Two Sides of One Heart:
No Matter How Much It Hurts
Part II
Kagome
Slowly, I walk outside,
It's very dark,
Except for the pale light of the moon.
Looking up at it,
I wonder if it's like me,
If it's praying for something that it just can't have,
The wind blows passed me,
As I close my eyes,
And remember the look on your face when you were with her.
Fighting back my tears,
I slowly slide to the ground;
It feels like a giant bolder has been put on my shoulders.
"Inuyasha…"
Saying your name,
Is all I can do,
Since she already has you.
Resting my head in my lap,
I wonder why I don't just give up,
Just go home,
Then I remember when I first saw you,
And when you first saved me,
And I know I can't give up!
Standing up boldly,
I decided that you have to know,
Right now!
Slowly walking through the forest,
I make my way towards your tree,
The tree where we first met,
As I get nearer to the tree,
I sense something flying above me,
Slightly afraid, I look up to see shinidamchu,
Without thinking,
My legs freeze,
I'm surprised and tears once again start to form.
Squeezing my eyes tightly,
I slowly continue on,
Telling myself a lie with each step.
The shinidamchu could just be a coincidence,
She could just be near us,
She doesn't have to necessarily be with you.
As I continue to say more of these lies,
Part of me begins to believe that they're true,
But that part of me was crushed when I saw her,
And all the restraint I had,
Vanished with a blink of an eye,
As tears started sliding down my face.
And I know that I should leave,
I shouldn't watch anymore,
But all I can do is hide…
No matter how much it hurts…
A/N: Kikyou's not the only one hurting, Kagome feels her pain too…Next chapter will wrap up this series with the POV's of both Kikyou and Kagome.
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SHA