Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh, it rightfully belongs to some genius with a big imagination. The lyrics to the song 'Nobody wants to be lonely' belongs to whoever fucking wrote it, because Ricky Martan (Who I hate by the way, I just happen to like this song) sure as fuck doesn't write his own music. End of Story.
A/N: Well, hello, hello! You all bug so much! So I decided to get off my lazy, sleep-deprived-from-15th-B-day-sleepover-with-two-friends ass and write this so I'm back with another chapter after that evil, evil cliffie I left you all with last time. Again, this chapter is solely focused on Seto and Demi and the long-awaited love scene! And just a warning: THIS CHAPTER IS A LEMON, THAT MEANS SEX! And this is probably my most graphic lemon yet, so ya.
Ok, there we go. Enjoy the chapter everyone.
Chapter 41
Foundations of Stone
Demi let out a small gasp, pulling her hand back - or at least trying to- before Seto grabbed her wrist with his good hand forcefully, pulling her arm so that their faces were mere inches apart.
"What the hell are you doing?" He demanded harshly as the shell-shocked women could only stare at him, her stomach feeling as if she had swallowed a bucket of ice.
"I- I-." She stuttered, her green eyes wide with fear. There wasn't a lot of people that Demi Martan was afraid of, but Seto Kaiba was one of the select few that she was. Swallowing hard, she dropped her gaze away from the heated blue eyes that seemed to see through her.
"Answer me." He barked, tugging on her arm again, making her face him. In her shock, she dimly noticed the cut on his cheek.
"Seto, what's wrong with you." She asked, her voice shaking ever so slightly in fear as she tried to free herself from the death grip he had on her arm.
"Stop asking stupid questions and answer me!" He twisted her wrist a little, making her wince in pain as she again tried to free herself, only succeeding in making him twist her wrist harder.
"Seto, let go! Your hurting me!" She said, her voice raising in a mixture of fear and anger.
"Answer my question! Why were you touching me?" Again, he was only greeted with silence. He glared at her, silently taking in the fact that she was clad only in her pants and bra. Frustrated that he wasn't getting answers, he roughly shoved her wrist away before getting out of bed and stepping out onto the balcony, his back to her as she rubbed her sore wrist, the only light coming form the bathroom light.
There you are
In a darkened room
And your all alone
Looking out the window
For a few moments, there was no movement inside the room as Demi's heart rate slowly returned to normal. She had been scared of him there, and she hated herself for it, knowing that Seto had sensed her weakness.
Her gaze flickered over to him, and she noticed that he had a cloth wrapped around his hand, much in the same that she had wrapped her arm earlier. Taking a few deep breaths to calm her nerves, she slowly stepped out of bed, walking behind him as she took in the fresh feeling of the cool summer air as it washed over her.
"Alright Seto." She said in a firm voice. "What the hell is wrong with you. All the time I've known you, I could see that your moody, but you don't seem the type that would hurt a women. Unless she was a Dagger of course." Seto snorted, his gaze locked on the city lights below.
"You don't know me." The tone of his voice sent instant red flags in Demi's head. He sounded so.....so dead.
"Then who does?" She asked, more to herself then to him.
"No-one." He replied coldly. "I killed the only person who knew me."
"You didn't kill your brother Seto, what will it take before you forgive yourself?" She asked, her voice raising as she tried to control her frustration. "It was an accident Seto! An accident!"
"No." He replied, turning to face her with his hard, emotionless eyes. "I killed him. I sat there and watched as Marik stabbed the living fuck out of him." Demi's green eyes widened, the moonlight reflecting in them as she took in this new piece of information. She knew that Seto had found the body, but she had just never imagined that he had seen his brother murdered right before his eyes.
"Seto.........." She was at a loss for words.
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
"So don't fucking talk like you know what happened, or what it's like. Just leave me the fuck alone." He turned his gaze back to the city below, missing Demi's facial expression as her mouth fixed itself in a firm line of determination as she leaned across the railing, looking at the world below.
"Seto....... Do you think your the only one who had someone close to them die?" She asked, her voice dropping to a whisper and tears collecting in the corners of her eyes as she turned her head away from him, although she had been facing his back in the first place. "Cause your not."
Seto remained silent as he listened to Demi speak.
"I had three brothers at one time." She said, pausing to take a breath, and willing herself not to cry. "My brother, Jeff, he was so full of life, so youthful. He was a few years older then me, but we got along like twins. It was crazy." She breathed again, willing herself to go on. "When I was younger, he got into a little street gang, and, because I wanted to be like him, I got into it to. He died saving my life." Demi slowly closed her eyes, letting to tears spill down her cheeks.
'I promised myself that I wouldn't mention it again.' She thought as she looked at the dark sky above her. 'But I think Seto............ I think he needed someone to relate to. I don't know why, but I can talk to him about it, even though I've never mentioned it to anyone before in my life - even Amaya.'
"Now, do you understand Seto?" She asked quietly. "Now do you understand why I know how if feels. It's funny Seto, that you and I are so alike, and yet we hated each other. You still hate me, and I guess you always will, but at least were connected by something, as bad as it is Seto, it's still a connection."
Here I stand in the shadows
Come to me, come to me
Can't you see that
Silence hung in the air, and Demi silently turned away from the silent man.
"Wait." She froze at hearing his voice ring out in the cool summers night, and slowly turned around to see him facing her, his dark eyes shadowed by the night, making his expression unreadable.
Slowly, Demi walked towards him.
She didn't need him to say it, she knew all on her own. He understood now. He understood that he wasn't entirely alone.
Without saying a word, she wrapped her arms around him, leaning her head on his muscular chest. Neither moved for a moment until Seto turned away from her again, leaving her cold without the warmth of his flesh against her.
"Why do you care?" He said, his voice taking on an empty tone to it, as if he was alive, but soulless.
"Why do I care? Why do I care?" Demi repeated the question with exasperated shrillness. "Seto, why else would I fucking care? Do you honestly think that I would be standing here, having this conversation if I didn't love you?" She let out a breath, retaking control of her emotions.
"Yes, I love you ok?" She said. "I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. It's fucked up I know, I can't explain it, I just feel it. Maybe it's because your like me, maybe it's because your nothing like me. I don't know." She paused before repeating the last sentence, a sense of hopelessness washing over her. "I just don't know."
All was still as the two sat in silence until Seto moved swiftly, causing the younger girl to gasp at the sudden movement.
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Before she knew what was happening, Seto had grabbed her and pulled her into a passionate kiss which she immediately responded to by moaning, and allowing his tongue to explore her mouth in a fiery duel. Seto's hands ran down her flawless structure (Remember people, she's only in a bra and pants!), running his hands over her ass.
With an evil little grin against her mouth, he hoisted her up so that she had to grab his neck to keep from falling, causing her to let out a little yelp of surprise. She knew she shouldn't be letting him to this to her, to use her the way he was, but god she loved him, loved how he could awaken such a sexual fire inside her.
Kissing fiercely he walked towards the direction of the room, and the bed that lay waiting, carrying the small girl as if she was nothing more then a cardboard box. Demi didn't know when they collapsed in a tangle of limbs on his bed, or when he had unclipped her bra and threw it into a dark corner of the room, all she knew was that his hands were running everywhere, making her almost delirious with lust and pleasure.
His hands wandered down to undo her pants, and it was then that she snapped back to reality.
"No!" She said, grabbing his hands suddenly and pushing them off her. "I'm not going to be your fuck toy so you can forget the past." He said nothing, but narrowed his eyes in anger.
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you
She grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around herself, hiding her ample breasts from his view. He growled and reached for her, but she moved away.
"No Seto." She said firmly. "Your going to have to face the past someday, whether you like it or not." She got up from the bed and headed towards the showers when she seized at the shoulders and spun around to face Seto.
"What if I don't want to." He said quietly, more to himself then anyone else. "What if...." He stopped, unable to go on.
"What if your scared." Demi said, saying the unfinished line for him. Slowly, he turned away from her, silently telling her yes. "Seto, it's not easy I know, but you have to let it go. What's done is done." The a thought hit her. "You never cried for your brother, did you?"
Seto turned around in shock, although his face betrayed nothing.
'How the hell did she know that?' His mind growled.
Can you hear my voice
Do you hear my song
"I can't." He said quietly, his voice bodiless. "I've forgotten how."
"It's not so much that you've forgotten how." She replied. "It's that you found another way." At this, she came to him and took his bandaged hand, kissing and nuzzling his scarred wrists. He said nothing, so she took his face into her hands.
"Seto......." She whispered, her lips inches away from his. "You can cry you know. I know it sound's fucked coming from me, but you can. Even if you have forgotten how, to ability to is not something that can ever be buried." He took her wrists in one hand and pulled them away.
"Leave me alone." He growled, but Demi wouldn't back down.
"Seto, if I had any intention of leaving you alone, then I would have done it already." She said, rolling her eyes in sheer exasperation. "I would be sleeping in that bed over there, instead of standing here next to a shattered mirror watching you have a nervous breakdown."
Again, she was only greeted by silence for a few moments before he turned away from her and laid on the bed, his face in the pillows as to his the lone tear that trailed down his cheek.
It's a serenade
So your heart can find me
And suddenly your flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby
Demi didn't need to ask what was going on, she knew. She knew because the exact same thing had happened with her when her brother died. The dam that he had built for three years was breaking. He was once again learning the ability to cry without cutting himself to do it. The barrier of his impassivity had shattered.
She looked down at him, his shoulders now shaking with his silent sobs. Purely on impulse, Demi lifted him and held him to her, letting him finally grieve properly, silently letting him know that he wasn't alone. The silent sobs subsided, and Demi lifted his head so that could look at his face. For once, there wasn't a complete impassivity there, but a lingering pain.
Again, on impulse she looked into his eyes, and before she knew what she was doing, she had kissed him, tasting the saltiness of his tears.
Before I start going crazy
Run to me, run to me
Cuz I'm dying
She groaned as he automatically deepened the kiss, licking her lower lip so that they parted, allowing his tongue to slip into her mouth. He removed the blanket that his her breasts from his view, and ran his hands over the soft flesh.
He left her mouth to make a trail of suckling kisses down her neck reaching to her collarbone, heading towards her breasts when she stopped him by taking his cheeks in her hands, careful not to touch the cut from the shattered mirror.
"Go slower Seto." She said calmly, although she felt like she would die if he wasn't inside her soon. "I don't want this just to be a fuck, Seto, I want you to love me." He could tell she was nervous by the way she was lightly chewing her lower lip, but the hope in her eyes stirred something in his heart, something that he promised himself that he didn't deserve or wouldn't feel since Mokuba's death.
Love.
And was beginning to feel it for the 'little ball of hellfire' as he called her. He hated himself for it, but at the same time couldn't help the stirring in his heart and before he knew what was happening he had placed a light peck on her lips. Not a hot, demanding kiss, but a caring one.
Demi eyes widened slightly, but she kissed him, allowing him to explore her mouth as she smiled against his soft lips.
Again his hands were roaming everywhere, making her moan as took one breast in his hand, fondling the nipple, and sending ripples of electric heat through her as her own hands explored his well defined chest that was still impressive, despite the scarring.
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
As he continued to fondle her breasts she began kissing his neck, giving him the occasional encouraging nip with her teeth as she ran her hands over his strong shoulders and down his back.
She let out a little mewl of surprise when his teeth seized her nipple and lightly began to suckle and nip it, running his large hands down her arms, pausing when he felt the bandage he raised his head to look at the white cloth that was lightly stained with blood.
"Your hurt." He stated, looking at the bandage.
"Some guy attacked me and I killed him." She said, panting. God she wanted him. "It's nothing." She lifted her head and kissed him before leading him to her breast where he continued his work before switching and delivering the same administrations to the other.
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
"Mmmmm." She moaned as he continued to tease her breasts, making her almost regret telling him to take it slow. Then an idea hit her. Grinning evilly she ran her hands down his smooth chest, stopping at the rim of his pants.
She quickly undid the button and slid a hand inside, taking his length in her hands and quickly stroked it, making him jerk in surprise. He fixed with a look that plainly said 'your evil' before that looked turned into a smirk.
He skillfully removed her pants and undergarment in one go, leaving the smaller girl completely exposed to him.
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you
Slowly he ran a finger slowly and seductively up the inside of her leg, pausing just before his finger made contact with her womanhood.
"Seto......" She moaned, bucking her hips in an attempt to push him inside her. He let out a chuckle at her eagerness that for once held no mockery and leaned down that his lips were just above her ear.
"You wanted me to go slow." He whispered, his lips just barely brushing her ear, sending hot tingle down her spine as he gently massaged the outside of her opening, pleased to find that there was quite a bit of wetness there.
I want to feel you deeply
Just like the air your breathing
I need you hear in my life
"Seto...." She whimpered. She was going to crazy if the teasing didn't stop soon, but in a way, she was loving every minute of it, because she knew (although Seto would probably deny it if she mentioned it) that it wasn't a lustful teasing, but a playful teasing. In his own way, he was playing with her, and that, combined with the torturous pleasure, was why she liked it. "Please.........."
"Anything you say." He replied with a small smirk before inserting one finger in to the knuckle, before pulling it out and thrusting it inside her completely, letting out a slight breath of pleasure as he felt her muscles contract around him before loosening, her body begging for him, even though her mouth wasn't at the moment.
Don't walk way, don't walk away
Don't walk way, don't walk away
no, no, no
He moved his finger in a circular motion, making sure to hit all her walls before removing it, making Demi whimper in protest. He placed one finger over her lips and shushed her before giving her a light teasing kiss.
"Don't worry." He whispered, leaving the girl burning with anticipation.
He gave a small smile before plunging two fingers into her, making her cry out and buck her hips in pleasure as he began thrusting inside her, reveling in the wetness that collected around his fingers.
"Oh god." She moaned as he brought the total up the three, his pace quickening, her hips moving in perfect time with him. Seto contemplated the idea of stopping and leaving her high and dry, and decided against it. Why he didn't know.
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
With a final thrust she let out a small scream as she came on his hands, which he removed, leaving her to pant in ecstasy. He smirked and licked the moisture of his hands before kissing Demi, which she feel into immediately, tasting herself on his lips.
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
She watched as he made to remove the last of his clothing, feeling the eagerness rising in her as the pants were thrown off to the side. She moved over to him, kissing him passionately, and pulling him on top of her, making Seto give a low chuckle.
"Anxious aren't you?" He said, his voice thick and husky with his own desire.
"Maybe." She whispered before kissing him, loving the feeling of his body pressed against her. Body against body, flesh against flesh.
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, oh why, why, why, why, why
He positioned himself above her, and she laid beneath him, eagerly waiting him to enter her. Without warning, he threw his manhood into her, making her hips rock back with the force of the penetration.
"Oh god, Seto!" She moaned as he continued to thrust inside her, each penetrating her deeper then the last. Her hands ran over his back, her nails occasionally digging into his skin as she continued to cry out in pleasure at his administrations.
The two bodies, slick with sweat continued to mesh against each other, fueling the fire inside both of them as they drove each other to ecstasy.
Nobody wants to be lonely
I don't want to cry
Again, Demi's cries rang out in the room as her orgasm hit her like a ton of bricks, and she heard Seto let out a small grunt of pleasure as he spilled his seed deep inside her.
Panting, Seto collapsed onto his sweat drenched lover as they tried to regain their breath.
For awhile, there was only silence except for the heavy breathing as Demi ran her hand through his chocolate hair. After a few moments, Seto rolled off her, running his hands through his as his breathing returned to normal.
Nobody wants to cry,
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
"Seto?"
"Mmhum." He mumbled, sleep wanting to make an early claim on him.
"I love you." At this his eyes snapped open, and he turned to look at Demi, her green orbs shining with love as she cuddled up to him.
"Humm." He grunted, not wanting the words to leave his mouth. He swore that they never would again.
"I'll take that as the closet I'm ever gonna get." She replied, stifling a yawn as Seto pulled her closer to him in silent acceptance.
I don't want to be lonely
Nobody wants to be lonely
A/N:
# re-reads the chapter # Well I think it's safe to say that I might have gotten a little carried away up there......... 0.o. Well I hope you like it, it's pretty long 3,700 words! This chapter didn't go the exact direction I wanted, but I think it came out better then I planned, so I'm happy! Anyways, please, please, PLEASE review, I really want to know what you guys thought about the lemon scene! Neways, Ja ne!