Teen Titans: I Need Her
Chapter Six: Guess what Robin? I hit you
Raina wandered around aimlessly, the deafening music overwhelming her senses and she let herself relax for once. She had been training relentlessly at Slade's lair and she just needed a chance to get away and go somewhere where everyone didn't want to destroy her. Also, she needed a place she could go and get her thoughts in order, truly trying to figure out how she had fallen in love with the enemy.
Slade wanted to make him fall in love with me, she thought, twirling the straw around in her drink as she sat underneath the flashing lights in the club. I have definitely seduced him, but I wasn't supposed to fall for him. I mean, can I, really? Slade only wants me to get close to him so he can blind side him and then crush him. Maybe I should try to get rid of these feelings, they're only going to cause me to get caught up in something that could destroy me from the inside out. That would not be pr...
Raina was shaken out of her thoughts as a big, burly, thoroughly intimidating biker saddled up next to her and tried to grope her. She tried to pushing him away but that just seemed to make the drunken idiot pursue her more.
"Ugh, this is getting tiring," she muttered to herself.
With that she stood up, summoned her powers, grabbed the gorilla-sized man like he was no lighter than a piece of paper and threw him across the dark club. She couldn't see that far, but she heard the sickening crack as his body hit the wall and slumped down to the floor unconscious. No one paid any attention, as most of the people there were low enough on the social scales that it made no difference if someone was taken out of their dreary lives.
Raina brushed off her hands and was about to return to her drink when all of a sudden she was hit with someone's thoughts screaming out in her head, RAINA! She immediately whirled around, looking for whoever's thoughts had screamed her name, knowing who she was and probably what she had just done with the heavy man.
When she could not see anyone in her immediate vicinity who she recognized, she shut her eyes and projected her mind out over the club to find her mystery identifier. Her mind swooped over the heads of those closest to the wall where she threw the insolent pig earlier and near the bar she suddenly knew who she was looking for, who ironically was also looking for her now as well.
"Well," she smirked, leaving her drink behind and walking seductively over to her visitor to pay a visit. "It seems as if my night just got a Hell of a lot better. Forget Slade's plans; I am my own person and tonight is going to be all about what I want and what I need." She licked her lips and maneuvered her way through the thriving mass of dancing, sweaty bodies.
Over on the other side of the club, the dark hero was frantically searching the crowd of moving bodies to see where she was.
I know she's here, he thought. I know that was her power surrounding that moron who flew into the wall over there. Now where is she, I have to find her!
He began to search once more and suddenly he spotted a flash of red over to his right. He turned so fast that he knocked over his soda and the bartender gave him a frustrated glare. He didn't say anything, though, since the young man had been a good patron here for the last few months, trying to drown his sorrows in endless alcohol and dark, depressing music. Robin craned his neck to see over the people to see if he could catch another glimpse of her. Robin clenched his fists out of habit as his patience was wearing thin; tonight was the night, he knew, that he would get his chance to finally get Raina out of his system.
Oh, all the things I want to do once I get my hands on her, he thought, his heart race quickening. Why I would...
What would you do now, Wonder Boy? a tittering voice sounded in his head.
"Raina!" he shouted, spinning around, looking to see where she had snuck up on him from.
Uh uh, Robin, taunted the voice again. I'm not there. He spun around again, and the cackling in his head came once more. Not there either. Ha ha. I'm not where you can see me, dear boy. I'm all in your head.
Robin finally understood what she was doing, calmed himself and thought back at her. Where are you, Raina? I know you're here in the club with me, I saw that guy you threw. So, why don't you come out of whatever little hiding spot you're in and let's talk.
Oh, I'm sure all you want to do is talk, huh? She laughed throatily in his mind. Why don't you come and look for me if you're so desperate to find me?
Robin looked around carefully, slowly, and as his gaze came upon an open circle of dancers he caught a glimpse of his elusive beauty. Without hesitation he moved towards her, following the bright red beacon that was her hair that stood out among the darkness amidst the club and all its patrons. He rounded the corner that she had just disappeared behind and he lost her again. He searched around, panicking, looking for her once more, wanting to revel in the perfection that she was.
Don't panic now, she thought at him. I'm right here. Didn't I tell you you would fall so far in love you wouldn't know what hit you?...Well, guess what Robin? I hit you....
His eyes glanced over to the side and he saw her walking away from him, heading towards the stairs leading up the motel. As she felt his eyes upon her, she looked back over her shoulder, smiling devilishly at him, and she winked at him. She continued up the stairs, weaving her way through the throng of people just entering the dance hall.
Robin gulped as she winked at him and started up the steps. He clearly saw she was not in her uniform, watching as her slender, pale legs practically floated upstairs, carrying her in that oh-so-short black miniskirt. Robin felt his own pants tighten down below as he imagined himself slipping off that tiny, nonexistent piece of leather and kissing his way up those gorgeous legs.
He quickly pushed those thoughts aside and made his legs try to move to follow her and claim his prize. He bounded up the stairs, searching the lobby of the seedy motel he found himself in, looking for any sign of his forbidden treasure. His mind felt clouded as all he could think about was finding Raina and having his way with her. A sultry chuckle hit his ears as he saw her laughing near a doorway leading up more stairs to the upper level rooms.
When she saw him looking her way she lifted a petite hand up to her mouth, kissed her palm, and blew a kiss to the dark bird. She put a little bit of her powers and emotions into the invitation and so an actual kiss made out of mist wound its way through the people separating them and landed itself right on the corner of his lips.
Robin swore he could taste her once more and he shut his eyes, wanting to keep the feeling her kiss gave him forever in his memories. When he opened his eyes, he caught the fleeting heel of her strappy sandals turning onto the first floor and heading left. He sprinted across the room and flung himself up the stairs, desperately needing to find her. When he rounded the corner of the floor and went left, is jaw dropped as he stared at the seemingly never-ending hallway of identical doors.
He had not seen which door she went in and his heart got caught in his throat; he could not, would not, lose her like this after all he done to try and find her and forget about all his past indiscretions. He slowly began to walk down the hallway trying to figure out which door to enter.
"Raina?" he whispered, his voice catching in his dry throat. "Raina, where are you? Which room are you in?"
Oh, come now, Darling, she teased him in his head. You didn't think I was actually going to make this easy for you, did you? This way makes it way more fun. Come on now and use your head.
Robin shook his head in disbelief, kicking himself for not realizing that was the only answer he was going to get from her. He stopped in the middle of the hallway and took another look at the rooms on either side of him. Looking closer at the room numbers he smirked, laughing inside at the room he was sure Raina had picked.
He placed his hand on the knob to room number 696 and took a deep breath, for there was no going back now. He smiled once again as he looked at the numbers on the door; the number 9 had fallen off slightly and it now read 666 on the front of the door.
He turned the handle to the room, opening the door easily, letting him know he had made the right choice. He walked into the dark room and closed the door behind him. He was so busy trying to see Raina in the dark that he failed to notice the red mist that formed into the figure of a young woman behind him and he didn't realize anyone else was even there until he felt her warm breath cascading across the nape of his neck.
"See, I knew you would find your way," she purred into his ear, looping her hands over his shoulders. "Now wasn't that a fun game, Boy Wonder?"
In one swift movement that would have embarrassed the Flash twice in one day, Robin grabbed her wrists, turned around, pushed her against the wall and enveloped her mouth with his, pinning her hands up next to her head. He expected her to fight him, but she only struggled for a second before allowing herself to be dominated as Robin saw fit, loving the fact that tonight she would have her moment with her new pet. Finally, after what seemed like an hour, Robin pulled away and locked his gaze with her orange half shut orbs.
"We really shouldn't be doing this," he whispered shakily, resting his forehead against hers. "It's wrong Raina; you're the enemy."
Raina just shook her head, twisted her hands out of his and brought them to cup his face. She made him look her in the eyes as she slowly peeled away his mask, revealing golden amber eyes full of confusion staring back at her.
"Now we're not enemies," she murmured, her throat scratchy and full of emotions she didn't even knew she had. "Now we're simply two people doing something we both want... You do want this, don't you...?"
Robin shut his eyes, no longer caring that Raina could possibly tell Slade who he was underneath the mask.
"No I don't want this," he answered, opening his eyes to see hers look down in rejection. He brought his hand from his side and caressed her cheek, shuddering as she closed her eyes and leaned into his fiery touch.
"I need this," he said at last, leaning down to be level with her face. Her orange cat-like eyes flew open in surprise and Robin smiled at her. "I need you, Raina. I need this night together with you before I go crazy, before I go against my better judgement and turn away, always regretting what might have been."
She smiled softly and her beauty seemed to grow infinitely as he stared at her and moved forward to claim her mouth once more. He kissed her softly this time, not as long as last time, and then moved down her neck, leaving a trail of kisses from her jaw to the crook of her neck. He began suckling on her soft skin and Raina let her head fall back against the wall, allowing him more room; he applied more pressure and Raina moaned deep in her throat, wallowing in the pleasure these sensations brought.
Raina's moaning only made Robin press harder, wanting to hear more of her wonderful voice, but after a few minutes he decided he needed to taste more of her. He moved back up to her lips, moving his tongue inside her mouth, as they both moaned at the new touch. Their senses flew out the window at that moment and Raina knew she needed Robin; she had felt so alone and out of place lately and she knew she needed Robin to complete her, to make her feel human once more.
As close as their bodies were pressed together, it wasn't enough for her and she needed to feel even closer to him at this moment, so she lifted her leg up, slipping her sandal off and trailing her foot up his leg. He quickly caught onto her travels, moved his hand down from her arms and latched onto her thigh, drawing it up around his waist and lifting her up to encircle his waist with both her legs.
While lifting her other leg, Raina's other shoe fell off, but she didn't care because she wasn't going to be needing them much more tonight. Robin's hand slipped up and down her thigh, each time traveling farther up towards her rear and the part of her he most wanted to feel tonight. Raina was now practically eye level with him and she could feel his erection pressing up against her heated region, feeling every bit of movement beneath the tiny skirt which was now bunched up around her hips so she could push her self as close as possible to his warm body.
Robin groaned loudly as she pushed herself closer to him, eliciting wonderful sensations he never knew he could feel. He shifted his feet quickly, removing his shoes and socks as he stood there, never once taking his mouth away from Raina's. He needed to have her now so he moved away from the wall and carried her over to the bed in the middle of the room; he laid her down once again never separating from her luscious lips.
Raina used her legs around his waist to help as she flipped him over and straddled his lap. She pulled away from his face, much to his displeasure, and smirked at him. Her eyes glowed bright orange and Robin noticed his shirt enclosed in her red mist as she used her powers to quickly rip his shirt off without doing any damage to it. When her orange eyes returned to normal she was smiling and Robin was silently chuckling.
"Well, that's one way to get the job done," he joked as he sat up and kissed her once more quickly.
After the kiss, he reached around to her neck and untied her shirt, waiting to see what pleasures lay beneath the skimpy cloth. As he lifted the shirt over her head he thought he had found pure perfection in the perky breasts that lay in front of him. He tossed the shirt somewhere over in the darkness as he leaned down to place light, feathery kisses down her chest, stopping at her right breast and drawing circles around her nipple with his tongue.
Raina gasped as he took it into his mouth and began sucking it and kneading it with his tongue. Her breath became ragged even more as he moved over to repeat the process on the other one. Her hand flew up to his back and she unconsciously began to push him closer to her chest, wanting more. Much to her dismay, he came back to her face and before she could move down to his next article of clothing, his hands found her neck and he began to finger the choker that still resided on her neck.
"No," she said sternly, knocking Robin out of his sex-induced stupor as her hands pushed his away. "Don't touch the necklace. That stays."
"Why?" he asked, confused as to why she wanted to cover her slender neck with the somewhat large pendant. "I don't understand. I promise I won't hurt it."
"I know," she said. "But you would hurt me... Just trust me, you want the necklace to stay on."
Robin reluctantly accepted her vague answer and allowed himself to be pushed onto his back by her tiny, but powerful hands. Those same hands quickly flew down to his belt buckle, unclasping it and tossing it over somewhere in the vicinity of where her shirt landed earlier.
She unzipped his pants and slowly, painfully slowly in his opinion, eased them down his legs and off into the darkness surrounding them. She eyed the large tent in his boxers with such a desire that nearly sent Robin off alone on the look in her eyes. Her eyes went orange once again and as Robin looked down he saw his boxers glowing red and all of a sudden they just disappeared as she teleported them to some dark obscure corner.
"Boy, you sure are one to get right down to the point, aren't you?" he teased before he quickly flipped over and pinned her beneath his strong body. "Well, now it's my turn to act impatient."
He grinned mischievously at her as he reached over her shoulder to grab his knife that he had thrown onto the night stand before they hit the bed. She eyed the dagger with a mixture of wonderment and slight fear as he traced the glinting blade across her abdomen and down to her leather miniskirt. In an instant he had slit her skirt with his knife, lifted it out from under her and was now working on her....underwear? He paused for a moment while she laughed at the fact that she had managed to shock the oblivious hero.
"What's the matter little birdie?" she taunted, grabbing his knife and tossing it away. "Never heard of 'going commando?'"
Robin just shook his head in disbelief and got caught up in her infectious laughter as he moved closer to seize her lips with his. Their tongues did battle once more, Raina moaning not only because of that but because of the proximity of his member to her nether regions. She found herself bucking lightly, trying to decrease the space in between them, wanting nothing more than to feel the pure bliss of him inside of her.
Robin caught onto her attempts, smiled against her lips, and moved his hips closer to hers, inching closer with every second. He teased her greatly by getting close enough where she could feel him and then quickly pulling away, forcing her to squirm underneath him.
Robin leaned down, licking her earlobe and breathing into her ear, "Come on now Raina, I wanna hear you beg for it. Tell me how much you need it."
Raina moaned as he teased her once more and she couldn't hold it in any longer. "Damn it, Robin. Stop it, I need you! I need you so bad! NOW!"
Robin shifted his hips perfectly above her and smirked as he finally thrust fully into her, creating waves of immense pleasure for both parties. Robin moaned as he moved in and out of her warm folds, feeling almost at home inside this incomparable woman.
Raina couldn't believe how wonderful it felt to have him inside her, how perfect it felt to have him complete her. The two lovers moved together as one, the pace considerably slower, each losing themself completely in the unspoken rhythm they had unknowingly slipped into as they melded their mouths together once more.
The complete euphoria was everything they could have imagined, each one immersed in the passion they could not deny. Their minds grew clouded as they neared the climax, neither one really comprehending what they were doing anymore.
Robin could feel the pressure building up inside of him and he unconsciously quickened his pace. Raina could feel herself coming as well and wanted to prolong the moment as long as possible. As the moment was on top of her, she reached her orgasmic point and she said the only thing she could think of...
"Oh god!" she cried, scratching her nails into Robin's back with the intense feeling. "Oh Robin...I..I...I....love....you...."
With that last word, she came completely, contracting her walls around Robin, causing him also to release inside her. Robin buried his head into her neck, smelling the exotic, yet familiar scent of jasmine and lavender as the feeling made his mind connect it to a previous memory of his long forgotten night with his Gothic Goddess. His mind still clotted with his drunken memories and the state he was already in created the perfect mixture with which to drastically change the near future.
"Oh," he cried out, clasping the sheets on either side of him. "Oh...I ...love ....you...Ra........Raven...."
He collapsed on top of her, not even realizing her body had gone stiff and her eyes were wide with disbelief. Raina fought to make her bottom lip stop trembling, but it was hard to think that this entire night, this perfect moment, meant nothing to him, that she meant nothing to him.
She wriggled out from underneath him and sat up in a rush, grabbing the sheets around her to cover up. She squeezed her eyes shut to try and stop the tears from falling; she was strong, she was the bad guy, she wasn't supposed to cry over something so stupid. But the fact that he had said that name, her name.... it just hurt too much for words.
Finally realizing she had moved away from him, Robin sat up and placed a hand on her shoulder.
"Raina?" he asked innocently, confusion laced in his words. "Raina, what's wrong? Talk to me!"
"Don't. Touch. Me," she growled, wrenching her shoulder away from his touch as she stood up and started to find her clothes in the dark. "Don't you fucking touch me. I can't believe you."
Robin scrambled to get re-oriented as he reeled from her words and tried to figure out what had happened to change the mood so quickly.
"Raina, wait," he pleaded, finding his boxers and slipping them on as she used her powers to re-sew her skirt back together and put it back on. "What happened? Did I do something? What? You have to tell me, I don't know what I did. Please!"
Raina's eyes lit up bright orange as she did an about-face and glared at him. "Are you telling me you don't know what you did? What you just said to me?" she screamed at him, her anger welling up inside as she found her top and retied it.
He shook his head, trying desperately to think of what he had said, but his mind was so muddled that he couldn't recall much.
"Hmph," she said, brushing past him to grab her shoes. "Well, then let me fill you in, Wonder Boy." She paused for a second as she fiddled with the straps on her sandals. "You, you bastard, just called me Raven. I can't believe you called me that, that...bitch's name!"
Robin's eyes grew wide as he realized his slip of the tongue and was genuinely sorry, that was until he realized what Raina had just said in return hit a sore spot.
"Raina, oh gosh, I'm really sor-" he began, noticing the venom in her voice. "Wait a second, what did you just say?
"You heard me," she hissed at him, moving to walk out past him. "You called me that Bitch Raven. I can't believe you, you are such a prick."
"Don't you ever call her that!" he yelled, grabbing her arm and throwing her against the wall, slamming her frail body hard. "Raven is NOT a bitch. Raven is more than you could ever even hope to be!"
Raina glared at him, ignoring the throbbing coming from both her pounding head and her now bruised arm being crushed by his strong hand. She struggled to get out of his grasp, but he only held on tighter, determined to put her in her place.
"Let me go," she demanded, narrowing her eyes at him.
"No!" he refused, grabbing even tighter and pointing a finger in her face accusingly. "You can not say anything to me about Raven, ever! Raven was perfect in every way. Raven, she was...I.. I loved her. I still love her and nothing can change that. Not even you. You're not even worth being loved. You work for Slade, for the bad guys, so you don't even know what it's like to be on the right side. You're just plain evil, inhuman, worthless; no one could ever even learn how to love someone as awful as you."
"FUCK YOU!" she screamed, finally using her powers to throw him across the room. "Fuck you, Boy Wonder! Slade told me how awful your precious little Raven really was, and believe me, I'm a saint compared to her. I'm not the half-demon, in case you hadn't realized!" She paused to take a breath, not even bothering to hide the tears streaming down her face as her heart broke into microscopic pieces.
"You're wrong, you know that? About me not worth being loved? But just so you know, I'm not on anyone's side, ok? I have absolutely no clue as to who I am and Slade just happened to be there and offered to help me if I helped him. Besides, I am almost exactly like your stupid little Raven. The only difference is that I didn't pretend to be something I wasn't; I knew where I belonged, where probably even you belong too, Robin."
With that, she closed her eyes and teleported back outside, putting her halfway back to Slade's lair. Robin just sat there, slumped on the floor, letting Raina's words sink in down low. As the thoughts of everything that happened with both Raina and Raven bombarded him in the darkness, he couldn't stop the tears once more from falling as he knew how bad he had messed up any chances he ever had of truly being happy.
First I drove Raven away, he thought bitterly, and I loved her more than anything. Then along comes Raina and I misjudged her and now she's gone too, back to Slade. I've officially hit rock bottom; I've lost everything I have ever truly loved. Robin sat there thinking and crying for the next hour before he finally found the strength to return back home, depressed more than he had ever been.
It was well after three in the morning by the time Raina managed to find her way back to Slade's lair, and by then she had cried herself dry and had composed herself. No sooner than she had walked into the hallway that housed her room that she was blocked by a very menacing Slade in front of her.
"Where have you been?" he questioned harshly as Gizmo, Mammoth and Jinx came out of their rooms and eyed the duo warily.
Raina just sneered at him. "Doesn't matter. I'm back now." She tried to walk past him but instead was met with a solid fist connecting to her jaw, sending her flying onto the ground.
"Don't get snotty with me, you bitch," he warned, as she rubbed her jaw and glared at him. "I didn't say you could leave. Now, where were you?"
"It's none of your damn business," she snarled. "You're not my boss, you don't own me. I am free to go wherever I want."
Slade was by her side in a heartbeat and he grabbed her long hair, yanking her head back and standing on her hand, preventing her from going anywhere. Raina screamed as the pain coursed through her, more than she ever thought was possible in just one day.
"It is my business, my dear," he growled, pulling harder with every passing second. "Because you belong to me, do you understand? I am your boss and you are not free to do whatever you please. You are mine and you would do good not to forget that, understand?"
He ground his boot into her hand and Raina screamed even louder.
"Yes sir," she whimpered. "I u-understand!"
"Good," he said, letting go of her and throwing her onto the floor. "Now get cleaned up; you reek of sex and Titan stink. We have a mission later on tonight and I want you well rested to face your ex-lover and his pitiful friends." At her look of absolute horror he laughed a bone-chilling laugh.
"Oh yes, Raina, I know everything that happened tonight. You didn't think I was going to let my greatest investment just wander off without installing some sort of tracking and listening device, did you? But that's why I didn't hurt you as much as I originally intended, you see, you ended up just making my job all that easier. I told you those emotions were stupid and useless, Raina, but you didn't listen to me. You have no one to blame but yourself."
Raina couldn't help it anymore and she let the tears run down her face and she lay crumpled on the ground, defeated and broken as she felt completely and utterly alone in the world for the first time in so long. She felt insignificant, with no real home anywhere in the world, no real identity. She was just some madman's property now and now she didn't even have the handsome dark hero to save her anymore. Her sobs wracked her small body and the H.I.V.E. students couldn't tear their eyes away from the sad sight.
"Get to bed now!" Slade ordered them without even turning around to see them still standing there. "We have a busy day later on and you all need your rest. So go! NOW!"
Gizmo and Mammoth took heed, not wanting to feel their master's wrath twice in the last 24 hours, and slammed their doors shut and rushing off to bed. Jinx just stood there, taking pity in the sight that was her most trusted companion, her only friend, ever.
She felt her own tears in the corner of her eyes, something she hadn't felt since she was a small child, and she became scared. She quickly shut her door, hoping it would take the feeling of sadness away, but she could hear Raina's sobs through the door and she couldn't control it anymore; she slid down against her door and quietly began to cry for her broken and destroyed friend.
A/N: So, how was it? I know I should probably update my other stories, but I was on a roll with this one and couldn't stop. Let me know how it was, hopefully I didn't go too overboard to get my butt kicked off here! Review Review Review!