Obsession Confession
By: Anna Hibiki
Rating: R/NC-17 (it's going up).
Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.
Warnings: I already said it, but well, this chappie has graphic lemon! (ONLY in the mediaminer.org and the adultfanfiction.net version [gomen ne ff.net readers, but you won't get the hentai moments in there, I'm not risking my account.])
Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts.
This fic can be read in mediaminer.org, adultfanfiction.net and ff.net.
Hnn… can't remember right now if I've given any Mini-Nagi's, so today I'm giving Mini-Nagi's to all the reviewers!! Today's thanks go to AolaniDathomir (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Thank u! I'm glad ya like my fics, thank u for your support! ^^ Brad… I think the poor thing is going to run out of mouth wash AND body wash… *grin* Yeah, yeah, poor KenKen, he's got the worse nurse possible *hugs poor Ken* You'll see what Aya does in this chappie.. Yo-tan is going to be depressed and miss his KenKen, and Omi…well Omi really needs to wake up, but I don't know whats going to happen with him yet.), Genuine-sun (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Thank u!! ^^ Hope you like the new chappie!), Fata Morgana2 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* ^__^ Here you have the new chappie! *hentai grin* hope ya like it! And sorry for how long it took me to write it!), Nanaka (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Sorry this took me so long!), Dawn (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Thank u! ^^ I hope you like this chapter and sorry it took me so long ^^ Hope you like the new chappie!)
Chapter 8
"Youji-kun no!" Omi tried to hold Youji's arms so the older blonde wouldn't punch Aya again.
"It's all your fucking fault!!" even if he was trying to control his voice, he was yelling at his teammate. "Where the fuck were you while Schwarz killed Ken!? WHERE?! You were supposed to take the target down but ALSO cover your teammates!!"
Omi rubbed his face against his sleeve to wipe the tears his eyes wouldn't stop shedding. "Youji-kun, please… it wasn't Aya-kun's fault, Ke-"
"Fuck you Omi! We couldn't even take his body with us! H-his fucking corpse is surely burning there with all the shit into the building! Maybe you didn't care for Ken but I did.." he whispered and struggled out of the chibi's hold.
The leader of Weiss didn't dare say anything else. He looked at Aya, looking for some kind of support, but the redhead was staring at Youji.
"He isn't dead." Aya said when Youji was about to leave the room.
The playboy stopped under the doorway and turned to look at him with an unreadable look in his reddened emerald eyes.
It was a cautious and trembling Omi who made the question though. "What do you mean Aya-kun?"
"Someone took him out of the building."
"Who."
"Schwarz." He answered the playboy.
There was a short silence before Youji talked. "That's even worse than knowing he's dead." He said softly.
"Then there is nothing we can do… Aya-kun?" Omi's tears had stopped for a moment, but when he heard that he felt even worse than when he thought his friend was dead.
Who knows what the psychos would be doing to him? What kind of torture would they be using? Was he even still alive?
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Well, THE psycho was actually stitching the assassin's wounds. He had gone to the Estet undercover hospital, but they said they weren't taking care of someone out of Estet. All the Estet personal had strong shields, which meant that there was nothing our favourite telepath could do, so he carried Ken back into his car and drove home.
Since the German knew nothing about medicine and had never treated anything else than little bruises, he needed some external help to put the stitches and clean wounds. He made a quick search for the mind of a nearby doctor to get a basic instruction.
Schuldig scrubbed his eyes tiredly, forgetting about the dirt and blood staining his face before he gave the last stitch to the younger man's leg.
When he was done he rose to his feet and eyed his 'work'. He bent forward to pat Ken's face, one of the few places that had escaped Farfello's knives. "Hey kitty!" he said cheerfully sitting down beside him. "C'mon I've already treated your wounds, now it's time to play!"
The barely conscious brunette opened his tearful eyes partially. He was sweating and his cheeks were flushed with fever.
"Oi…" he stared at Ken thoughtfully for a few seconds and placed his hand on his forehead to test his warmth. "Knew it! You have a fever." he tried to think about how the hell you make a fever disappear and remembered the anime marathon Nagi had been watching a couple nights before. One of the guys had a fever and a rather annoying girl filled a basin with water and put a damp cloth on the boy's forehead.
He left for the bathroom and took a basin and a cloth. Then he filled the basin with cool water, even if he wasn't very sure that hot water would be good for high temperatures, and went back to his bedroom, where Ken was whimpering and trembling.
"Kitty?" he asked placing the damp cloth on the poor boy's forehead. "You better wake up now, you have to pay for my kindn-" he blinked when he felt a tug on his coat. "Hn?"
"Youji? I-I-it h-hurts Youji…" he said between sobs.
"Youji? This is SO fucking great, now my kitty is hallucinating and thinks I'm Balinese." He murmured, pouting as he reached out to wipe Ken's tears.
"Youji…"
The redhead rolled his eyes. "What's it?"
"Hu-hurts…" he whimpered, panting softly.
"Hnn… I don't know what I've done wrong…" he said to himself. "After patching him up he should be all healthy and ready to play.." he murmured, never taking his eyes off Ken's face. "Oi! Let go of my coat already!" he yelled trying to uncurl the baby grip the brunette's fingers had on his coat [1]. Since there was no way to put Ken's hand away without hurting him any more he decided to put the coat off and let the other continue grabbing it.
"Yo-ji…"
"What's it kitten?" he asked as he rolled the sleeves of his shirt up, starting to lose his patience.
"I…I-I I…"
"Stop moving! The pillow will get wet if the cloth slips!" he scolded him as he repositioned the cloth on his forehead.
Schuldig snorted and put the sheet over the younger boy, hoping it would stop the trembling.
He took the sheet away for a moment and yanked his coat away from Ken's hand. "You can sleep now, but you are going to pay when you wake up." He sat next to his patient again and kissed him even more roughly than when they started with the plan .
Ken sobbed even louder when he put away. I need an aspirin. He thought as he left his bedroom and headed for the kitchen.
Schuldig was preparing himself a cup of coffee when the front door opened and Brad and Farfello went into the house. "Brad?!" He called, his head popping out of the kitchen.
"What do you want?" the American asked coldly, but inwardly he was trying not to laugh at the redhead's dirty appearance.
"It's the kitty. I stitched him up but he has a fever and won't stop whimpering and saying that he's hurting. My head's gonna explode!!"
"What did you do?"
"Hnn…" he tapped his temple with a finger, trying to remember. "Well, I cleaned his wounds with alcohol, and put on the stitches. Ah! And I put a wet cloth on his forehead. I'm such a great nurse!!" he said smirking proudly.
"That's all you did? Didn't you bandage him, administrated painkillers or something?"
Schuldig blinked at his boss.
"Aho…" the American murmured.
"Where's Farfie?"
The precog didn't have to answer because a moment later, the Irishman's insane laugh brought them to the German's bedroom.
Farfello was sitting on the floor, laughing as he looked at the poor whimpering Siberian.
"What the fuck are you doing?!"
"God is screaming in pain because the little kitty's crying!" he said cheerfully, poking Ken on the ribs with the hilt of his knife.
"Leave the kitty alone." The telepath ordered him.
The insane Irishman pouted but didn't complain.
Schuldig approached the bed and put the sheet away, revealing the younger assassin, who hadn't stopped trembling and was still panting. His mouth opened and closed with each whimper and tears rolled down his face. "See? I did a great job."
"You didn't have your glasses on when you did it." It wasn't a question.
"Why do you say it? I did a great job."
"Put your glasses on."
The German shrugged but reached out to take a pair of glasses from the top of his table. He put them on and took a closer look at the brunette. "Oi…" he murmured when he saw that he hadn't done the great job he thought he had.
Indeed, he had done it rather wrong. But nobody is perfect, so that would have to do.
"You didn't even bandage him."
Schuldig rolled his eyes. "How was I supposed to kn-"
"I don't care. Just bandage your kitten up, give him a couple painkillers and shut up for the rest of the night. I want to sleep." Was all Brad said before he dragged Farfello out of Schuldig's bedroom.
The redhead left his bedroom and went to the bathroom to get the bandages and painkillers. He also headed for the kitchen to get a glass and a bottle of water.
When he entered his bedroom, he sat on the bed beside Ken and started to carefully roll the gauze around all the wounds.
Once arms, legs and chest were correctly bandaged (he put his glasses on to do it), he carefully turned Ken around to cover a long gash on his back. He finished with the bandages and turned him again so he lied onto his back.
Schuldig rose to his feet and laughed at the sight of the cute mummy lying on his bed (he had bandaged Ken's entire body from neck to toe, only his head and the zones that the brunette's boxers covered were free of bandages.
He sat down again and poured some water into the glass after he took two pills from a little bottle and slid a hand under Ken's head to tilt it up. He had no problems to make the younger assassin swallow them.
Once Ken was lying down again, the redhead left his glasses on the table, stripped off his clothes and crawled into the bed. He was too tired to shower at the moment.
He was content thought. No matter what Brad said, he knew he was the greatest and of course sexiest nurse ever.
Now he only wanted to rest, and with the effect of the aspirin that helped him get rid of his headache he was asleep even before the sedatives silenced Ken.
What he didn't know? That Ken's fever was in part product of the cold he had, and that colds could be VERY easily transmitted.
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Aya parked his car on the hotel's parking. It was getting rather late in the night, but there were a few available places to leave his vehicle.
He sighed deeply and put the keys into his leather pant's pocket.
Okay, so he had gone this far, but what to do now? Should he go inside the hotel or go back to the Koneko?
The sword-wielding assassin didn't move for countless minutes, he was so scared he couldn't even think straight.
To say the truth, he wasn't going to go to his 'date' with Oracle, but at the end his mind had found a 'reason' to convince himself that he had to go; he would try to get some information about Ken's status.
That's what he told himself, but deep inside he knew that he didn't give a fuck about Ken's condition, or Omi's crush, or what little grasp on reality Youji had after Siberian disappeared.
All what mattered to him was waiting inside one of the most expensive suites of the hotel. All what mattered to him was what he feared the most.
When did you become such a chicken Ran? He questioned himself as he threw open the car's door and got out. It only took him a moment to close and lock the car, then he was ready to go.
No, not ready. He rearranged his slightly crumpled red shirt and cursed his pants that stuck to his skin so he had to tug at them a little. They weren't as tight as the ones Youji would use, but they fit him nicely. [2]
There was no turning back when he crossed the big crystal doors of the hotel. Aya took a last look at the note Brad gave him at the last mission.
He entered the elevator and waited as patiently as he could, that to tell you the truth wasn't much, until the young man in charge of the elevator stopped at the floor where their suite was.
Once there it took him only a couple minutes to find the suite. He stopped in front of the door and stayed there for countless minutes. He didn't dare enter.
Aya could leave. Crawford didn't know he was there, so he would think he hadn't gone, or maybe he had seen it with those weird powers of him.
Yeah, he'd better go now that he had the chance.
The redhead had spent the whole week thinking about this. If he should go. If it was a trap (and he was rather convinced of that), or the American really wanted him but after knowing that Schwarz had captured Ken, whatever previous doubts he'd had about Brad's intentions had dissipated.
Aya didn't want to be part of this game, but on the other hand… he could TRY to gain some control and turn the situation into something to be the best for him and Weiss. Yeah, think about Weiss Ran. He told himself mentally. Remember you're doing this for your team, you're doing this to discover what those freaks want to do to your team. Think about Aya-chan… Because he didn't exactly know what Schwarz wanted from him, but he DID know what he wanted from the precog.
He lifted his hand to knock at the door, but stopped midair. Something tugged at his stomach and his legs suddenly felt very weak. No, I can't do this…
But fate was against him again, and before Aya could clear his mind the door opened and Brad Crawford himself stood in front of him.
"…" Aya opened his mouth to say something, but he was speechless.
"I was waiting for you."
The redhead blinked.
"I saw you walking away." He explained and reached out to take hold of the younger man's arm.
Aya let the American guide him into the suite. He vaguely glanced around. The decoration was classy and surprisingly not too recharged, as was usual in the luxurious suites (at least the ones he had seen on tv, because Kritiker had never paid for expensive rooms when Weiss had to spend a night outside).
"You like it?"
The younger man nodded silently. He didn't dare do or say anything. Now ask him about what they did to your teammate and leave. He tried to reassure himself thinking that, but the truth was that he was growing more and more nervous with each second that passed.
Crawford let go of his arm and turned to look at him. "You look good." He said with a smirk.
Calm down Fujimiya, he thought, and you heart stop beating so fast, I can't hear my thoughts if you keep on trying to jump out my of chest! He took a deep breath and ordered himself to calm down. He frowned and looked into deep hazel orbs, trying to read any emotion in them and finding it impossible.
"I didn't come here to play your games." He was startled by the lack of roughness in his voice as he talked to his enemy.
"You're blushing." The American remarked. "Are you sure you didn't come here for that?"
A determined look took Aya's features. "Siberian. I'm here for him. What did you do to him?"
Brad started to laugh. "Yes, of course you came here for him. You wouldn't do that for him, not even for little Bombay. But, since you asked, I'll let you know that his injures are healing well and we'll give him back to you one of these days." He took a step closer to the redhead and reached up to caress a pale cheek. "Anyway, we both know why you came here Ran." He whispered and leaned closer to the shorter man, stopping when their breathing mingled. "Don't we?"
Aya examined the position they were in. He wanted it as much as he feared it, but didn't hesitate when he stop on his tiptoes to kiss the Schwarz assassin.
He wound his arms around the darkhaired man's broad shoulders and let his eyes shut, letting both his body and mind sink into the feeling of Brad's lips against his, loving it and hating it.
Loving Brad and hating himself.
"Mine." Crawford muttered against his lips before he parted them to deepen the kiss. His hands roamed down Aya's body and slid into the shirt to caress the younger assassin's back.
The redhead clung to him desperately, knowing that he shouldn't be doing this but not caring, not after all what had happened so far, not after he could have what he wanted, not now that he could savour the taste of the one he loved. Not when the feeling of Brad's tongue sliding against his made his whole body go weak.
The precog broke this kiss and let go of Aya. "This is what you came here for." He said hoarsely.
Ran nodded, still trying to regain his breath.
"Then let's get done with it."
"N-nani?"
"Follow me."
Aya blinked stupidly but didn't hesitate to follow Crawford into the bedroom.
+ + + FF.net readers!! I'm sorry but the following scene, due to its lemony content, ha to be left out of here. If you wanna read the whole chappie, go to mediaminer.org or adultfanfiction.net. Sorry, but there's no way I'm going to risk my ff.net account again! + + +
Aya's body just fell limp onto the mattress, and without even realizing it, all the shame and all the pain he was containing came out as he cried with his face buried on a white pillow.
Tsu zu ku…
[1] I swear, babies are scary creatures. If one of them has ever grabbed at your finger or hair you'll probably know what I talk about.
[2] You've probably seen the pic with Ran holding a cigarette. He's wearing what I think are leather pants and a red shirt with a few buttons undone (my computer's screen is a fucking shit that shows the colors like you have a pair of pink/purple sunglasses on, so I can't be sure of the colors). No matter how I hate the guy, I have to admit he looks good.
Etoo… I think this is the first lemon I've ever uploaded, and well, it took me the longest time to finish typing and correcting it (I had written it in a notebook), and the result is this shit. Gomen ne. *sighs*
Today I'm keeping my notes short, so let's go talk about what will happen in the next chapter!
Next time… Aya will deal with what happened at the hotel, Crawford will continue with his "let's break Weiss" plan, and some more Omi angst!
Please, leave me reviews with your opinions and all. I need them, especially for this chapter that was so hard to write! You know that any comments will always be welcome!! ^__^
Hasta luego!