A/N: I don't own any of the characters. The song is 30 minutes by T.A.T.U. Harry's POV over the death of Sirius.
30 Minutes
By: Punkgothicjackal
Out of sight/ out of mind /out of time/ to decide/
Sirius, where are you when I need you most? This is my fault… it's all my fault you're gone, that you aren't coming back. If only I hadn't been so stupid. I should have known it was a trap. Please Sirius… I keep calling to the mirror, but you aren't there. Why won't you answer me?
Do we run/ Should I hide/ For the rest / of my life/
What do I do, Sirius? Everything gets worse as the days go on, more people die… more innocent lives lost.
Can we fly/ Do I stay/ We could lose / We could fail/
The glass from the mirror lays around me. Cuts my feet as I jump on it, longing to feel anything but this numbness. Where are you? I want to join you… Please, Sirius…
In the moment/ it takes/ to make plans/ or mistakes/
It was all over in a moment, Sirius. Before I could reach out to help you, you were gone. Why does it have to be this way? Why won't you answer me?
30 minutes, a blink of an eye/ 30 minutes to alter our lives/ 30 minutes to make up my mind/ 30 minutes to finally decide/
I can't take this any longer. Help me, Sirius… it's all closing in…
30 minutes to whisper your name/ 30 minutes to shoulder the blame/ 30 minutes of bliss, thirty lies/ 30 minutes to finally decide/
It's all my fault… it should have been me…
Carousels / In the sky/ That we shape/ With our eyes/ Under shade/ Silhouettes/ Casting shame/ Crying rain/ Can we fly/Do I stay/We could lose /We could fail. /Either way /Options change /Chances fail /Trains derail/
Please, Sirius, I'm begging you… answer me…