Okay it's time to meet Sean. I'm so glad he wanted too talk to me I feel like he's the only one who understands what I'm going through. Manny is a great friend but she wasn't there… she didn't see what happened. Thank god Sean came back from Wasaga.

Emma: Hey Sean

Sean: Hey Emma. Are you ready to go?

Emma: Yeah let's go.

Walking to the Dot was kind of awkward. We didn't really say anything.

Sean: So were here.

Emma: Good. Let's go find a place to sit.

Sean: Cool

So far so good.

Sean: Well I asked you here too talk say I guess we better talk.

Emma: What do you want to talk about?

Sean: I want to talk about everything that's happened. The shooting, Rick, Jay, your STD, me, you, and…us.

Emma: Okay.

Sean: What did Rick mean when he said that you made his list?

Emma: He had this list of the girls the he thought were pretty and I was on it.

Sean: And you flirted with him?

Emma: No. After the paint and feathers thing I went too talk too him and he tried too

kiss me and I pushed him off. He told me that he thought I loved but I told him I felt sorry for him and I guess he didn't like that.

Sean: Wow

Emma: Yeah. I guess I shouldn't have told him that.

Sean: Why? You didn't know what he was going too do?

Emma: I know.

Sean: What happened with you and Jay?

Normally I don't like too talk about this but right now I just want too tell Sean everything.

Emma: Well after the shooting I was feeling kind of vulnerable and I guess Jay noticed and decided to take advantage of the opportunity.

Sean: Why did you do it? That's not something Emma Nelson usually does.

Emma: I thought it was fun but now I got and STD and I just want the school too stop acting like I'm a tramp waiting to happen.

Sean: Listen Emma we have been here for an hour and I have to get home but I'll call you later too finish talking.

Emma: Okay bye.

He's gone. We didn't even get to talk about US like he said we would. I wonder what he meant by it? I'm in love with him but I can't do anything about it because Sean has Ellie and he loves her.

Or does he?