Desri and Nikolas now sat on the bed. Nikolas sighed and looked over at Desri would was looking at him sternly. He looekd back down and felt a hand on his sholder knowing it was Desri's. "Erik's my younger brother. Our mother was so upset when he was born. She loved him, but she couldn't bring ehrself to touch him. She couldn't hold him like she could me. It brought her so much pain that finally she just abandoned him. The day she did Erik was so happy. She had left me with our nextdoor neighbor, taking him to the park. She had told me what she was doing and to not tell the girl that was watching me. Erik was so happy because my mom was actually taking him somewhere, playing with him in public. She had him swinging and said she was going to go get something fro mthe car. The two year old boy just nodded and was happy to be apart of his mothers life for once." He sighed and closes his eyes. He paused for long time making Desri think he wasn't going to finish.
Just before she was about to say something he began agian. "She drove off and left him and i thought that everything was going to be fine. She picked me up after she returned and told me everything then started crying in regret. She was so upset she couldn't even look at me. She said she could see his smiling face stare at her when she did because we were so much alike except for that horrible scarring." He said and looked down shakign his head. "She finally couldn't take it anymroe and about 3 horus later she took me and we drove back to the park. It was about eight-o-clock then and when we got there he was gone. She saw little drawings in the sand near the swings where she had left him. It was of him and her. She could tell by how they looked, the boy had drawn himself with disfigurement. As we looked at them i can remember how my mother cried. One was of her and him smiling standing next to eachother. She remembered him drawing that before she had put him on the swing. The one below it was of him. Crying. you could see dried up tears in the sand showing he had been there not to long ago."
Nikolas cried now and Desri rubbed his back letting him rest his head on her sholder as his body shuddered with each sob that erupted from his throat. She shushed him and sang softly into his ear making him quiet like a mothers lubaby would do to her crying child.
He sighed and began talking agian after about five minutes of the coaxing for calmness and the silent sobs that had resulted from the telling of the first part of his tale. "She went into depression. Because of him. Because he was gone. She had me still but it didn't matter. She started taking drugs. Heroine, LSD, Crack. Whatever she could get she took. Finally she was talking to me softly one night telling me of how she loved me and my brother. How she couldn't live anymore without both of us. I was crying the whole time she was talking. She didn't notice though. She was drugged up and as she sat me down telling me not to open the door I knew what she was going to do. I was so little then...I just.." He started sobbing aigna but continued through the sobs. "...I just knew what she was doing. She had talked about it so many times. How she wanted to end her life and go to hell to rot for abandoning her child and she did that night. I was alone and I stayed there until the neighbors got worried and the manager of the apartment came up and opened the door with his key. I hid in the closet until they left to look for me and call the police. I ran and hid...It was all his fault! I found him when one day when he moved back here! He had a new family and was so happy. He probably didn't even remember us. His real family. He wouldn't of cared how he had made my mom suffer. And me. He didn't remember me. I just knew he didn't. He didn't care if he did!" Nikolas sobbed and got up crossing the room and punching the wall making a hole in it.
Desri gasped and her eyes widened as Nikolas turned around looking at her. Tears were streaming down his already damp face. "Now, he's trying to take you. The only thing I have left good in my life." He said and collasped to his knees.
Desri sat there unable to speak as she watched Nikolas crumble to the floor in harsh and power sobs. She crawled over to him and layed his head on her lap wiping the tears from his eyes and running her hands through his hair as he sobbed and cried. They sat like that for about 15 minutes ebfore he cried himself to sleep. Desri soon layed down next to him falling asleep also.
A/N: What did you think? I think i did horribly on it. Oh well. Tell me what you think because that's what matters. Thanks for reading those of you who have been reading -D It makes me smile -Puts her index fingers on either side of her face and smiles brightly- Hee Hee!