Chapter 5-Loving you Hurts
When I'm lonely, I try to call out your name again Since I'm going right now, with the words you gave me it'll be ok someday
When I think of you, somewhere in my heart becomes kinder
Feel the same, if we were to stop time, just for a second Just this moment, in my heart.. I want to do this eternally Say again, until someday where we can meet again I don't need tears, let's start with a smile Finally
Sometimes 'goodbye'
Even if the weather's fine, raining or even cloudy The number of times we meet Although there are also pains that I don't want to forget
Special and strange, throughout this world there is only one important thing
Feel the same, even if we can return the time to that heart My heart which is smiling the same smile, says 'thank you'
Say again, no matter how far, in a corner of the continuing time Because I won't forget the importance of us being able to meet Finally
I've been in hard times baby all day all night But I've seen a lot of good times with you It feels so right Can you feel the same? Like this way
Feel the same, if we were to stop time, just for a second Just this moment, in my heart.. I want to do this eternally Say again, until someday where we can meet again I don't need tears, let's start with a smile Finally
Say again, no matter how far, in a corner of the continuing time Because I won't forget the importance of us being able to meet Finally
Feel the same, if we were to stop time, just for a second Just this moment, in my heart.. I want to do this eternally Say again, until someday where we can meet again I don't need tears, let's start with a smile Finally
Say again, no matter how far, in a corner of the continuing time Because I won't forget the importance of us being able to meet Finally
Kianna's POV
I was so tired from last night,I barely had enough sleep!How can Seto manage to stay up late and not be so tired?It makes me wonder.Just then..I fell asleep.
-Dream-
Kianna walked through darkness,everything around her was dark.
She saw a light and there stood Seto.
She stood behind him,listening to him talking to himself,he seemed troubled.
"What am I going to do?What am I suppose to tell her?"
'Tell me what?"thought Kianna.
"I might aswell brake it off with her now.It's better for us."
'Break it off?'
She wanted to touch him but a voice interupted the dream.
"MISS SAKUYA!"
I woke up in a snap!With drool hanging from my mouth.I was so embarassed.My face grew red as everyone in the class stared at me.
"Uh.."
"Miss Sakuya,try to stay awake,I know you're a very busy person, but try to stay awake!"
"Sorry Miss Tanaka."
After the bell rang I went out of the class as fast as I could.Trying to hide the shame on my face.
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Skipping to afterschool...
Kianna waited by the tree as usuall.She saw Seto walking down the steps.
"Seto!"
Seto looked and walked toward her.
'I know I should be mad at him, but,I think I finally know why he broke it off with me 4 years ago.'thought Kianna.
"What?"
"Umm..uhh..hmm.."
"You called me here just to say that?"
"NO!I mean no..I..umm..I think I finally know why you broke it off with me."
"What?I just told you what I said 4 years ago,you know why I broke it off.Because you were pathetic."
"Pathetic?Are you sure it didn't have anything to do with running your step-father out of buisness and taking over the company?If you told me the truth staight on,I would've understood."said Kianna.
"I said you were pathetic,do I need to say more?"asked Seto.
"But..you had to have a reason why..you couldn't have just said those words to me on purpose!"
"I ment every word I said.Case closed."said Seto.
"So,I came here for no reason."said Kianna.
"What?"
"I came here to find out why you broke it off with me 4 years ago,and I guess what you said about me is true,I am pathetic to you, but why were you being nice to me yesterday?"
"I told you I just felt like it."
"So I don't mean anything to you at all?"asked Kianna.
Seto didn't answer.
"If I killed myself,wouldn't that matter?"
"Your point is?"
"My point is,if I ever got hurt,that wouldn't matter to you?"
"It depends."
"IT DEPENDS!I knew coming here was just a mistake!"
"Kianna,ofcourse coming here was a mistake, it was no use trying to make me go back out with you, because that will never happen."
"You're not seeing the point that I still love you!"said Kianna as she broke down in tears."You don't understand how hurt I am because of loving you this way!Seto!Forgetting you is not an easy task for me..I don't know why!Everything yesterday..you saw all that as just a big joke to you!I guess I understand now that loving you still only made me hurt more.I should've had given up on you years ago."
Kianna saw her limo and walked away from him, hurt,sad and torn apart.She didn't know what to do.Loving him made her hurt..but she doesn't know why she still loved him.
-End of Chapter 5-