Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, Though I do own the italic messages, and I think Webster's owns the words. I'll have to check on that... Please review, Countinuing counts on you...( yes even I want to kill me for that one)
Chapter 2: The Broken Can Still Stand
I'll sing a song for you
I'll cry out for you
I'll run and hide for you
I'll die for you
Tick.
Tock.
Tick.
Tock.
2 AM. I'm sitting in my empty apartment, my empty home, listening to the sound that silence makes. That dull buzz that comes from everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Am I the only one that notices it! Am I the only one who knows that it's there?
I have training soon; a few more hours till I
have to get up, a few more hours untill I have to repeat the same
nonsense over and over as I always have. This sucks! Why? Why? Why?
Why? I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to be alone
anymore. Please make the pain go away! Make it all just fade away. My
eyes hurt... hmm, I'm so weak, how am I suposed to be hokage when I
cry over this? I hate this!
I hate this! I hate me!
We break our fundations
We break our laws
We break hearts
But the broken can still stand
The birds are singing louder and louder; they really are trying to annoy me. I just fell asleep an hour ago, and then cheep goes the birdy in my window. Note to self: I hate birds! Might as well get up. I fall out of bed and slip out of my night cap, then walk into the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower. A cold shower; I can't afford hot water. Just like I can't afford heat, air conditioning, or anything that isn't of the primitive need.
Time for ramen, ramen, ramen, ramen. Heh. If ramen wasn't as cheap as it is, I'd probably be eating garbage. (Not like I haven't done that before.) I put the water to heat on the stove and find something to wear while the water boils. Shit! My orange jumpsuit is too dirty to wear. This calls for the almighty sniff test! I sniff the jacket and almost pass out. Rancid, man! Throwing that to the corner! I find a pair of white shorts and an old black T-shirt with the red spiral on it. Toss them on as I hear the call of the water. Going into the kitchen, I open the cup and pour in the water, and then wait for it to cool off a bit.
Then I start to wander around untill I find a red jacket. Sakura tried to push it on me last year. I think she said that if she was expected to be seen around me, then I should wear something she could stand. Ino was with her, laughing at me with her. That's when I stoped liking Sakura for good. She asked me later why I wasn't wearing the jacket. I told her that I lost it.
Lost in a place without a name
Lost where the answer is not there
Lost when we can't find peace
Will the lost be found
or lost in space
It's been long enough, ramens probably done. Hmmm Miso Ramen is the best kind of ramen, though chicken is good to, and beef and pork and chicken mushroom and creamy chicken ( :) my fav) and raust beef and and and... Well all of them are great! I slurp up all my ramen and head for the door. First I slip my shoes on and close the door, there really is no need to lock it no one really wants to go near 'The Demons Lair' and rush of to the bridge. Little known fact: I always arive first! Nobody see's me there until after Sasuke arives...Sasuke Sighs No not going there! Not going to think about him! NO!
We can't always run
We can't always hide
We can't always find the light
But we can try
To be continued...
P.S. Thanks to Gato-san I have put on this part...I haven't for a while because I thought it was too short, and it is, But now I'll crack on For Longer Chapters...yah thats right.
P.P.S. I now Have a little cat hand puppet who I've decided to name Commadore Fluffypaws of the Kitty Brigade XD "Heeeeeeeeeeeeee"
