Emily says: Well, as my forth Harry Potter fan fiction, I hope you like. ..and for those immature people on this site, please, if you have a problem with my story, I rather not here about it. I will only except the reviews trying to give me tips on how to improve my story.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, except for Josalynn. I only own her and this plot.

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'Quidditch'

Written and posted Thursday, November 3, 2004

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Sunday, April 20, 1977.

Since me and Remus have decided to 'take a break', things have been really awkward. Apparently, Sirius and James were sort of angry with me.

Or maybe glaring at me through breakfast, lunch and dinner is a new sign of love. At least I haven't had any 'wall' experiences lately.

They have lightened up to be this past week though, maybe Remus talked to them. To be honest, I don't even think they knew what we were up to the last month or so.

To make matters worse, the full moon was coming and I looked like a ghost. Not the mention snappy at every little thing. Did I mention that Lily is getting skeptical towards my monthly things?

No, I still have not told her. Amber found out, and look what happened. Do you think I would try that on Lily?

Think again. No.

For the past week it seems that I've been keeping to myself, or at least that's what the others think. I haven't really been sneaking into the Gryffindor common room lately or sitting with anyone at that table, maybe a few times with Lily or James though.

So, since the 7th, I've been really frustrated with the Remus thing. I really couldn't tell if it was her or me, and I've really been acting 'wolfish' lately, like I have this untamed rage inside, where I want to rip someone brains out.

Which I most likely will if I don't get a calming potion soon.

I sat up from the couch and sighed. I was in my own common room and I felt a presence come into the room. Looking up; I spotted a few girls, giggling coming down from the steps, with furry pomp pomp things in their hair.

Disgusting, really.

I got up from the couch and watched the girls leave, following them out of the common room and making my way toward the Gryffindor common room. If they were leaving past curfew, I could too.

But maybe I shouldn't go…

Would they be excited to see me?

Or would they not consider me a 'groupie' anymore?

I shook my head and corrected myself that I shouldn't care what others think of me, as long as I kick their ass if they talk about me.

I lived by all the wrong morals, but it was fun.

As I was walking passed the school bulletin board when I spotted the calendar and looked to see what the date was.

The 20th. Joyous. I grunted slightly and flipped the month to May.

Holy Shit. I saw upon the calendar a few pictures, a lot with birthday cakes on them and a flower badge, standing for Mother's day or something, but the thing that caught my eye where the pictures of the moons.

Yes, the /moons./

This just makes my day, you know?

Since I've got April's full moon on the 29th, I've also got a full moon on May 4th, and then another one on the 23rd.

Damn that blue moon. Damn it to hell.

On the bright side, which I hate the mention, this won't happen for another few years. But it still sucks, badly.

I stomped to the Gryffindor common room, covering up my badge and glaring at the portrait. I was no longer in my content mood.

"Albino toads." I told the portrait with frustration in my voice.

It didn't move.

"You've GOT to be KIDDING me!" I shouted and kicked the painting a few times.

"Ten points from Gryffindor." The Fat Lady said. Obviously she thought I was from Gryffindor.

"You can't take points away from students, you mere piece of trash." I retorted to the object.

"You are destroying property. A rule violation." She told me, with a smirk.

"You have no authority over me what so ever, you stupid fat ass." I shouted at her, but when she replied, I didn't say a word. Only sat down on the stair case and waited for someone to go inside or come out.

I sat their for a few minutes, continuously looking to my watch that was strapped to my wrist. It was around 10 pm.

Soon after I found my eyes closing slowly until I was awoken by the portrait door opening and closing, hearing the voices of James and Peter.

"What if we get caught?" Peter squeaked and my eyes quickly shot open. But there was nothing there.

I looked around, rubbed my eyes and there was still nothing there so I stood up as the voice was trailing away.

"Snivellus won't know what's hit him." I heard Sirius' voice snigger.

I raised an eyebrow and followed behind slowly, What in the hell was going on?

I came, following the voices (or foot steps) down a few flights of stairs until we came upon the Great Hall.

"Where does he usual sit?" I heard James ask someone.

"At the end of the table, always alone." I also heard Sirius laugh.

I waited at the door while the voices traveled to the Slytherin table. "Got the potion, Remus?" James asked…wherever he was.

I still don't get what the hell was happening….

Suddenly, as if they were standing there the entire time, (which they probably were), they appeared. I don't know how to explain it, it was like they took a blanket off themselves, but just suddenly….appearing.

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Ok, So.. When did Snape find out about Remus? OO 7th or 6th? Tell me.. I demand you to.

I was going to write more.. But.. I just couldn't possibly go on. Short.. I don't care anymore. .. Shoo fly, DON'T bother me. 00

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