I'm so sorry ! For some reason I can't post this half of the story on one chapter, so I included it onto chapter five for you, so you won't hate me... hides under bed as she types, shivers and hides further But, once again, I'm sorry for the confusion and inconvenience, I hope this is better!
She knew now. It was dark Haru. A fear suddenly took over the passion in Tohru's heart, she began to push at his shoulders protestantly. He fell back a little, a confused, needy look expressed on his pale face.
" What? "
" I..I can't..."
Haru didn't ask questions. He had been suspecious of Tohru letting him go this far, it was all clear to him now. She was leading him on.
He stood, ajusting the colar on his black shirt, a cold look in his eyes.
" Fine, whatever...I'm going to bed then."
" Haru, wait...."
But her protests were in vain. He left the room just as he had entered, quickly and quietly. In an instant she was left alone, trying to put together all the pieces of what had just happened. Tears filled her pearl blue eyes as she wiped at her mouth, blinking away the tears.It figures as soon as she started to have these fillings they would be with the wrong kind of guy, a rebel like Haru. She was more like her mother than she though, the thought of her mother making her grin a bit. She layed down, not bothering to cover up in the light pink sheets, she would rather feel the draft of the cool wind against her skin, as once again the moonlight lulled her into a deep sleep.
Not so in Haru's room. He tossed and turned, trying to forget what had happened. even if she had been tricking him, she had felt so right. The look on her face every time he touched her told him otherwise, the desperate sighs and little tugs of want let him know how she had felt. He was so foolish. And when she called for him, as he left, he turned quickly to meet her eyes. They were filled with tears, her face expressed a pain he had never seen on Tohru before. It must have been really painful to her to take away her smile, he had never seen her stop smiling, not once. His heart ached with guilt and longing, wanting desperatly to go back to her, to cover her in kisses once more, to hear and feel her reaction. But he had hurt her, something he never ment to do. She wouldn't talk to him ever again, even look in his direction, and it was all his falt. He grunted, turning his back on the window, not wanting to face the night that brought him both want and guilt. But however much he tried he could not sleep, until finaly his own pain wore him down into a uncomfortable sleep.
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That was sad! See, wasn't that shocking? Poor Tohru, even poorer Haru! Wonder if they'll hook up again, find out in next chapter! wipes away tears cutely any ways, thank you all so much for your support, It really helps and inspires me to continue this series! Love ya'all, your never resting auther! bye...
Sorry about the wait, I was gone all break and didn't have a chance to fix it. Wonder how they will act around each other ( personally I think it would be rather okward ) But anywasy, here we go!
Tohru awoke early as usual, dressing in a simple pink sun dress and braiding her hair in the usual pigtails as routine had taught her to do. It was a bright morning, abit to hot but not overbearing, she opened the doors just incase the boys were uncomfortable with the heat. Breakfast was uneventful, Shagure making cracks about last night, while Yuki and Kyou tried to ignore them, Tohru meerly giggling in nervousness and embarassment. Haru never came down. After breakfast she tried to clean as quickly and sufentiently as possible without thinking of last night, but the memory kept pushing its way into her eyes, making her pause every few minutes.
Finally she finished her chores, but still was tortured with the thoughts.
Should I go see him? No, he dosn't want to see me, he made that clear last night. He hasn't come down today, mabe he's sick! No, if he was sick I'd know it. Alright, I've made my mind up.
After the battle in her head, she chose to meerly peer into his room to see if he was okay, after all, the rest of the house hold seemed to have dissapeared. She went to his door, and very softly knocked.
" Haru...are you okay? Haru....."
No awnser.
She easly cracked the door and peered in. He was laying on his side facing her, seemingly staring at the floor, his gaze shifted to her quickly. He didn't move or speak, just stared at her.
" Um....did I wake you?"
" No."
" I just came to see if you were okay, we missed you at breakfast...."
" I can't eat....I'm sick."
This shocked her, it came apon him so quickly! She came to his side, rubbing his bare shoulder blades as she sighed.
It was killing him. Yes he was sick, sick of himself. He had felt so bad about the night before that he couldn't face her this morning, let alone apologize. Even now as she stood by him, comforting him and being the usual sweet, caring Tohru, he could not say sorry. That discusted him. Her hands sent chills over his body, making him shiver.
" Your not warm, but your shivering! You stay in bed today, I'll go make you some leaks, you need your rest.."
" No."
" No what?"
He turned onto his back, facing her. He pulled her slightly over him, holding her face in both his hands. He stroaked her cheek, marveling at how soft she was.
" Tohru, about last night I was just..."
" I know, your sorry. I am as well."
" You shouldn't be, you did nothing wrong..."
" But still, I feel I should....."
He cut her off, stopping her string of apologies with his lips, setting them softly to hers. He had craved this since he first came to the house, and now he had what he wanted.
" Suddenly I'm not sick anymore." He said playfully, pully Tohru onto his chest, undoing her braids, her oaken hair streaming all around them.
" But your warm now.." She giggled. She had never felt so mischevoius before, Haru really brought out the naughty in her! She pushed her body firm to his, kissing him further still, her hands restless on his chest. A soft whimper, much like the one the night before, escaped her chest, revealing her need for him, his touch, his love. He was more than happy to reply to her request.....
AHH!! CLIFF HANGER! I'm so fameous for those, I shouldn't be so mean! Sorry...I can't help it! Their really getting naughty now! I'm even suprised at Tohru's boldness, shocking huh? But aqny ways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and I'll be sure to post the update soon!
ByE! Your cutesie phsyco ( can't spell ) auther
