It was a new school day, Friday morning and Ellie needed to speak to Sean right away but for some reason she was avoiding it. "Ellie?" Sean tapped Ellie's shoulder when she walked right past him. "Oh hey Sean" "did you, well find out?" "Yeah um about that" "Come on Ellie I need to know" "I am...I'm pregnant" Sean's eyes started to tear but he immediatly wiped them. "what are we-?" "Sean...I think I should have an abortion" Ellie sighed while looking at her cut up wrist, she cut so much that night she felt like she bled a little too much.
"Well it's up to you- I'm here to support you" "I'm glad your here for me. Yes I want to have an abortion" Ellie slightly smiled. "I want things to be like before any of this happened I just want to go back" "Don't worry everythings ok. Just relax on the weekend you can go and well get the-" "...yeah I think I know who to go to- I mean to talk about all of this" Ellie looked over at Manny who was talking to Liberty.
"Manny?! Your gonna talk to her about it? She'll tell everyone!" "No she won't. She's been through this. She knows what it's like. She won't" "Oh well Ok whatever helps. I'll see you soon ok?" "Alright Sean bye"
"Manny! I need to talk to you" Liberty looked over at Manny confused, she thought Ellie and Manny had become best friends or something over night. "Liberty- can I talk to Manny alone please?" "Uh yeah sure" Liberty walked off and Manny nodded her head. "Yeah so Um what did you need to talk to me about? Is it about Paige? Or..." "No it's about me. I need advice from-" Ellie paused for a second. "I need advice from you" "Oh ok shoot"
"I'm pregnant and I know you were in this situation last year and I'm so sorry I put you through all that torture- I was just being there for Ash and I got carried away" "It's ok now it's another year. So wow your pregnant? Hmm well you know I had an abortion..." "Yeah. How is it? I think I want to have one just because I don't know what else to do" "It's ok...it's kind of sad though knowing that you had other choices" Ellie sighed. "so did you consider keeping the baby?"
"Yeah I did actually but I can't picture it and my mom doesn't know" "Oh yeah that's the worse part- not to make you nervous but it took me a while to think of ways to tell my mom" Ellie frowned. "My mom just doesn't get it. My life. She doesn't understand what I go through."
"Um hey Manny thanks so much for talking to me I'm gonna go now I have to think about alot of things yeah..." "No problem, Ellie if you need anything let me know" Ellie ran off to the washroom and stared at herself in the mirror,she took out her compass that she often went to in times of frustration. "Don't do it" She whispered to herself, but of course she slid it down her arm and slowly cried.
"Ellie?" Emma Nelson walked into the bathroom and watched Ellie's arm slowly bleed. "Oh- Um hey" Ellie pulled down her sleeve, tossed the compass in her bag and went into an empty stall. "what were you doing? Are you ok?" "I bashed my arm on my locker-" "Oh ok" Emma peeked into the stall because the door was slightly open. Ellie was digging through her bag, she pulled out a silver bottle and took a drink out of it then placed it back in her backpack. Ellie walked out of the stall slightly smiling. "Bye!" "Ellie wait-" "Yeah?" "What was that silver thing?" "You were spying on me?" "I just happened to see...Is that alcohol?" "It's none of your business that's what it is!"
((A/N:Hey everyone! thanks for the really nice reviews I'm so glad you like it! Surprise number 1, Ellie turns to Alcohol to solve her problems, theres so much more comnig up that will really shock you so keep reading!))