Purchase

The shop is dark and cool after the bright sun.

I blink.

The walls are lined with clothing. The more decorative are near the back. I cannot help but smile. I know I will not be able to find my usual garb, but there are plenty of other flattering outfits I can make.

A long wine red overcoat catches my eye. The gold trim starts on the collar and winds its way the length of the coat in intricate coils. It is beautiful. I cannot afford it. That will not stop me. I have enough strength to conjure a little illusion. It only needs to last until I am out of the shop.

I will buy pants. They will look fantastic with the coat. I pull the pants off the shelf and the coat from its hanger.

I concentrate. The illusion is harder for me to create than I expected. I really did overexert myself.

With my shin the previous nights illusion would have been easy. I would not have fallen into a state of deliriousness and I would not be so weakened now. I will have to be more sparing with my power.

I smile sweetly at the shopkeeper. "How much for these?"

The old man grunts a price. It is more than they are worth.

I pay the man what he asks.

I step outside.

I run into a man. My purchases fall into the dusty street.

"Sorry." He stumbles, handing me my things. He stands. "I didn't see you."

I start. His eyes are blue, his face finely chiseled. The unruly mop of dirty blond hair completes the picture.

-'Nakago'- He reminds me of the shogun when he was young.

I incline my head, my lips curving in a smile. "It was I that did not see you." My voice is honey.

I look him up and down. He is leanly muscled and a head taller than me (which is not much to say because I am rather short.)

-'He is indeed very like my dear shogun.'-

"Sorry..." he mumbles. My glance catches and holds his. He turns.

"Wait." I rest my hand on his arm. He tenses. "Could you tell me where I might find cosmetics?"

"Fountain Market probably." He eyes me. "Why?"

"I am a performer at the inn down the way."

"Oh." He leaves. I watch him.

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I stick to the shadows. The sun is hot.

I walk in the direction he pointed.

Rumbling. A deep rumbling.

I turn a corner. The rumble is a roar.

Water shoots into the sky. A geyser sprays the square with a fine mist.

-' Fountain Market. An apt name.'-

The edges of the square are lined with booths.

I walk to the nearest booth. "Cosmetics?"

The owner points to the other end of the square.

"Thank you." I step into the crowd.

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I hang the burnoose on the peg.

The inn is cool.

I need to find Jia. I need a mirror.

I will be Tomo tonight. I wont allow any weak emotions. No more Ryo Chuin tendencies.

I find her about to walk into the kitchen.

"Jia." She starts. "Send a mirror to my room."

"Okay." She doesn't look at me. She must still be angry.

"And hot water."

"Right away." Her eyes are on the ground. Cheeks red.

I leave her. Walking to my room.

I lay my new clothes on the bed.

A knock.

"Come in."

It's Jia. And another maid. They struggle with a full-length mirror. They set it down. Another maid follows. She has the water.

They leave.

I strip. The water is too hot. I let it cool.

I stand in front of the mirror, naked.

The scar is pink. It is the size of my fist. I trace it with my finger. The skin around it is tight.

I turn. It is the same size on my back.

"I should not have survived." I wonder at the healer's abilities. My wonder turns to hate. "Suboshi did this to me." I grit my teeth. "He will pay."

I face the mirror. I am too thin. My muscles to lax.

I run my fingers through my hair. Too coarse. Too dirty.

I am disgusted with my appearance. I look like the boy. Thin. Weak. I cannot return to Nakago in such a state. He doesn't tolerate weakness.

I turn to my bath.

The water is lukewarm. I scrub my face and wash my hair. Dust clouds the water.

I sit on my bed, pulling my hair over my shoulder. It is heavy. I comb it, working out the tangles.

I throw is over my shoulder. It falls to my thigh in a heavy mass.

"What to do with it." I wish I had my crown. It always made my hair more manageable. "I'll do what I've always done."

I put my hair up, as if I were wearing my crown. A stray lock on each side with a high ponytail.

I pull on my pants. Too big. I will need to bring them in. Later.

I get out my new paints.

White, blue and black. I couldn't find red. That I will also have to do later.

It's easy to paint my face. I'm used to it. All it takes is time and patience. Both I have.

The paint is cold against my skin. I feel like myself. Like Tomo.

I button the jacket.

I look at myself. My gold eyes stare back through a painted face. A thrill runs through me. I am beautiful.

I am restored. I am Tomo.

A knock.

"Enter."

She gasps. She stares. She blushes.

I smile. The effect is perfect. I have stunned her.

I follow her through the hall. She doesn't say a word.

The common room is loud. I don't plan on using many illusions. I need to save my strength. I will have to use petty tricks and slight of hand.

I walk to the front. Waiting.

Silence. All eyes are on me.

I perform.