Emily says: Well, as my forth Harry Potter fan fiction, I hope you like. ..and for those immature people on this site, please, if you have a problem with my story, I rather not here about it. I will only except the reviews trying to give me tips on how to improve my story.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, except for Josalynn. I only own her and this plot.


'I hate you.'

Written and posted Thursday, October 19, 2004


Monday, April 6, 1977.

Josalynn hadn't talked to Remus for three days, and wasn't planning on any conversing soon. She was still angry for him sharing her secrets and wondered if she could trust him with any more. As usual, she would leave the room if he came in, but something was bothering her dearly.

She missed him.

Josalynn missed their talks in the common room when everyone went to bed, she missed the way he touched her face as they kissed, she even missed they way he was a gentleman to her. She wasn't used to that until the day she met Remus Lupin.

She made her way down the hall when Dumbledore stepped in her way. "Josalynn.." He said sternly.

"Yes, Professor?"

"You shouldn't be so hard on Mr. Lupin.. He really was in it for your safety.." He smiled and patted her on the shoulder before gliding down the hall.

"Yes, Professor." She muttered and stalked down the hall.

But it was true after all. She knew he was just trying to protect her, but she needed to stay at Hogwarts and she could also take care of herself. She didn't need some big bad Dumbledore protecting her back.

Plus, now, Josalynn and Remus were forbidden from visiting the village anymore, which really didn't phase her, but she felt bad for Remus, even though she was angry with him. She felt bad because she knew how he loved to spend time with James, Sirius and Peter on those days of the year.

Ok, Yes. I, Josalynn Lune still deeply liked Remus Lupin.. It was a curse really.. He was insatiable in everyway and she could not seem him any other way.

So, What other choice did she have left?

She had to apologize.

Meh. Even the word brought a twist to her stomach. But she had to, like it or not, she had to. They both had done wrong but at least he had good interest at heart.

He was right. She was selfish. She was only thinking about staying at Hogwarts, but caring if Death-eaters would be able to get into the castle and kill anyone who was in front of herself. And Remus would be wanted too.

She couldn't bare the thought of living without him here when something came to her.

"No.." She muttered and slapped herself in the head as she continued toward the Pitch where the Marauders were said to be.

"A' hem.." Josalynn announced as she entered the stadium and looked about. Of course, no one heard her for most of them were flying around or sitting in the bleachers. James was playing with the bloody snitch again, while Sirius was practicing with his bludgers. The one person she was here for was in the bleachers.

"Remus." She whispered to herself and raced toward the stairs that lead to the seats.

Josalynn walked between the seats and took a seat next to him like nothing had happened. "Can I talk to you?"

"Sure.." Peter squeaked.

"Go away, Worm." Josalynn cocked an eyebrow and Peter reluctantly left, to sit a few seats a head.

"Hey." Josalynn smiled weakly.

"Hi." He replied, still his eyes on James and Sirius.

"I'm…" She hesitated for a moment. "sorry.." She muttered the last part and looked for an expression, but there was none. Remus looked to her with a smile.

"You said sorry.." He teased her.

"Shut up.." She muttered and kicked his shin lightly. "You really did have my best interest at heart, eh?"

He nodded and Josalynn leaned in to kiss his lightly on the lips, but something seemed to push her in and she ended up kissing him with full passion, not only lust yet love. They deepened the kiss until he could be deepened no farther while they were in front of people and finally they hard broken a part.

"Forgive me?" Josalynn asked him with puppy eyes.

"Those eyes work all to well for you, Lynn."

"These eyes never let me down.." She took his hand and lead him out of the stands.


Soon enough Josalynn was up against the wall snogging her boyfriend. Her hands were traveling up his shirt while Remus had her curls in his hands. As his kisses traveled down her neck, she moaned slightly and stood back, looking to his eyes.

"I hate you…" She muttered to him with a grin and kissed him once more.

"I hate you too.." He got to say through their lips and they stopped as they reached the common room.

"Ellimorfuglagus." Remus told the Fat Lady and soon enough they were rushing up to the dorms.


Their entangled bodies lay still on his bed with the curtains messily around them, but at least proper enough to hide the girl inside.

"I love you, Moony.."

"I love you, too.. Moonlet."


Short, meh… It's not easy writing 3 fan fictions.. Sorry it took so long.

Did this happen to fast? I think it did, but I'm so eager to end this story and start the sequel.

A HUGE THANKS to all my reviewers.. I would reply but I've got to do my morning run in 5 minutes,'

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