If I die tonight, what will it be like?
On which side will I stand at the brink of the night?
Do I choose to end a cowards way of treachery?
Or end in a noble, senseless sacrifice?
If this is the final battle tonight,
which opponent will have to be my last sight?
Will a white light shine me my way
and show me that my choice was right?
If I follow the evil power,
will the force suffice to ease my pains?
Or will the guilt drive me insane?
When I choose the darkness.
If I stay true to the light,
could that decision be cause of my fight?
Is there a use in ending noble,
when gone and forgotten I will be?
If I pray this evening,
will someone hear my whispered words?
Might a god guide me through the battle?
Or will he leave me to suffer alone to atone.
If this night is my last one,
is there anyone to share it with me?
To kiss away tomorrow
and let me forget my sorrow?
If tomorrow never comes,
will there be flowers at my grave?
Will someone feel a hint of pain?
Or grieve for who I could have been?
If it ends before the sunrise,
is there a tear to be shed for me?
Might a grieving soul care for me?
Or will I dissappear?
If I die tonight, what will it be like?
Will I be remembered till the end of time?
And my name be carved in solid stone?
Or are my ashes to be lost in the winds of change?