A/N : I've wanted to do this for a long time and I was watching an episode of season 6 and decided to give it a go ! This will be a book of little ficlets about Anna's pregnancy (until Johnny's first hours), it's all the lost moments we should have seen. Please review if you liked it !
Anna had always been a cheerful person, it was one of the reasons he had fallen in love with her. But lately, she had felt very down because of the miscarriage. John would often catch her, crying in their bathroom at night. His heart was torn seeing his darling wife like this. He felt powerless as he didn't know what to do or say to make her feel better. She swore his presence was already enough for her but he wanted to do more. John was sad on his own to have lost their baby but he couldn't start to imagine how Anna felt. It must have been so hard and painful for her and she had been through this alone. He felt even worse knowing that it hadn't been the first time. She had revealed to him, she had been through this before, once when he was in prison and the second time after Mr Matthew's death. John was aching with his poor wife.
When he caught her crying in the dark in the late hours, he would hold her as she lay in bed, stroking her hair and whispering love words to her. She would cling onto him as she let the tears flow, feeling thankful for her perfect husband. They had always healed each other's wounds, this time was no exception. John was ready to do anything to make his Anna happy again. He was ready to adopt a kid, as long as he had his wife with him. He assured her many times that the most important thing in his life was her, that he wanted her to be the mother of his child no matter where that child came from as long as she was a mother to them and he was a father.
"I love you so much, my darling Anna. You're more than enough for me", he told her one night. She would usually stay silent but tighten the embrace as an answer to his comforting words but that night was different.
"I'm lucky to have you. I love you more than anything, John '', she breathed, hiding her head on his neck. He placed a loving kiss on her forehead.