Emily says: Well, as my forth Harry Potter fan fiction, I hope you like. ..and for those immature people on this site, please, if you have a problem with my story, I rather not here about it. I will only except the reviews trying to give me tips on how to improve my story.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, except for Josalynn. I only own her and this plot.

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'Quidditch'

Written and posted Thursday, November 3, 2004

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Tuesday, April 7, 1977.

Josalynn and Remus were making their way toward the castle when she had grabbed him by the arm and pulled him aside.

"Remus" She started and looked to him. "Can we talk?" She hated to sound serious.

"Umm.. Sure.." He said a little uneasy, she knew what he was thinking.

She took him under the stands. "Remus.." She began.

"Is something wrong?" He asked.

"No.."

"Are you angry or something? Is it the moon thing?" He asked her.

"No." She replied again.

"Because if it is-" He was going to say but she cut him off.

"I want a break from us." Josalynn said abruptly.

He was quiet for a moment and nodded. "Fine." She knew there was disappointment in his tone and he glared at her for the second time since she has known him. "So.. what? Was I just a fling?"

"No, Remus.. Listen.." Joslaynn tried. "It's the werewolf-"

"I guess you just like sleeping with guys, then you get rid of them?" He questioned.

"You don't understand!" Josalynn shouted.

He stopped her. "Some of us were waiting for the right one.. I made a mistake." He was starting the walk away but I grabbed his shirt and stopped him.

"I don't want a relationship if it's just lust." She told him. "It's Moonlet.. Or whatever I'm supposed to call her. She wants the werewolf in you.. And.. Umm.. I think it's her that is wanting you.. No me."

He didn't respond to her after that, but when she let go of his shirt, he walked off.

"But I still want to be your friend.." Josalynn muttered as she kicked a stone, placing her hands into her pockets.

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Josalynn's POV

I came into the common room, feeling shitty really. I'm sure he was too. But if I could just get through to him.

"Remus. Don't you dare move." I growled as I saw him getting up to go to the boys dorms, but I was to late. Thankfully, James and Sirius were out partying and Lily was in our dorms.. I think.

I ran after him, going up the stairs. I huffed as I reached the boy's dorm. Damn those stairs and their..longness.

"Remus?" I questioned angrily. I just realized what Remus had meant out there. He regretted me.

Some of us were waiting for the right one.. I made a mistake.

I'm guessing he was a virgin or something, and thought I was the right one to have, but.. He didn't think so anymore.

That hurt me a lot, and not only that, he pissed me off. And I'm not the person to piss off.

I seen his bed, with the curtains around it. He was doing something or there was some kind of shuffling inside. "You listen to me." I tried to keep from screaming at him.

"You may regret me damnit, but I still want a chance with you… I just..need time to find out who is who. Me and her." I stopped and sat on someone else's bed that was next to his.

"You've had a long time to figure that out, me, I haven't even had a year.. It's tough.." I placed my head in my hands. "I don't know if it's her that wants you, or me. If I had known you before this happened, it would be so much easier, but I didn't. And I don't know." I sighed.

"So just give me time, and if it's not her, and it's me that is in love with you that's fine, but until then I need your friendship. Oh, come on, Remus.. I hate being serious."

"I could get used to this apology stuff.." I heard a voice behind me and I turned around to see Remus at the door.

"Is that a werewolf thing.. When your someplace and suddenly in another? Because if it is.. I need to know how to do that.."

"Why are you talking to Peter's bed?" He asked me, raising an eyebrow.

I looked to the bed in front of me, thinking about last night and my eyes widened. "HOLY SHIT! US!? ON PETER'S BED!?" I screamed, lunging at him.

"Ow! Josalynn! No!" He told me, backing up. "You were sitting on my bed.. You had them confused!" He told me, as I was getting up.

I 'ptff'ed and grabbed him by the hand, sitting his down on /his/ bed.

"I'm sorry." I started. "I don't know why your even talking to me." I was going to go on but he started.

"I'm talking to you being I heard you talking to /Peter's bed/. I'm hoping that was for me?" He asked, eyebrows raised.

"It was.." I muttered.

"I understand.. Slightly, Lynn. But.. You can't just say you love me and break up with me the next day.." I heard the anger coming back.

"Don't fight.. I'm not sure if its… her.." I told him, touching his hand. "Give me a month.. 2 weeks.. Something, just time to know that I'm still in control of my emotions.. Remus.. Come on.. I'm bearing my soul.. Something I've never done.. Except to my dog!"

"Fine, fine.." He still wasn't ok with me.. Kind of awkward.

"I'm sorry.." I know I shouldn't of.. But I hugged him tightly and walked out of the dorms. For the first time, I didn't really enjoy breaking someone's heart.

I walked down to the common room, sitting on the couch and sighed. I wouldn't cry over a boy, I wouldn't. This was my choice. My head fell on the arm of the sofa and I sighed deeply, closing my eyes, letting my mind wander.

Was it really her?

Or was it me?

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You all hate me, don't you? REALLY short, I know, but at least I'm updating, right?

I was making the end near, but for you sake, I'll make it more farther off, ok?

Thanks reviewers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Anyway, My computer has a virus or spy ware.. Something. My internet is getting odd and it's easy for me to write now, but my internet sometimes won't let me update, so have patience.

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