The path is hard and long.

Disclaimer: I do not own teen titans or anything in this story!

Robin and the other titans sat in the middle room of the tower. Beast boy and cyborg playing a video game, raven reading her book and robin and strafire sitting on the couch sharing a blanket. Beast boy looking slightly over toward starfire and robin.

"Oh how I wish I could see terra again." He whispered to himself.

"Ha!" Cyborg yelled! "I totally kicked your ass!"

"Mm, oh yeah I guess you did." Beast boy said his head down.

"Yo man you are not going to yell and say I cheated?"

"Oh yes you cheated." He said in a sad voice and walked away his head looking at the ground.

"I think I am going to my room now." Beast boy said walking away.

In his room beast boy looked at the little picture in the corner of his room.

It was the pictures of him and terra at the amusement park just last year.

"Oh how I wish I could have one more day with terra." He said feeling a small tear running down his green face.

He was not taking terra's "death" that well and could not get her mind of her and the fun they had together.

Beast boy pulled out a small sharp piece of glass and started digging at his skin with it till his arm bleed. He sat on his bed wishing and hoping he would die right there and then.

Then he heard a loud knock on his door that caused him to jump and dig really deep into his arm.

"Shit!" he yelled pulling his sleeve and throwing the little piece of glass under his bed.

"Come in!" he yelled holding his throbbing arm.

Robin was at the door.

"Crap!" he thought to himself.

"Yes, what can I do for you dude?" he said putting a fake smile in his face.

"What is up? Is there something that you need to talk about?" robin continued

"After terra's death you have been acting very strange!'' robin said concerned.

"No!" he said trying to push robin out of his room.

"Well ok…If there is nothing wrong I guess I will go." He said shrugging.

"Good you do that! Tell the other titans I said good night!"

When robin left the room beast boy pulled back up his blood covered sleeve.

"Oh man, Oh man!" he said pacing the floor.

"Idiot!" he said smacking his head.

"I have to get to the hospital!" he said turning into a hawk and flying out his door.

He arrived at the hospital in about fifteen minutes and raced to the front desk.

"I think I need stitches?" Beast boy said holding out his arm toward the lady.

"Yes I think you are right." She said in a southern accent.

"Just have a seat over there Hun and we will be there shortly." She said pointing to a little seat in the way back.

"About how long will this take?"

"Maybe an hour or two."

"Fuck! I don't have that long!" he yelled.

"Well we can get you into a emergency but…. That would be great."

Beast boy sat as the doctor stitched up his cut.

"There you go!" the doctor said kindly

"Now try and be more careful…. What ever you were doing really cut you good!" he said wit a worried look in his face.

Beast boy got back to the tower just in time to hear robin say combat practice!"

"Damn it!" he whispered under his breath.