Hey everybody!!!

THANX for the reviews! They convinced me to write a sequel... together with a very convincing friend who kept on saying that I couldn't stop it there...

So, first thing I have to tell you:

This sequel is half a year after "Whispers of a hidden love"

Secondly:

I still own nothing except the story...

Thirdly:

ENJOY!!! I ask no more, but if you feel like it, you can always leave a review to tell me what you think of it...

Sequel of whispers of a hidden love

By: Kana

Chapter 1

I feel your fingers, cold on my shoulder.

Your chilling touch, as it runs down my spine.

Waking out of the darkness... Slowly...

Suddenly I smell it.

A distant smell of red roses fills my senses.

I sit up. Hoping...

But once I'm fully awake, I realise...

It had just been a dream. Still lingering in my mind. Because no roses are anywhere near...

I sigh.

Every night I would dream of it again.

There would always stay a lingering presence that just wouldn't go away. A bare whisper of a touch that once had been there... Leaving behind a yearning. A yearning like I've never known before. And it wouldn't go away. No matter how hard I tried.

Lost in the darkness,

Silence surrounds you.

Once there was morning,

Now, endless night.

Walking. Alone. I've always been alone.

All I ever needed was someone there, to help me see a world I could not see before.

A love, to open every door, to set me free, to make me feel...

Just someone there. To turn to...

I'm lost in my thoughts. The Abbey is still well presented. I shiver... Everything is coming back again. The punishment, the humiliation, the trainings, Boris...

I'm so weary of the fight!

There is so little left inside me!

I thought I banished it from my memory. Guess it didn't work...

That place really was Hell...

You had to hide every piece of your true self...

Never showing who you really were…

Almost forgetting… Forgetting what was hidden beneath there… Beneath the stoic mask.

There's a face that we wear in the cold light of day.

There's a face that we hide till the night time appears.

And what's hiding inside, behind all of our fears,

Is our true self, locked inside a façade!

And, I'm certain, life is terribly hard

When your life's a façade!

I stop my musings as I see two very well know people.

What are they doing here? Together?

I walk closer without making a sound.

They do not see me. I'm walking behind them.

Suddenly they stop. Turning to look at each other. I hold my breath. Hoping they won't see me.

My eyes go wide as I see their lips touching. Softly, carefully...

It was a beautiful sight if I didn't feel so... I don't know...

They break contact and walk further, out of the park. They didn't see me.

I sit down on a bench. My face resting in my hands...

He just saw Rei kiss Kai. Kai kiss Rei. He couldn't help the feelings that had overwhelmed him in those moments...

Was he jealous? Hell, was he jealous? He didn't have any feelings for Kai, right? No. That couldn't be the point.

That wasn't what really mattered.

What mattered was that he saw the happy glow around them, the faint blush on their cheeks, the vague smile on their lips.

Rei could make Kai smile.

How beautiful was that!

And then he longed...

Longed for someone to make him smile. Make him sigh in happiness...

Someone who would hold him near, and softly kiss the crown of his head.

He wanted to know that feeling…

Love… Love… Love…

Even though he knew that that feeling wasn't meant for him…

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Kana: So, this was chapie one... Hope you all like it...

Lhune: wonderful!

Kana: thanx... (blushes a bit, but has a very big smile on her face...)

So, I keep you in the dark for the secret admirer... : )

Well, see you all next chapter!!

Ja mata!