A Fatal Apology
No one here
We're all dead and gone
How could things
Have gone so wrong?
I'm here alone
Staring at my girl
A thick white sheet
Waiting to unfurl.
I'm desperate now
To run away
For I cannot go on
If it's to be this way.
Her face is white
And she is cold
I love her so much
But her life I sold.
Colder than anything
I have ever touched
I want her back
But I hate her so much.
Now I must leave
I'm starting to feel sick
Seeing her this way
Her blood so thick.
But I took it
Took it all away
Out of jealousy, I imagine
Now everything is gray...
These walls match her skin
The palest of white
As all this consumes me
I can no longer fight.
Last night I found
A dagger to my chest
And tonight is a gun
Laying me to rest.
I was never like this
Until he came along
She fell in love again
And everything was wrong.
I suppose she never loved me
I was just an easy fuck
But it's snowballed into more
Bodies in the back of my truck.
They're locking me up anyway
It's that or the psychotic ward
Of the hospital I'm in now
Neither I can afford.
I want to die
Though I'll be so far from her
She'll be with her lover
As I'll be in a fiery blur.
Goodbye, angel
I'm sorry about this
But I must give it all up
For a razorblade kiss.
You didn't love me
But I loved you
And now you're gone
And there's nothing else to do.
You are an angel
We're seperate now
I am a demon
Take this as my last vow.
I'm so insane
This just can't be
That all of this evil
It was all me.