Emily says: Well, as my forth Harry Potter fan fiction, I hope you like. ..and for those immature people on this site, please, if you have a problem with my story, I rather not here about it. I will only except the reviews trying to give me tips on how to improve my story.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters, except for Josalynn. I only own her and this plot.
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'The end'
Written and posted Thursday, November 3, 2004
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Tuesday, April 29, 1977.
I pushed myself through the bushes, still in this god forsaken form and my ears were perked, listening for Moony.
I got nothing, and a large sigh emitted my snout.
Searching further and further I noticed that the soon would soon be rising and I had to find Moony now.
I did not see it over the horizon, no, but I felt my true self coming back.
Let's just say a human, in the forbidden forest, without her wand wasn't going to go to well with the predators around here.
As I turned the corner, coming into a small clearing I recognized a large body moving through the foliage.
I lifted my head to the sky and took in a deep breathe, letting it out quickly, causing a long howl to erupt from my wolfish lips.
Moony's ears perked up and he looked to me. He started coming towards me, slowly but at least he was coming.
He looked at me for a moment but I seen some sort of change in his eyes.
The sun was coming.
Suddenly, my knees gave out and my head turned toward the east where I seen a orange glow coming up from the horizon.
I didn't start to change back automatically, but as the sun continued on it's way through the sky, and my change started.
I felt my ribs, once again, relining themselves to the figure I usually have, while my legs shrinking and growing more human like than before.
I screamed in pain as my snout caved in and turned into my mouth and my tail disappeared into nothing.
My eyes darted toward Remus who I saw suffering the same as me and he made out a rough groan as his ears shrunk until they were his own.
One last muffled shout came from Remus until I looked up and saw he was human.
"Oh goddess.." I muttered, looking toward his face and not his body. "How was your night?" I asked him sarcastically.
I looked at him and a worried expression came upon his face. "What did I do?" He questioned.
"Come on, Remus.. Let's somehow get inside unseen.." I told him but he didn't move.
"What did I do, Josalynn?" He asked me seriously.
"You got out.." I muttered, looking toward the ground to ignore his reaction, plus, I was rather intimidated when I looked into his eyes after a change. I believe it's an aftereffect to the lycan disease thing.
"..And?" He questioned me.
"Well… They me put it this way.. Snape wanted to see you or something.. I blame it on Sirius, and you couldn't control yourself.. So you tried to get him.. And.." I stopped as I saw him groan and put his hand to his forehead.
"Did he get bitten.. Or worse?" He asked me, and I took his hand from his forehead, placed it in my own and shook my head.
"No." I told him reassuringly.
"And Snape?" He asked me, looking up.
"Fine.. Angry, but fine." I replied.
It didn't help that we were without clothes, next to each other, but it really didn't matter at the moment.
"He's going to tell the entire school.. I know it." He sighed. "Does he know you're one?" He added.
"I don't know, Remus. But I don't care.." I took in a deep breathe, scooting closer to him and wrapping my arms around his neck, taking him into a hug.
"I'm going to be expelled." His voice said into my ear.
"No, you won't, Remus. No, you won't."
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Eventually Sirius had come and found us wandering though the forest, trying to get back and got us our clothes.
Since we all had a few cuts and bruises, James thought it would be best to go to the hospital wing.
I agreed, or rather just nodded and walked a long. Thinking to myself as I went I noticed something about myself.
I loved him.
Not Moonlet, but me. I was in control and decided to keep him from a big mistake. I truly loved him.
My bliss inside was hard to control, I tried to stay content, but I couldn't help but feel like just kissing Remus right now.
That would kind of hurt him though, right?
So.. I won't touch him until he at least gets fixed up.
I entered the wing and picked my usual bed out, Remus and Sirius taking a bed next to me, and James not having much to worry about hadn't come to get healed.
I sighed as I laid back. "I must admit, it was fun slapping you though, Rem." I tried to lighten up the mood and he took a hand to his cheek, where a slight scratch was.
"You know, that really stings."
"Sorry." I muttered, now feeling guilty, and I /would/ tell him how he bit me on the hip, but he had enough to worry about, and saying that he hurt someone else wasn't going to help the situation right now.
I couldn't help but see how much I had changed since I've met him.
All the feelings of love and hate, anger, and of course, just plain silliness.
I looked to my left and saw Sirius had his curtain closed, and I then looked back to Remus as his cuts were getting sealed with the nurse's potion.
I sat back as she left and a smile crept on my face as I got up and walked over to his bed, climbing in next to him.
"Hey." I muttered as I used my finger to play with his hair.
"You should be in bed.. I mean.."
"It's fine, Rem." I smiled and placed my free hand on his cheek, bringing my face closer to his and finally our lips were touching. A shock of happiness went through my body and I felt him on my lip, which I quickly replied by letting him in and exploring my mouth.
I giggled as he put an arm around my waist and pulled me closer and we broke part.
"Damn it, Remus.. I love you.." I said, nuzzling his chest.
"I love you too, Josalynn.." His voice said in my ear and I closed my eyes.
"You better." I muttered.
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Arghhh! The next chapter is an epilogue thing. Basically.. This is the end. Bummer, huh?
You all must worship Q.T Starrr for having the chapters in her files! xD So the rest of the chapters for UL wasn't deleted compleltely.
Anyway, PUBE's files are still needing to be rewriten and I will get to that! Promises!
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