain and woe

Can show through

But my dreams

They aren't as empty

As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely

My love is vengeance

That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open

Before I use it and lose my cool

When I smile, tell me some bad news

Before I laugh and act like a fool

Marik: But wait are these just mixed feels I have; toward them all? Am I only imagning this? No I have to pretend, they are pretending.

If I swallow anything evil

Put your finger down my throat

If I shiver, please give me a blanket

Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

Marik: What have I ever done to have this? Why is this like this? Someone please, anyone, tell me it will be alright, it will be ok. (sighs) Someone save me.

No one knows what it's like

To be the bad man

To be the sad man

Behind lavender eyes

Well there you go. This is how I think that the real Marik would feels since he has those scriptures put on his back and since his yami has been with him and took control. This could also be said for Bakura and his yami too. Please keep a look out for my songfic of Bakura and his yami, too.