Chapter 1. It's a Happy Beginning
For some people happy beginnings are everything those people ever dream of. But for the two Titans that never thought it would be possible will make a future. Unfortunately their future will go in a much different direction then they hoped. The dreams of the changeling will be crushed as the same for his wife until the breaking point that consumes the rage inside causing it to unveil in horrifying ways. It seems easy to control the rage of revenge for the loved ones you lost, but its not.
"Having that thing inside doesn't make you an animal. Knowing when to let it out is what makes you a man" said Raven looking over the currents falling asleep in the bay.
"Maybe you should call me Beast Man from now on" replied Beast Boy smirking in an awkward way.
"Were having a moment here. Don't ruin it" said Raven looking at the odd changeling.
Beast Boy realized his mistake and dropped to his ass by Raven. Beast Boy looked at Raven and saw her gaze out in to the open sea.
"Rae?"
"Yeah"
"What are you thinking about?" asked Beast Boy turning to her. Raven didn't know what to think. After a second she focused to his eyes.
"I don't know what to think about anymore" she replied lying back on the rock.
"Want to know what I think?" Beast Boy questioned.
"Sure" she replied looking up at him.
"I-I, well, ah forget it" he muttered and turned to the tower.
"Beast Boy you can tell me" she replied sitting up. Beast Boy looked at her. He had seen an emotion of plead on her face as if she really wanted to know.
"Rae I think I like you" said Beast Boy with a red face. Raven gasped and her eyes widened. "Did I just hear what I think I herd?" she asked her self. Raven looked at Beast Boy with a puzzled face.
"Since when?" she asked regaining control over her looks.
"I don't know" he replied looking back at the blue sea. That moment Raven moved closer to Beast Boy and sat closer together then they ever sat.
"Beast Boy I think I have the same feeling for you" she replied. Beast Boy looked at her and blushed.
"Well Rae for me, I don't just like you. It's more then like, you understand?" he replied waving with his arms as if trying to prove the point. Ravens face suddenly formed in to a happy one and a thin smile appeared out of no where. "Wow that's the first time I have seen her smile at my words" said Beast Boy to him self.
That moment Raven moved closer to Beast Boy until their hands met.
"Beast Boy, to tell you the truth I always loved you" she said placing her head on his shoulder gently. Ravens hair gently brushed against Beast Boys cheek and he placed his hand around her waist.
"And I'm sorry that I never laughed at your jokes, or that I insulted you instead" she added.
"Raven"
"Yeah"
"I forgive you" he replied.
"You do?" she asked.
"Yeah"
That moment Beast Boy lifted her head of his shoulder and brought her face closer to his with his finger.
"Rae can you tell me everything you feel about me?" he asked gently brushing her hair out of her eyes. Raven looked in to Beast Boys eyes. After a short moment Beast Boy saw tears form in her eyes.
"Rae what's wrong?" he asked worriedly.
"I can't tell you" she replied jerking her face away from his. From such an action some tears fell on to Beast Boys hand. He gently rubbed a tear in his fingers.
"Why cant you?" he asked afterwards.
"If I'll start telling you my emotions will break loose because I will be powerless to stop feeling" she replied bursting with more tears.
"Oh, I'm sorry Rae" he replied and brought her face back to his with his index finger.
"Rae you think I'll hate you after you do that, right?" he asked with his eyes lighting up as the sun.
"Yes" she replied.
"Well I wont" he replied and kissed her on the cheek. Beast Boy felt her cold cheek get warmer by the moment. Raven sat by Beast Boy and tried hard not to feel what she was experiencing but it was hope less. Raven gave up and she felt the tender pleasure of his kiss in her body. Beast Boy suddenly pulled away not realizing what he just done.
"Did anything break" asked Raven looking around the place.
"I don't think so" replied Beast Boy and embraced her in a hug. Raven buried her face in his chest and smiled to her self.
"I don't understand something" she said pulling raising her face to his.
"What is it Rae?" replied Beast Boy puzzled.
"Why didn't my powers break loose just now?" she asked with a thin relieved smile on her face.
"Well I think it's because your with me" replied Beast Boy and hugged her tightly.
"Yeah I think so too" she replied with a relieved sigh.
"YO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE!!!" shouted Cyborg from the tower window.
"Well I think its time for sleep" said Beast Boy helping Raven to her feat.
"I guess you're right" she replied with a thin smile and followed Beast Boy to the tower.
The moment Beast Boy and Raven arrived in the living room Cyborg quickly approached the two.
"What were you doing out there?" he asked puzzled.
"Nothing…" replied Raven and headed for the kitchen. Beast Boy looked at Raven and turned to Cyborg.
"Like she said, nothing" he added and turned to walk of in to the hall. The living room doors hissed closed. Cyborg stood by the door with a puzzled face and a little dumb found. "What was that about?" he asked him self looking in the kitchen where Raven was putting on a pot of water to the stove.
Beast Boy was walking in the hall. He had his hand sliding on the wall as if he tormented a stick trough a metal fence. That moment he came across Ravens room and something forced him to stop even though he tried to resist the force. Beast Boy looked both ways and opened the door to her room. Not so far away behind the corner of the hall Beast Boy herd loud foot steps. He quickly realized that it was Cyborg. Beast Boy quickly ran of towards his room trying to be unseen. Cyborg turned and found nobody except the creepy darkness of the hall.
"Seems Star and Rob are asleep. I guess it's my turn" he said yawning and heading to his room. Beast Boy watched as Cyborg entered his room and the door closed. Beast Boy sighed with relief and quickly stormed of to the kitchen.
He ran in to the kitchen and found Raven sitting behind a table reading a book and sipping tea. She was really interested in the book and she didn't hear Beast Boy come in. Beast Boy slowly approached her from behind and looked in to the book. The book was written in a language beyond his knowledge but some haw he understood.
"Nice book" he said placing his gray gloved hand over her shoulder. That moment Raven gasped from fright and a black aura tossed Beast Boy across the kitchen in to a wall. Beast Boy hit the wall with his back putting a big hole in the wall before dropping on the ground out cold. Raven quickly turned and found Beast Boy unconscious. Raven looked shocked at the action she committed.
Not wasting a moment she quickly approached him and dropped by his side.
"Beast Boy! Are you ok?" she asked worriedly turning him over on to his back and shaking him for life. Beast Boy coughed lightly and opened his eyes with pain. He found Raven by his side. She looked as if she got scared half to death. Beast Boy groaned and sat up slowly.
"Im sorry!" she exclaimed. Beast Boy looked at her and lifted her face from the gaze at the floor.
"It's alright. I knew better then to do that" he replied and smiled. Raven looked at him as the weight of worry started to disappear.
"I think you should get some sleep" said Beast Boy getting up to his feet. Raven looked at the floor and chuckled lightly.
"I think we both do" she replied and stood up. Beast Boy looked at her and smirked.
"What is it?" she asked by judging his look.
"Well I wanted to ask you something" he replied rubbing his neck.
"Well I won't know till you ask" she said walking over to the table of which the book lied on.
"Ok. Can you-"he stopped at that before he sat down on the chair across the table.
"Can I what?" she replied sipping her tea and smiling. Beast Boy looked at her face and realized that it was the first time she had smiled fully.
"Can we go out tomorrow?" he asked looking at the yellow table with a blushing embarrassment. That moment Raven dropped the book on the floor and spit her tea across the table from surprise. She looked at Beast Boys face. He had that happy smile on that revealed his lower fang.
"Sure" she replied blushing. That moment Beast Boy jumped of the chair on to the table.
"Really?" he asked again with excitement.
"Yes"
Beast Boy jumped of the table and approached her. He knelt down to meet Ravens eyes. Raven looked at him in suspicion.
"It's settled then" he replied.
"Ok"
"Now can we please go to bed?" she asked picking up her book of the floor.
"Sure" he replied and stretched out a hand. Raven looked at his hand and took it. He helped her up and placed the hand around her waist. Raven placed her head on his shoulder and they walked slowly out of the kitchen in to the dark hall.
In a moment they were coming up to Beast Boys room. Beast Boy embraced Raven closer and tighter as they approached his room.
"Well this is my stop" he said letting go of her and gazing in to her eyes. Raven looked at Beast Boy. That moment he understood that she didn't want to be left alone after something like that.
"Well good night" she said turning to the direction of her room and slowly taking steps. Beast Boy opened his room and looked at Raven again.
"Rae stop!" he exclaimed from the door way. Raven stopped in her foot steps and turned to him.
"Want to stay with me tonight? I have a two bunked bed" he said rubbing his neck and blushing. Raven looked at the green changeling and smiled with a real smile again. 'Damn she has a terrific smile' thought Beast Boy to him self.
"Well?" he asked again stretching out his hand as if making an offer. Raven quickly ran up to him and hugged him. Beast Boy felt her soft breath on his neck and he suddenly felt warmth rise up his spine and attack the body. Afterwards he took Ravens hand and they walked in to the room.
Raven looked at the clock on Beast Boys computer desk. It was 1:00 am straight. She herd some shivers and turned. That moment she found Beast Boy taking of his top. She quickly looked away with red spots forming on her pale cheeks. Beast Boy looked at her and chuckled. Beast Boy quickly took of his pants and jumped on to the lower bunk of his bead.
"Well are you coming?" he said patting an empty space next to him. Raven chuckled lightly and approached the bed slowly.
"No thanks. Ill sleep on the top" she replied kneeling to him.
"But…" he didn't finish as he saw Raven raise and eyebrow. Beast Boy looked at her and he suddenly lost the happy expression on his face. He quickly pulled the green blanket over him self and turned to the green wall.
"Good night" he said in an unhappy voice and sighed after wards. Raven looked at the changeling and didn't understand what she did wrong.
"What did I do?" she asked quietly sitting down next to him. Raven herd no reply except low and quiet breathing being imeted from Beast Boy. She slowly reached out and rubbed him on the shoulder which was under the blanket. Beast Boy felt her hand and jerked his shoulder away. Raven gasped and looked at the floor ashamed.
"Beast Boy I love you" she said moving her lips with out a sound coming out. Beast Boy felt the movement of her lips and quickly turned to her. He looked at her face and found that she was ashamed of what she has done. He had no choice but to forgive her. Unfortunately the force made him resist and he turned back to the wall.
"I don't believe you" he said quietly. Raven gasped and looked at him again. She then turned him over to meet his eyes. Beast Boy looked at her and saw her eyes water.
"It's true!" she exclaimed jerking his shoulder once. Beast Boys removed the blanket and embraced her in a warm hug. Ravens tears pored over his chest as he held her close.
"Im sorry" he said gently brushing his fingers trough her hair. Raven looked up at him and smiled. Beast Boy grabbed her by the waist and put her on top of him. Now she was lying on Beast Boy and looking in to his eyes as his head rested on the pillow.
"Im the one that should be apolo-"she was cut of by Beast Boys index finger over her lips. Raven looked at Beast Boy puzzled but happy. Beast Boy brushed her lips gently and felt their warmth.
"Your place is here" he said patting the pillow next to him. Raven chuckled and kissed him on the four head.
"But take of the cloak because it's too big" he said letting go of her waist so she can get of him. Raven quickly jumped of and began to undress. Beast Boy looked at her and didn't miss a moment. Not blinking or breathing he followed her every move.
Raven took of her dark purple cloak and placed it over the chair of the computer table. That moment she approached Beast Boy on the bed. Beast Boy gulped heavily and smiled at her as she gazed at him. She then took of her shoes and placed them carefully and neatly under Beast Boys bed by Beast Boys shoes.
Beast Boy flipped the blanket of the empty space. That moment Raven took of her golden belt and placed it on the upper bunk. Unexpectingly she jumped on Beast Boys bed and cuddled up closer to him. Beast Boy jerked the blanket over them and embraced Raven with his hand. Their eyes were gazed in to each others as the breathing of the both began to increase.
Beast Boy looked at Raven and ran a finger across her red warm cheek. Raven blushed harder and brought her face closer to his. Beast Boy looked at her as she closed her eyes. That moment he realized what he had to do and began the hardest mission he ever thought possible.
Beast Boy slowly packed his lips on to Ravens and she kissed him back. Their lips met as water and began to form as one. Raven placed her hands around his neck and rolled on to him. With Ravens legs one on each side Beast Boy ran his hands to her hips and down to her ass. 'Damn he's good but quick, and that tofu makes him taste so good' she thought to her self as Beast Boy grabbed her ass gently. Beast Boy didn't know what to expect but he felt the kiss get stronger afterwards.
The night was young for both of them. But the next day led Beast Boy and Raven to a more serious relationship and a better future. (A/N: Sorry I have to cut it of here. For that was the writing plan)
A/N: Sorry this chapter is short. Anyway it didn't have enough fluff in it either. I thought of ideas and I thought of starting of this fan fic from the ending of an episode (The Beast Within) later on in the story you will know why. I don't know why but im obsessed with the man-beast that Beast Boy turns in to.
Anton
