Title:
The Saying 'I Love You.'
Pairing: FujiTezu
If I told you one day that 'I love you.' What would you have done? Would you have just looked upon me with those dark twisted eyes that mock me from those protective glasses. -Or- Would you have held me and taken pity on my pour soul?
Tell me is it so hard to love one such as myself? Is it really hard to love this batter body that has been purified and yet soiled by the very essence of mankind.
Would you still want me after all I have done? So tell me please what would you have said if you realize that I was no longer the entity that you grown use too.
Even if I am there as your shadow hidden in the folds of your darken steps, I am still there, lurking without malice. You know I am there, you can sense me, and in a way that makes me happy for you understand.
I am not there to protect you. I am just there existing just to be near you, and by your side. It is pathetic how much I need you, how much I always want to be near you.
It hurts this swallowing pain inside me, I am but a chick in a glass cage tighten in insecurity even though I am deeply guarded by steel and glass.
This is my curse-and yet it is a blessing for I am trapped in a world of my own making.
So once again I ask-what would have happened if I said 'I love you.' Perhaps you would hate me-so would you? Tezuka?