Okay, so Fanfic.net went down again, and I lost my hard copy of Awoken, so I'm writing this, hoping that it is where I left off, I hope I'm guessing right.
Awoken
By: Voices in my head.
Disclaimer : Sailor Moon don't belong to me in any way fashion or form.
3
I opened my eyes, as the seconds ticked by, and nothing happened. I saw Catsy standing still holding a ball of purple fire in her hands as she stared at something behind me. My heart skipped a beat in a dim hope that the person behind me was him, my Endymion, my only love.
I turned my eyes finding Tuxedo Mask before, my back was completely to Catsy.
A red rose between forefinger and thumb, cape billowing, hat cocked to the side, as roughish as always, Tuxedo Mask stood atop a stone wall, his eyes locked upon Catsy, daring her to release her energy.
Hope soared in me, only to be crushed by the fact that the elegant man who was poised, ready to save me if he had to, he was no longer mine, he had given me up, tossed me aside with no explanation.
I remained where I was staring at him, my back to Catsy not caring that she could attack me at any moment.
* Please don't let this be a dream.* My soul silently screamed to my mind.
" Touch her and regret it." Tuxedo Mask warned, his voice rolling in a deep sensual way, that carried an innuendo with it.
" Darien..." I whispered taking a step towards him, my movement causing Catsy to realize that I was still near her. She attacked her fire licking at my backside, consuming me totally.
" Later." She called before she disappeared in a whirl of purple.
Tuxedo Mask rushed to me, his cape smothering the fire that consumed me as he wrapped it around me.
His fingers as they brushed my bare arms, awakened a longing in me, a longing that I had been trying to wish away. I still loved him, still needed him, wanted him. I realized as he held me, stopping me from being destroyed, I realized that I could never be complete unless he, Endy, held me in his arms and offered me his strength and protection. And mostly his love.
" Are you okay?" Tuxedo Mask asked me, drawing me from my thoughts and back to reality. A reality where I was broken into a thousand pieces, and burned crispy style at the moment.
" No." I replied the truthfulness of my statement shocking, Tuxedo Mask for a moment. I reached up, my fingers going for his mask.
He let me remove the white silk mask that hid his face from the world, but could never have hid him from me.
" Don't.." He protested weakly, telling me that he needed me as much as I needed him.
" Why?" I asked, not meaning the mask, instead referring to his dumping of me. He knew to what I referred.
I moaned in pain as he spun from me, leaving me cold, alone, hurt, betrayed, exposed, and utterly miserable as he stood a few feet from me, taunting me with his proximity, yet his distance from me.
End..
4
" Serena, we just weren't meant to be together." He offered me weakly, his words hitting me harder than any fist could. I drew my arm to my chest as if he had struck my heart, and in a way he had. The wounds to that muscle were still fresh and painfully bleeding.
His soft words were salt upon an already blistering wound.
" No, that can't be true...it just can't be true." I whispered begging with every fiber of myself for him to tell me that it wasn't the truth of us.
" Serena don't do this..."
" No, damn you! Don't you dare stand there and lie to me." I shouted, my pain becoming the fuel to my anger. I took the step that would close the distance between us. He took a step back, I crumbled to my knees wounded by his physical reaction to me.
That single step had said a thousand things at once and not a one of those things had been good.
I noticed him almost bend to make sure I was okay, but he caught himself and held his body aloft, away from me, both physically and emotionally. His eyes regarding me with a cold air, an indifferent look.
" Then why save me? Why save me to kill me with your words?" I asked barely able to climb to my feet, but I did manage to stand. My eyes begging as my voice pleaded with him.
He remained silent as he turned his back to me trying to walk away in an attempt to end the conversation. With the last of my strength I ran at him, tackling him to the ground.
" I love you always." Was all I managed to say before blackness and pain claimed me, causing me to collapse upon his chest.
I awoke much to my dismay, my body screamed a thousand protests to me moving myself about at all.
I realized that I was in Darien's apartment, dressed in only a white dress shirt, his shirt to be exact. I brought the sleeves up to my nose and inhaled deeply the scent on the shirt.
Roses and cinnamon, his smell, Endy's smell.
I closed my eyes and imagined his smiling face his, sapphire eyes looking at me as he smiled and told me he loved me.
I felt the tear of sorrow that slid down my face, and so opened my eyes wiping the moisture upon the sleeve, mentally noting that I had just covered his smell with my salty pain.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed, slipping my feet into the pink slippers found upon the floor, waiting for me.
* Always knows what I'm gonna need, before I even know.* The voice in my head said, causing me to smile.
I left the bedroom my feet dragging due to pain and sleepiness.
The apartment was silent and dark telling me that Darien had stepped out. I entered the living-room, pink hair catching my eye.
Rini lay asleep upon the couch. I moved towards her, knowing that she had come for Darien and in not finding him had decided to go to sleep until he returned home.
I sat down upon the couch next to her, she snuggled up to me, so angelic in her sleep.
" It seems we both love the same man, little one." I mumbled as I gently stroked a stray strand of hair off her forehead. " Well at least he still loves you." I added as I closed my eyes and allowed myself to go back to sleep, sorrow clinging to me tighter than Rini clutched at my leg.
End...
Once again sorry, I'm tapped this was the first thing I could write in five days. Let me know what you think. I might write more later, depending on a few things.
Awoken
By: Voices in my head.
Disclaimer : Sailor Moon don't belong to me in any way fashion or form.
3
I opened my eyes, as the seconds ticked by, and nothing happened. I saw Catsy standing still holding a ball of purple fire in her hands as she stared at something behind me. My heart skipped a beat in a dim hope that the person behind me was him, my Endymion, my only love.
I turned my eyes finding Tuxedo Mask before, my back was completely to Catsy.
A red rose between forefinger and thumb, cape billowing, hat cocked to the side, as roughish as always, Tuxedo Mask stood atop a stone wall, his eyes locked upon Catsy, daring her to release her energy.
Hope soared in me, only to be crushed by the fact that the elegant man who was poised, ready to save me if he had to, he was no longer mine, he had given me up, tossed me aside with no explanation.
I remained where I was staring at him, my back to Catsy not caring that she could attack me at any moment.
* Please don't let this be a dream.* My soul silently screamed to my mind.
" Touch her and regret it." Tuxedo Mask warned, his voice rolling in a deep sensual way, that carried an innuendo with it.
" Darien..." I whispered taking a step towards him, my movement causing Catsy to realize that I was still near her. She attacked her fire licking at my backside, consuming me totally.
" Later." She called before she disappeared in a whirl of purple.
Tuxedo Mask rushed to me, his cape smothering the fire that consumed me as he wrapped it around me.
His fingers as they brushed my bare arms, awakened a longing in me, a longing that I had been trying to wish away. I still loved him, still needed him, wanted him. I realized as he held me, stopping me from being destroyed, I realized that I could never be complete unless he, Endy, held me in his arms and offered me his strength and protection. And mostly his love.
" Are you okay?" Tuxedo Mask asked me, drawing me from my thoughts and back to reality. A reality where I was broken into a thousand pieces, and burned crispy style at the moment.
" No." I replied the truthfulness of my statement shocking, Tuxedo Mask for a moment. I reached up, my fingers going for his mask.
He let me remove the white silk mask that hid his face from the world, but could never have hid him from me.
" Don't.." He protested weakly, telling me that he needed me as much as I needed him.
" Why?" I asked, not meaning the mask, instead referring to his dumping of me. He knew to what I referred.
I moaned in pain as he spun from me, leaving me cold, alone, hurt, betrayed, exposed, and utterly miserable as he stood a few feet from me, taunting me with his proximity, yet his distance from me.
End..
4
" Serena, we just weren't meant to be together." He offered me weakly, his words hitting me harder than any fist could. I drew my arm to my chest as if he had struck my heart, and in a way he had. The wounds to that muscle were still fresh and painfully bleeding.
His soft words were salt upon an already blistering wound.
" No, that can't be true...it just can't be true." I whispered begging with every fiber of myself for him to tell me that it wasn't the truth of us.
" Serena don't do this..."
" No, damn you! Don't you dare stand there and lie to me." I shouted, my pain becoming the fuel to my anger. I took the step that would close the distance between us. He took a step back, I crumbled to my knees wounded by his physical reaction to me.
That single step had said a thousand things at once and not a one of those things had been good.
I noticed him almost bend to make sure I was okay, but he caught himself and held his body aloft, away from me, both physically and emotionally. His eyes regarding me with a cold air, an indifferent look.
" Then why save me? Why save me to kill me with your words?" I asked barely able to climb to my feet, but I did manage to stand. My eyes begging as my voice pleaded with him.
He remained silent as he turned his back to me trying to walk away in an attempt to end the conversation. With the last of my strength I ran at him, tackling him to the ground.
" I love you always." Was all I managed to say before blackness and pain claimed me, causing me to collapse upon his chest.
I awoke much to my dismay, my body screamed a thousand protests to me moving myself about at all.
I realized that I was in Darien's apartment, dressed in only a white dress shirt, his shirt to be exact. I brought the sleeves up to my nose and inhaled deeply the scent on the shirt.
Roses and cinnamon, his smell, Endy's smell.
I closed my eyes and imagined his smiling face his, sapphire eyes looking at me as he smiled and told me he loved me.
I felt the tear of sorrow that slid down my face, and so opened my eyes wiping the moisture upon the sleeve, mentally noting that I had just covered his smell with my salty pain.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed, slipping my feet into the pink slippers found upon the floor, waiting for me.
* Always knows what I'm gonna need, before I even know.* The voice in my head said, causing me to smile.
I left the bedroom my feet dragging due to pain and sleepiness.
The apartment was silent and dark telling me that Darien had stepped out. I entered the living-room, pink hair catching my eye.
Rini lay asleep upon the couch. I moved towards her, knowing that she had come for Darien and in not finding him had decided to go to sleep until he returned home.
I sat down upon the couch next to her, she snuggled up to me, so angelic in her sleep.
" It seems we both love the same man, little one." I mumbled as I gently stroked a stray strand of hair off her forehead. " Well at least he still loves you." I added as I closed my eyes and allowed myself to go back to sleep, sorrow clinging to me tighter than Rini clutched at my leg.
End...
Once again sorry, I'm tapped this was the first thing I could write in five days. Let me know what you think. I might write more later, depending on a few things.