Chapter 2-Memories
It was a Saturday morning..it was still dark outside.Kianna was awake in her bed..thinking of what had happened yesterday afterschool.
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"Why are you here?"asked Seto.
"You're just like reporters who asked me the exact same question."said Kianna."If you watched the news,you'd know why I came."
"I know why,but what else are you here for?"asked Seto.
"Nothing else.Why do you still talk to me?"asked Kianna."You wanted me out of your life.You said that I was nothing to you.You said love was just a waist of your time and you said that if I ever came back,you swore that you would never ever speak to me again."
Seto didn't say anything.
"Speechless are you?If I came back for you,I'd tell you heart to heart,but right now,I just don't know."said Kianna.She grabbed Seto's hand and placed the S pendant in his palm.Her eyes started to fill with tears."I don't know why I can't forget you Kaiba.I want to forget you as you've forgotten me."She walked toward her limo.
-end of Flashback-
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Kianna's POV I don't understand, all these mixed feelings, why do they have to be so confusing? It's like I want to forget him and move on, but my heart...it tells me to hang on to him. Why? Why do I feel this way? He wanted me out of his life, he didn't love me and now, why do I still love him?
This morning I took a walk to where he first took me out, I listened to the Jewel Song(if you know who's BoA then you know the song..) in my head and it made me remember certain things..
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Hey, do you remember when we met?
Time goes by, with the same scent as the seasons You are definitely like a light You're my jewel, you smiled at me
-(Still Kianna's POV)
I remember the time we met,it was 4 years ago exactly..I'm not sure how we first together..but seeing him smile at me made me happy inside, I never liked him before but something about him made me love him...-
In those playful times, we also fought Love is something I don't understand
-We may have fought several times before...but it didn't matter to me, because deep in my heart I still loved him..though sometimes when we fought..love was difficut to understand..-
Yes do you remember when you finally noticed?
Jewel in my heart, these feelings face towards you now
-All of my feelings focused on him...-
If you stared at me in a way, I wonder if I could tell you That smiling face, how many I want to know While hesitating, while bound I will pass through times and my dreams come true Every day, you are shining
No I can't forget you, because there's no replacement Dear my jewel, you're like my friends and family
-I could never forget you Seto..I loved you like my friends and my family...-
Beside the cold morning, my white breath The thoughts that I express, believe in them
-As I walked during the cold mornings...I think and think...hoping I would have the chance to express them to you..hoping you'd believe them..-
So I can't forget you, strangely enough Jewel in love, my love is overflowing
-It's strange that I can't forget you...-
Around how much time will we cover together, I wonder?
Counting the occurrences we cover A kind spring, a marvellous summer, a lonely autumn.. and winter I will sleep at your side as promised
-So many times we had together Seto..a kind spring..a marvellous summer..a lonely autumn and a snowy winter...-
If you stared at me in a way, I wonder if I could tell you That smiling face, how many I want to know While hesitating, while bound I will pass through times and my dreams come true Every day, you are shining
-When you stare at me in a way...I wonder if you could tell by the expression on my face...I missed your smiling face..I will pass you many times..hoping my dream will come true...-
Forever jewel in my heart
-Seto...forever you are jewel in my heart..-
I stopped by the park, searching for that one tree, and once I found it..I saw someone standing there...looking at the bark..where Seto had carved our names..I walked closer and found it was him...I didn't know what to do I was scared to walk to him..what would he do?What would he say?It has been awhile since we've seen eachother.What was I supposed to do?
Seto's POV
It was just like her to visit the exact same spot..she must have had thoughts as well...what is she doing just standing there looking at me like a crazed maniac? If I don't love her, then why do I have this feeling?
"What are you doing here?"I told her.
"Do you have problem with me being here?"she asked me.
"Seeing you everywhere I go is a problem."
"Oh excuse you!"
"I don't know why you came back..can't you see that-"
"I KNOW WHY I CAME BACK OKAY!SO STOP SAYING YOU DON'T KNOW WHY I CAME BACK!"
"Did you just raise your voice at me?"
"I don't care if you're a CEO Seto Kaiba..all I know is..you've changed in the past 4 years!You were never like this when I dated you!"
"That was then this is now!"
"OH KISS MY ASS KAIBA!YOU..YOU..YOU'RE SUCH A BASTARD NOW!"
"I'm a bastard?Then I'd have to consider you a BTCH!"
"I don't even know why I came here in the first place..coming here was a mistake!"
I messed up big time...she's gonna hate me forever if I don't do anything..
"I might aswell go!Oh and by the way..you can mark up that tree for all I care..I don't want to see the carving you put on it!S Loves K!UGH!"
And just as she was about to go...
"Fine..I'm sorry!"
"What did you just say?"she asked.
"Sorry."
"For what?"
"For acting like a jerk."
"Wow I'm surprised!You haven't appologized to me in a long time."
"Yeah whatever."
"I guess I'll accept it.But you're still an ass."
"You're still irritating."
"I'll pretend I didn't hear that from you.Look..I have to go..I guess I'll see you at school on Monday."
And she left.I took out the S pendant..the one she had given me yesterday afternoon..it was hard trying to move on..but I guess I've probably found the one for me...
-End of Chapter 2-